UPDATE HES NOT TRANSPHOBIC ?????

UPDATE HES NOT TRANSPHOBIC ?????

okay funny thing. at first he was. like, he was kinda weird about it and was like “oh well maybe just lose weight and you’ll like your body as a girl” which YIKES

but we had to paint the house and i think it clicked that i do more “man” chores than my brother so he’s just like… okay with it ??? as long as i’m doing the “man” house work ??? he keeps calling me man instead of my deadname and trying to get me to understand football

tl;dr he’s like an opposite terf i think ??? trans inclusionary misogynists??!

this is gonna be an incoherent rant but i’m actually so sick of stuff rn

so, for context, i’m a trans guy. i’m out to my mom, not my dad. he used to be such a genuinely kind human being before trump got elected, and suddenly it feels like i lost him. he’s a totally different person and i genuinely feel like i can’t come out to him

i’m going on t the second i can but i know when i do i might lose him forever. i feel like i’m already mourning our relationship and he knows, he can sense me pulling away and doesn’t know why

i don’t wanna hurt him. i wanna go back in the closet so fucking bad and have his love forever but the idea of pretending to be a girl any longer makes me literally wanna claw my skin off. i don’t know what to do and i don’t know what’s worth it.

before anyone worries, he’s not violent at all and he won’t kick me out, i just know that our relationship might not be the same. i used to be a daddy’s girl, going to see every new marvel movie with him. now i can’t be around him without him going on a fox news rant and it makes me sick

i just want to be his son and i don’t know if that will ever happen

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4 weeks ago

maybe try doing it alone for a while? the safety risk is 100% understandable honestly, but it might help you feel more comfortable to just hang around your room with it yk?

first time packing in public! honestly, i thought i’d feel weird or gross, but it feels good? like not in a physical way, but like a “yeah that’s supposed to be there” sense. 10/10 recommend.

4 weeks ago

i was too !! if it helps, maybe start with more baggy pants. it’ll be less noticeable, but it could help you with the feeling. that’s what i do at least. rolled up socks are an easy start if you don’t have a packer, or any similarly shaped object

first time packing in public! honestly, i thought i’d feel weird or gross, but it feels good? like not in a physical way, but like a “yeah that’s supposed to be there” sense. 10/10 recommend.

1 month ago

i do better under pressure sooooo i’ll also do the whole notes = i actually get off my ass and work towards my transition thing. this probably won’t work but it’s kinda fun to write out what i want to do

10 notes - i actually correct people on my pronouns socially

20 notes - i throw out any old girl clothes (old leggings, just in case girly dresses, etc)

30 notes - i work on voice training for a deeper voice

40 notes - i stop shaving any facial hair

50 notes - i start packing (i usually don’t because i’m convinced people will clock it as fake, but also who gaf ??)

maybe i’ll reblog with more later, idk


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6 months ago

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2 months ago

chopped my hair, got a new binder, and my facial hair is starting to be significantly more present/clearly masculine, this fucking rocks. any other suggestions to get present/feel more masculine?


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3 weeks ago

love when my loved one watch aggressively transphobic news in front of me 😃 its so normal and awesome to watch anti trans propaganda in front of your trans grandson 😃 so fun so amazimg family bonding 😃😁😁😁


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7 months ago

trump dies of congestive heart failure before being sworn in charge to like cast to reblog

1 month ago

I’m looking for anyone who would be interested in a collaborative OC universe project. I want to create a superhero universe, similar to DC or Marvel.

So far, I have a minor bit of the story planned: a rag tag group of vigilantes forming to combat a corporation with a chokehold on their city, sending out villains to exploit the citizens into funding their security business.

I’d love to bring more people into the fold to introduce their own characters, civilizations, and storylines to make the universe expand into something many writers can enjoy.

If anyone’s interested, feel free to DM me! I’ll be making a Discord server if I’m able to gather any interest. I’d be nice to have a community and possibly make RP storylines with the characters and all that. I’ll be posting about characters / storylines ETC, and I’ll be accepting questions and answering ASAP!


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7 months ago

parents be like "my daughter turned out completely fine!!" your son whines like a dog when he jerks off

7 months ago

okay update ??? i asked for a diff friend’s comb yesterday to fix my bangs and the friend i mentioned above (i have a huge fat crush ngl) insisted on being the one to do it. like, they grabbed me by the chin and started fixing my bangs, and when i moved my head to look at something they grabbed my jaw to move my face back and kept holding my face even after they were done ???

is that a sign chat

i just had the FREAKIEST dream about my friend at a sleepover and woke up with my head on their chest and their arm on my back refusing to let me get up… it is NOT casual anymore


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