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You know what I hate??? I hate how beautiful and smart he was..And I hate how no one truly saw that. I hate how right he was about certain things and how wrong he was about others. I also hate how he wasted those innocent lives and his own.  But most of all I hate how I don’t hate Eric Harris. (referrence to ‘’10 things I hate about you 1999′’ lol )

I’ve fallen down the dylann rabbit hole…I’m obsessed

I've been so busy with schoolwork and studying that I forgot my baby's birthday. I have vacation now, but since it's my fucking account, I do what I want. Today is April 9th ​​for me.

Happy birthday Eric.♡. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁

I've felt like i understand you so much, almost as if i can see the root of your pain because i felt the same pain as you, the same anger when i was teenanger.

I feel like you weren't appreciated, that you tried (in your own way) to fight back, and no one listened. You were painted as a monster, and no one wanted to see the real you...

You tried to be strong by hiding your pain behind a facade of hatred, and that's more painful than directly exposing the pain because you can't even let it out, and when you did, you weren't heard and weren't allowed to be heard.

I wish you had felt loved in life... that you could have seen how valuable you were because there was beauty in you.

Society destroyed you, and you decided to destroy in response because you couldn't find a way out, because no one wanted to give you one, but you searched and fought, and i know that...

The moments where you were honest, where you cried for your parents and cried for missing your old friends, even when you were no longer here, society tried to erase that, as if it hadn't happened, they painted you as a heartless psychopath.

You had a heart, so much so that you were broken inside. Your heart was there and you showed it... You cried for your parents and your friends, you shared your problems with a therapist in an attempt to get help, you stayed home taking care of your sick dog, and in the goodbye tape, you dedicated that Fly CD to Susan even though you already knew it was the end.

Society didn't want to humanize you, but your humanity were always there. Many of us here know that, and now you are no longer alone...

holy moly

js had to add this

the one who had a message for roof remind of me of: "After Roof was found guilty, they went up to the podium, one by one, when it was time for the victim impact testimony, and standing near the jury box, they screamed, wept, prayed, cursed. Some demanded that he acknowledge them. “Look at me, boy!” one raged. He did not.

Others professed love for him. He did not care. Some said they were working the Devil from his body. Feel it, they shouted. He did not appear to feel anything."

Cryingg

No cause Susan's letter to Eric genuinely has me in tears.

"I promise to never forget the person I knew, and forget the person they say you were."

Bae core ౨ৎ

some doodles 𝜗𝜚 he was pretty good lol

im noticing a pattern…જ⁀➴