Alec And Meow =)))

Merry Christmas!!

OMG

So @matsdaddario made me thirsty for Magnus in short shorts (x) Bonus:

Magnus, you’re so clumsy  ( ¬‿¬)

Sometimes you’re 23 and standing in the kitchen of your house making breakfast and brewing coffee and listening to music that for some reason is really getting to your heart. You’re just standing there thinking about going to work and picking up your dry cleaning. And also more exciting things like books you’re reading and trips you plan on taking and relationships that are springing into existence. Or fading from your memory, which is far less exciting. And suddenly you just don’t feel at home in your skin or in your house and you just want home but “Mom’s” probably wouldn’t feel like home anymore either. There used to be the comfort of a number in your phone and ears that listened every day and arms that were never for anyone else. But just to calm you down when you started feeling trapped in a five-minute period where nostalgia is too much and thoughts of this person you are feel foreign. When you realize that you’ll never be this young again but this is the first time you’ve ever been this old. When you can’t remember how you got from sixteen to here and all the same feel like sixteen is just as much of a stranger to you now. The song is over. The coffee’s done. You’re going to breath in and out. You’re going to be fine in about five minutes.

tv: nah men crying is just not good

shadowhunters: we’re gonna show you not one, not two but THREE men crying because THEY ARE IN PAIN and they deserve to feel their emotions because they are human

more malec cuz im lonely

Alec: I would like to propose…

Magnus: *freezes*

Alec: …an idea 

Magnus: oh

Alec: We should get married

Magnus: OH-

Oh, i just really love this hashtag so i've re-blog this post

Okay im gonna say it cause no one qill probably see it since people dont care

The thing is my mum was just talking to my brother's godmother over the phone and they were discussing thing she[godmother] should pack for the future in her "panic suitcase" because there might be an invasion and/or hostilities on the north from russia and im actually so fucking scared because 1) there might be a fucking war, we might will be in danger, my best friend who's in college in Kyiv will be in danger; 2) im in my senior year rn which means im moving to another city in few months, and the war can really be a problem. My parents won't allow me to study at Kharkov (a quite nice city to go to college/university at) since it's way too close to the border with Russia, even if im not going north im still moving. I wont have anyone i know around, and if the military comes to my city, it's all doomed. it's all. fucked. up. And actually seeing americans in tiktok joke about the war between ukraine and russia make me question humanity, since..come on i dont remember you joking about wars in Iraq or Afghanistan or elsewhere!! I know its "just a joke" but god fucking damn its not funny. There people dying !! literally every day.

Also my mum lost the place she has been renting for her job as a baker and now she's gotta move home or find another place. But there isn't enough orders so there isn't enough money so she cant afford it. Her regular clients stopped making orders at some point... I worry about us not being able to pay my dad's medicine (he got his knee hurt because of inactive lifestyle) or accomodation and/or education for me once i move.. hell im not sure if we'll be able to afford food in nearest future..might will have to find a job...

So yeah..thats it.

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