About Max

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Sometimes you’re 23 and standing in the kitchen of your house making breakfast and brewing coffee and listening to music that for some reason is really getting to your heart. You’re just standing there thinking about going to work and picking up your dry cleaning. And also more exciting things like books you’re reading and trips you plan on taking and relationships that are springing into existence. Or fading from your memory, which is far less exciting. And suddenly you just don’t feel at home in your skin or in your house and you just want home but “Mom’s” probably wouldn’t feel like home anymore either. There used to be the comfort of a number in your phone and ears that listened every day and arms that were never for anyone else. But just to calm you down when you started feeling trapped in a five-minute period where nostalgia is too much and thoughts of this person you are feel foreign. When you realize that you’ll never be this young again but this is the first time you’ve ever been this old. When you can’t remember how you got from sixteen to here and all the same feel like sixteen is just as much of a stranger to you now. The song is over. The coffee’s done. You’re going to breath in and out. You’re going to be fine in about five minutes.

Sam: I may not be the greatest catch in the world, but I don't think I should just settle. Cas: I'm not telling you settle, Sam, but you're not going to be happy if every time you discover a flaw in somebody, you go to somebody else, because that somebody else is going to have their own flaws! Nobody's perfect!

Sam: You are.

Dean:

Cas:

Dean: What? Cas? My Cas? *points at Cas* This?

Sam: Well, yeah. I think Cas is perfect.

Dean: Well you can't have him.

this killed me

Alternate ending 2x18. “You’re not going anywhere!😤”

3.16 | 3.18 

it was supposed to be a stupid show about hot firefighters and now it's three am and I'm crying cause all that buck is afraid of is getting abandoned by the people he loves and he needs constant spoken reassurance about being important, and Eddie doesn't know how to express his real emotions and talk about his feelings and so buck never actually understands how important he is to eddie and i fucking hate you ao3 for suggesting me painful fics