I hate when I look up a symptom and it tells me to "avoid stress" like bro if I knew how to do that I wouldn't BE in this situation in the first place.
I'm a binge watcher but when I get close to the end of something I really like I have to force myself to really space out the last few episodes because I don't want it to end (I did this with the last season of being human)
I hate trying to talk to people about music I like specifically songs and song lyrics because I have to pause every 2 seconds to make sure the song actually does exist and I haven't hallucinated it's entire existence.
I drew my favourite autistic vampire ๐ซถ๐ซถ
(this is like my first time actually finishing a drawing on procreate)
I want to draw hal,,,
It is going to take me several businesses days to find clips to use for an edit ( + good quality)
the worst part of being autistic is trying to explain your schedule to someone when you have a lot going on and youโre tired and being met with โthatโs not that muchโ or them talking about how hard their schedule is in comparison
like yeah i get it it seems easy but iโm one slightly too bright light away from losing my mind we are not the same
me when i wanna talk about my special interests but i got the vampire autism where you gotta invite me to talk about smth first, otherwise i wont say shit or dont know what to say because i feel like im annoying
Life update: I think I chipped a tooth ๐
This took me an ungodly amount of time.
(granted most of that was actually FINDING CLIPS)
(I know it's slightly off time and not great but ๐๐)