Transmasc Song

NOW I AM BECOME AVOIDANT. DESTROYER OF POTENTIAL CONNECTIONS

PLEASE READ!!!!!!!

Hi everyone, I never ask these kinds of things but,

I'm here to ask for your help. I'm a transgender individual who is struggling financially to purchase a binder. Wearing a binder will help me feel more comfortable in my own skin and alleviate some of my dysphoria. (Which has been at an all-time high recently)

As you may know, binders can be pricey, and I don't have the resources to purchase one on my own.(in fact I don't have any money at all, because I'm a minor, who doesn't have a job) If you are able and willing to help, I would be forever grateful. I'm humbly asking for a donation of at least $30, which would cover the cost of the binder and some transportation expenses.

Your support will make a world of difference for me, and I'm grateful for your kindness. If you have any questions, please DM me.

Thank you for considering my request.

(My cash app is in my bio, and tysm for listening)

Diary entry #3

Hoooooo boy I am shaking so bad. I generally have a level of "shake" that I usually have, always a little twitchy and I get terribly lightheaded, shaky, and have to sit so I don't fall whenever I stand up (usually if I do it quickly.) But like I'm shaking so hard that it's kinda hard to type. Why? My stomach hurts. Sometimes it's just like that when I get nauseous.

Speaking of things I should probably talk to a doctor about! I think I might have OCD. I get straight up awful thoughts and I sometimes have to do something to fix them. I have a back and forth in my head constantly and it's fucking exhausting!!! But I am afraid that I'll be not allowed to go on T if I get a diagnosis (I'm already autistic so that could be something they could deny me for maybe). (Also don't know if I explained properly, sorry)

Some dude on reddit told me I probably don't have OCD because I'm autistic, idk if he's right. I know you can have both but it's possible I'm mistaking my autistic thoughts for OCD thoughts.

Well that's it I guess

THIS!! I watch his transition timeline way too much

Jammidodger/Jamie on youtube saved my life and hes currently saving me right now. Everytime i see him i cry because i want to be at that point in my transition but also it encourages me to live to see myself there.

Lolcow culture is so fucking weird dude. Like these (mostly neurodivergent) people are being told to do horrible things to themselves and/or others because "it's funny". It's so strange. I stand by my opinion, even though I made a post on reddit and deleted it because I was scared of kiw1farms finding it and making me into a lolcow (it's something I worry a lot about, because I am autistic and sometimes end up posting stupid stuff), and half of the people in the autism meme sub I was on disagreed with me.

Kiw1farms scares the fuck out of me tbh. I used to be interested in lolcows and stuff, but I realize that it's really strange and probably stupid to watch someone degrade over time, it feels like I'm participating in something awful by even watching it. (I never was a lolcow forum user, but I used to watch videos on it.)

Sorry this is long and kind of off topic, but I agree with your post a lot.

at this point I'm on the side of the people who draw fat furry art and view my body as attractive over the people who openly try to condemn that art and who always ironically ends up being into lolcow stuff and other puritanical bullshit.

Why does Portuguese has to gender to many words???

@lesgay-loser i saw you tagged this as needing ids so uh here I go!! sorry if it sucks I'm gonna try sometimes I'm overly verbose or not detailed enough so if anyone else sees this and can improve my IDs oh my god please send advice /gen

First image id-

[ID: a stick figure labeled "You" saying "girls need to stay OUT of gay spaces I hate fujoshis" points a gun at a stick figure labeled "weirdo who ships real people and asks gay people about their sex position unprompted (doesn't care)" with a shield, which reflects the bullet to a stick figure with multiple different labels reflecting different people. "This is about me isn't it (sometimes it actually is)", "achillian/mlm genderqueer women", "bigender gay guy", "gay trans man in denial", "trans woman who still feels connected to gayness/the gay community", "mlm girlboys", and "nonbinary gays afab". /END ID]

Second image id-

[ID: a stick figure labeled "You" saying "men can't be lesbians" points a gun at at a stick figure labeled "gross cishet man who thinks good dick can turn lesbians straight and doesn't care about consent" with a shield, which reflects the bullet to a stick figure with multiple different labels reflecting different people. "This is about me isn't it (sometimes it actually is)", "he/him butches", "lesboys", "nonbinary lesbians AMAB", "lesbian trans women in denial/the closet", "trans women generally who think you're calling them men and being transphobic", "bigender lesbians", and "genderqueer lesbians who are also cis guys". /END ID]

I wish people understood the way that "fujoshi" hate and "men can't be lesbians" sentiment and exclusionism regarding orientations keeps trans/genderqueer/nonbinary people in denial and closeted for longer.

Was anyone gonna tell me Vincent Martella, voice of Phineas Flynn on the Disney Channel original show Phineas and Ferb is on some absolute king shit on his twitter or did i just have to see this amazing series of tweets myself?

There’s more just go fucking look yourself