[Start ID: (tw suicide, briefly mentioned! Also family issues/transphobia.) a comic with OP as the character (medium/long hair, male, with glasses and button up shirt). First panel is him looking content, with an arrow pointing to him saying “completely fine”. Second panel has him looking devastated, with text behind him that reads “I have no friends or family to rely on. The world is burning, horrible people rule the world, and the ones that aren’t completely horrible are at least complicit in my suffering. Every “happy”moment I spend with my family is ruined by the fact that they don’t support me, and don’t think I’m capable of doing anything. I can’t die, because I refuse to be buried as a girl, so I have to suffer in silence with no one to help. Even when I (hopefully) move out and transition, what if I’m just faking it and my family doesn’t take me back? Best case scenario is that I get a found family, and good friends/maybe a partner, but for several years I will have nobody and will be mocked endlessly by my blood “family.” I am truly alone on this barren earth.” The third panel is the same as the first, with him standing there content with an arrow pointing at him saying “completely fine”. /End ID]
Tw- suicide, briefly mentioned! Also family issues/transphobia
Middle text if it’s hard to read: I have no friends or family to rely on. The world is burning, horrible people rule the world, and the ones that aren’t completely horrible are at least complicit in my suffering. Every “happy”moment I spend with my family is ruined by the fact that they don’t support me, and don’t think I’m capable of doing anything. I can’t die, because I refuse to be buried as a girl, so I have to suffer in silence with no one to help. Even when I (hopefully) move out and transition, what if I’m just faking it and my family doesn’t take me back? Best case scenario is that I get a found family, and good friends/maybe a partner, but for several years I will have nobody and will be mocked endlessly by my blood “family.” I am truly alone on this barren earth.
You. Are. worthy.
Even if you never drive. Even if you need help with basic tasks. Even if you need help with hygiene. Even if you’ll never work. Even if you’ll need help for the rest of your life. You’re. Still. Worthy.
Don’t let anyone tell you that you’re useless, or that you don’t deserve certain things. You’re amazing, and I see you.
True. Happened to me (I made the post not the art)
It's by Loren Cameron, a trans man, and is filled with photography (some nsfw just so you know, 18+.)
Link under the cut.
I read all of it in like 30 minutes max.
Has some kinda outdated language, but it was published 1996 so that's kinda expected lol.
It's free to read on the internet archive (god bless the internet archive, couldn't find it anywhere else!)
Diary entry #2
I want to make some pvz butcher vanity fanart SO BAD but for some reason I keep putting it off. I saw this post about not being able to put your blorbos in situations can be depression and like. yeah that's true.
Butcher Vanity is an amazing song btw
Probably gonna make some MAMA chicken ramen soon
I have underlying dysphoria that just seems to get worse every day. I look at men irl and online that are cool looking and I get so jealous it makes me angry. I'm still stuck in this shell I can hardly recognize, something that can be fixed or made better but I'm not allowed. I can't even cut my hair short for christ's sake.
Started Gravity Falls last night, gonna try to watch an episode a day; for some reason I have problems watching shows/playing videogames even if they're really good. When I was a little kid I didn't have that issue.
celebrating my 5 year top surgery anniversary today, so I wanted to draw something that reflects the bliss of feeling your chest for the first time. happy pride 🏳️⚧️⚧️💙🩷🤍
My grandpa is constantly watching fox news and they said something like "it's common sense" for ""biological men"" to not be considered women. It's poisoning his fucking brain, it's hurting people, and it's hurting me as well.
I am going to fucking strangle someone. I hate fox news, I hate the uk rn even though I don't live there.
For all my people in the uk, holy shit i am so sorry.
The fucking audacity of the judge to say that ruling the definition of woman is based purely on biological sex “is not a triumph of one side over another.”
As if this hasn’t just fucking decimated trans rights in the UK, made transphobia practically law and blatantly supporting the work of groups like the LGB Alliance.
How fucking dare they.
the song made me giggle a lil as a trans guy
I'm scared. I'm a trans man and I'm scared.
Who knows how much longer I'm going to even be able to say those words so I'm gonna say them now.
I'm not gonna let them erase me.
Fuck all of you who voted for Trump.
If you fucking voted for that self-interested, classist, misogynistic stupid ass mother fucker,
UNFOLLOW AND BLOCK ME RIGHT THE FUCK NOW.
And don't come crying to us when your "savior" fucks the world up even worse.
Y'all did that, not us.
have been forced to choose between eating for the day and paying for transportation lately so i could pay off debts for my family and myself anything helps <33
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