Cross/Soul: "I Don't Know, I Just... I Find It So Hard To Keep Going Sometimes, Y'know...?

maybe I should finally post content about the undertale au I made that no one knows exists(except for the one comic that shows nothing of the story). Maybe I should actually write my story and make a concrete design for my silly little traumatized boy. We will see.

I love my ship kid au but I feel so bad making content abt it cause like. I have 0 clue who made these silly little guys. Except for like 5 of them. And what if the og creators see my stuff and want credit. Or hate how I characterize and make their characters different to fit the silly trauma kids story.

ESPECIALLY when it comes to Kit. Idk who the fuck made Kit(Dust x Killer ship kid) but I love him. I have grown emotionally attached to him. But what if his creator hates him being used in other stuff? What if they hate the thought of Kit being heavily gay for and very confused about his feelings for another kid? What if they don't like how I treated his relationship with his parents or his siblings? What if they don't even WANT Kit to have siblings?

OH MY GOD AND CRILL?! I love Crill. Crill is 100% my favorite. But what if his og creator hates the idea of Cross literally abandoning his son? What if they hate the idea of his really strained relationship with Killer and Kit? What if they hate how I write him seeming like a whiney brat from Kit's pov or they hate how I write his interactions with Killer?

The whole point of Next Generation: New Beginnings(the fic based around my ship kid au) is strained relationships between family. That's why Killer is forcefully seperated from his LITERAL HUSBAND AND CHILD and is forced to forget them. That's why Cross abandons Crill to save himself and be actually geniunely happy. That's why PJ strives for his parents aproval and attention while Gradient has learned to just give up and try his best to do a better job raising his siblings than Ink did. That's why Crill hates Kit for being able to see the father that he always wanted, but feels like he wasn't good enough for.

Anxiety's getting to me chat :[

Anyoneelse getting absolutely BOMBARDED with bots rn? Like oh my god I had like 10 asks/pms/comments that were so obviously scams and bots

Why are my only interactions on tumblr now bots

Og/ref photo below if I understand tumblr maybe

Manaverse has a chokehold on me and it won't let go im dying

Daily quick sketch: Manaverse Swap :]

Idk where this came from I just started doing stuff and he showed up

tried to make a sketch/comic- love these lil cuties though

Sure, I COULD make normal, healthy ships...

But, here me out, emotionally abusive x physically abusive.

Give me equally abusive ships where they both think they can fix the other but they really just need severe therapy. PLEASE.

Manaverse Redesigns!!

This is the only "sheet" I've made, but yeah. I LOVE Luna's new design shes so pretty <3333

Heroverse Relationships

Except I choose from a spin wheel.

First one is easy! Simon(HV!Swap) and Vivian(HV!Lust).

They used to be dating, actually. Things are still a little awkward, but they're still close friends. Simon was the first person Vivian came out to, and Vivian was the first person who found out about Simon's hero identity. They're kinda besties and I love them.

I am creating a stock of Manaverse as meme images(is that what they are? Idk, silly goofy things)

Also I wanna make a post talking about my AU Color Theory™️ but I am. Scared of posting twice in the same day.