Obsessed By How Nico's Always Been Attracted To The Kind Of People He Thought Could Accept Him Despite

im watching skins, and im already on gen 2 and i fucking hate cook

Like seriously im so fucking disgusted with everything he says and i hate him so much as a character

trying to outgrow the deep shame and embarassment woven into my existence wbu

i tried to make a digital journal, but i can’t i need a physical notebook. I need to feel the pages with my fingers, i need the smell and i need the sacred feeling of writing in a blank sheet of paper

normalize reading a book without caring if the spine breaks, folded cover, misspelled annotations and just ruining the book completely as a form of art

TSH spoilers:

I feel like we as a fandom do not talk about Henry’s symbolism in TSH enough. Like, that dude is the literal embodiment of death, and I just think it’s so damn cool. I mean, his whole obsession with language and literature stemmed from the fact that he almost died in a car accident. And then every death we see in the book (the farmer’s, Bunny’s, and his very own) is directly at his hands. The others were accomplices, sure, but Henry’s the one who takes action every time. And in Francis’s failed suicide and Richard’s near death in the epilogue, they both see Henry, not Bunny or Charles or what have you.

Henry is not only obsessed with death, he IS death. He’s the reaper who’s friends toy with their mortality all the time through drugs and booze. The reason they all admire him is not only because of his size and stature and brilliance; it’s because he’s dangerous. If beauty is indeed terror, than he’s the most beautiful of them all. They all have the life preservation skills of a fly, so of course they love Henry. And of course his actions constantly bring them closer to danger and death.

Goooood that feeling when you return to that artist you loved when you were like 11/12 and feel at home yet so different, and you can actually see how much they impacted and you aren’t into their music that much now but they’ll always have a place in your heart.

GROWING UP. ( young and beautiful, lana del rey / nothing new, taylor swift + phoebe bridgers / working for the knife, mitski / first love/late spring, mitski / nothing new, taylor swift + phoebe bridgers / ribs, lorde / nothing new, taylor swift + phoebe bridgers )

Earth is just too loud, i wish i could go to the moon

to all the people saying son of nyx is a skip… sorry you didn’t experience every human emotion in the span of 3 minutes and 17 seconds like i did. hope you get some help

to starve yourself is to have control