"this fit eats!" but then the fit is just being skinny...ðŸ˜
genuinely how do people stay awake for anything i'm always so tired
getting mad at myself is so funny because yes of course i'm gonna ruin your life for that but also now my life is ruined and i have to be mad at myself for doing it and the cycle just continues
i got major fruits basket spoilers today i'm going to kill myself
had a dream where i was sleeping and my crush(?) was waking me up, and she genuinely looked so ethereal. i'm gonna be honest i don't think i have ever felt desire like that in my entire life
back to deleting tumblr bye guys!!
i'm too stressed but also never stressed enough, does that make sense?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME I'M LITERALLY THE BEST
i feel very crazy
seeing my posts and not liking them is like watching me bleed out in the white snow and not helping me
damn i need to stop subconsciously pushing people away
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