we need more people like me in the world. i'm too good
imagine if instead of self-harm it was called arashel-harm and instead of hurting yourself, everyone would just beat me to a pulp and and cut cute little chunks out of me
i <3 actively making myself get worse so that people actually take me seriously
if you tell me you're afab i'll immediately assume you're like 5 billion times more fabulous than any person ever and i'm usually right about it too
i am filled with so much hatred for this one specific person that the concentrated energy within me could literally fire a beam of light that kills them instantaneously
sybau looks weirdly endearing does anyone else see it?
please for the love of god stop leading me on
god i hate the loml so much. is there anyone who can hurt me like they do? why does this have to happen. i don't actually hate them that's obviously a lie
unfortunately the only thing on my mind is pjsk
genuinely going to barf if i ever have to speak to someone again
guys maybe i should try to be a better person
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