I Keep Having Dreams Where My Family Sees My Barely Visible Scars This Is Getting Scary

i want someone to want me

sometimes i want to kill myself just to avoid the irksome task of trying to fall asleep

i feel very crazy

i wanna be okay SO BAD

when someone calls me self-obsessed but they don't know that my every thought ends with "i deserve praise for this" (i'm more arrogant than they ever could've imagined)

the people i like are always people with 569282803 other friends WHAT IS THIS CURSE

how to ⭐️ve yourself when you have a mom that's always on your ass about eating well no glue no fucking borax

when they don't reply to my messages so now i'm left wondering what i've done wrong

i have a fear of existing in public, everything about it is just so terrifying

unfortunately i AM crazy. sorry to anyone that hoped i might get better