Apologies For My Absence! I've Been Doing Really Badly Health-wise 😞 But I Thought I'd Post Some Goodras

STEEL BALL RUN CONFIRMED BTW

There's just so much existential horror and misery trapped within the comedy of Saiki K and tbh that's why I love it lmao.

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Forcing your entire family to lift their roots and put them down elsewhere. Being intelligent enough to see and understand the burden and strain this places on the people around you. Knowing they do it because your parents love you, they don't want to leave you. The sacrifices they've made just for you.

Your mom is afraid to make friends because what if she says too much?

Your father is constantly going from job to job, something which looks terrible on a resume, forcing him to take worse and worse work just so he can support your family. He blames you. You kinda blame you too so you don't protest it. It's not like he can hurt you anyway if he takes it out on you. He does. He doesn't hide it. Why would he? It's normal.

You've been fighting one thing or the other ever since you can remember.

It's natural for your older brother to be jealous of you - your very presence has split his parents' attentions but more now he has to learn from a young age first hand that there's always someone better than you. Your life is constantly displaced for reasons that are purely attributed to you, but you can't make those reasons go away.

You can't connect with anyone either. You're terrified that if you do, something will happen that'll trigger your family to move, again, uproot everything they've tried so hard to establish. Or, worse, you'll hurt someone. Many someones. Break the world. You've almost done it. Your morals weren't fully developed then. The guilt you carry isolates you further.

The people you love most are constantly on the run. From you.

You're aware of your capacity. Of your ability. It's frightening to the point of grey, numb, exhaustion.

You want to run from you too.

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Your little brother was the worst and best thing that ever happened to you. You hated him but he challenged you physically and creatively, drove you to work hard, inspired you constantly to do better, do bigger, because every failure was an opportunity to learn. But it got to be too much. You had to get away. He was everywhere. He was better than you. Stronger than you. Your nights become filled with nightmares once you learn he nearly killed four kids - and nobody is ever going to know he did it. Worse, nobody is ever going to care he did it. He can make it so. So you leave, go to be among people you think are like you....only they're not. Your life has been so insular from all the moving around that you never got to realize how even the brightest the world has to offer apparently don't hold a Candle to you. You become jaded. You become lazy. You become depressed. What's the point. Your life no longer has meaning.....until you realize that the meaning of your life was the very person you ran away from. The one who simultaneously terrified and inspired you, who pushed you to be the best. Your life was so much better then. You need to recapture that zeitgeist. You're terrified. You have so much love. Nobody makes you feel the way he does, nobody on this planet can compare-...but wait. That's your little brother. That's not quite right? Is it? You've never been in love. You've never connected to anyone else. Your scope of understanding on that point is narrow. You begin to misunderstand your own feelings based on the criteria you've been exposed to since goodness knows when.

Nobody else can ever understand.

Other people can never understand.

Nobody compares anyway.

They're ants compared to you, and compared to him?

Nothing at all.

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You thought you had it all - good looks, a good brain, athleticism. For a long time you were at the top of the hierarchy. You meet a beautiful girl. She loves you, you love her. The entire world is stretching in front of the two of you, mired in glorious green and hope. You want to give her a good life. And then you have children. The first one is intense and bright. He's able to comprehend so much it's scary but he's also still only a child. You can see it in how he acts, all that learning still to do, things not yet understood. You teach him. You're proud. But you're scared. His potential frightens you. But he's still your kid. And you're still his dad.

But then your second son happens. He's born with unnatural pink hair. In just days he's talking to you with his mind in full, perfect sentences. His hold on grammar is better than yours. His strength is keener than yours.

He has psychic powers.

But he's still your son. You're still his dad.

Only it doesn't feel that way at all. Your authority is in question constantly. You feel like you're looking at a grown man trapped within the unsettlingly coloured eyes of an infant. He's strange. He doesn't respect you. You lose grip. Your eldest, too, has taken note. He doesn't care about you much anymore, what you have to show and teach him. The both of you could be in this together but you're divided. And then you're moving, constantly. Your wife is all you have left in the world who cares about you. That hope you once held, the feeling of potential, it's gone. You've seen the universe. You looked into it. In return it looked into you.

It found you wanting.

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Your world used to be big. So big. So full.

Used to be.

You see your parents rarely but it's awkward and stressful when you do. Your friends? Left behind. You chose your family over them, it was the right thing to do. They don't reach out. You leave them to it.

In your home are three people. You love them with all your heart. They fulfill you endlessly. They're all good men. They love you in return.

But they hate each other.

You're an anchor tied between three directions. Pulled apart.

Then it's two.

It's easier. That makes you feel horrible.

Worse, you know eventually it'll only be one. Or maybe even none.

You're alone.

Where did you go?

Who are you anymore?

You know your husband and sons better than you know yourself.

Please don't let them ever leave you alone to those godforsaken four walls. Somehow they've become your whole world.

But then it's not. You haven't moved in a while. You've been able to make friends! Your youngest has too, thank god, the loneliness you're so afraid of is something you'd never want your littlest to experience.

But.

You open your mouth too big. Too wide. Too many times over. Your son has to swoop in and save you every time.

Loneliness was fine.

The guilt is so much worse.

sooo I receentally played project sekai and drew them vocaloids in the school library when I was supposed to do my work *ahem cough cough*

Kaito is so cool!!

Miku with no reference looks so uncanny

So real I had the BEST movie ever experience with A Minecraft Movie

minecraft movie notes

everyone cheered when they said lines from the trailer (flint and steel, the nether, chicken jockey, etc)

there was a technoblade reference of a pig wearing a crown

there was a LOT of romantic tension between jason momoa and jack black. no really. like there will be fics. and i will be reading them.

jack black sung a couple songs. they were decent

a plan involved jason momoa and jack black wearing mushroom hats and playing trumpet in front of a group of evokers to distract them.

endermen don't just attack you, they make you hallucinate the people you love saying they hate you. and then they attack you

jason momoa sacrificed himself but came back at the end to save someone (classic)

there was a weird america's got talent reference ? nether's got talent ? and it was the backstory for the main villain ?? (they played pigstep)

"first we mine, then we craft. now let's minecraft!" was actually a line. they said that out loud.

a piglin named chungus said he was gonna unalive the main characters.

jennifer coolidge did date a villager it was like 3 total scenes and largely ignored

in the post credits scene the end the villager spoke in perfect british english and it was revealed jennifer coolidge could speak villager then they got married

i think seeing it in theaters is the best thing you can do because the audience was hilarious i have so many videos of everyone applauding and laughing and commenting on stuff. anyways i know technically it sucks but whatever i had a good time

okay so I decided I may be using tumblr more frequently now because a) I know no one irl who I follow or know on this app and it feels like a safe haven for me to speak (insta and tiktok gives off puts too much of the "social" in social media) and b) to finally slowly get back into old fandoms cuz I've slowly been regaining new & old interests after a hiatus of 2 years of doubting my existence lol

Anyways, my account my rules so whatever shitposts or updates abt myself will really only been seen by me, myself and I and no one else cuz not many ppl know me here (or even will see the stuff I post [if I were to keep my word])

Can i express myself for a moment? ZORA HAVING NO MASK ON AND HAIR DOWN THINK ABOUT ALL THE PEOPLE HE COULD ATTRACT

WHAT HAVE YOU DONE ANON?! NOW HE’S TOO POWERFUL!

He has turned into... an e-boy...

Imagine him flirting in this form?? The black bull’s cafe would gain a lot of customers!! Nebra better watch out for competition though... 👀

Alma: Everyone's fine, don't worry about it!

Bruno: *Shaking in the corner*

Julieta: *Staring dead eyed at the kitchen*

Pepa: *Current rainstorm, litterally the house is kinda flooding*

Isabela: *In the other corner* I'm not perfect enough, I'm not perfect enough!!!

Luisa: *on the floor sobbing* What if I'm not strong enough for this family?!

Dolores: *Having a panic attack*EVERYTHING IS SO LOUD WHY IS IT SO LOUD?!

Camilo: *Also having a panic attack* I don't know who I am anymore, what if This version of me isn't me?! What if I'm an imposter?! Oh god!

Antonio: *Already has anxiety at 5* What if I'm not good enough for the family?? What if my gift can't help anyone?!

Alma: You... You came out fine?

Mirabel: IM STILL TRAUMATIZED AS WELL, ABUELA!!

Say it with me now,

TRIPLET SUPREMACY✨

TRIPLET SUPREMACY✨

TRIPLET SUPREMACY ✨

I just need more content of them together pls

- I took some inspiration from Pinterest

Real talk now. That new char is using some sort of shadows magic, and he creates handsies. Theory time! He's the one who braids Nozel's braid. He invisible, he does it with "hands" and only Nozel is in the room with his magic at the time. So not one of he servants saw this happening and assume it's purely Nozel's work.

I have been enlightened.  Now I truly know what it means to have received an ask so flawless that I cannot hope to add to it.  Anything more would tarnish it.  JK Y’ALL CAN’T STOP ME

BLACK BULLS VICE CAPTAIN CONFIRMED FOR PROFESSIONAL HAIRDRESSER

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BABIE PIKA

Was thinking about how Kurapika does this very specific thing several times in the ‘99 anime which led me to thinking about little Kurapika learning Kurta traditions. Which wouldn’t be Hunter x Hunter fanart without a hint of tragedy.