He Is Just So

The worst part of having a chronic illness and ana is that I know from experience that if I ⭐ve myself for more than 24hrs I will have a seizure. 12hrs if it's flare up season. One of my work friends forced me to eat yesterday because I was pale and shaking. WHY CANT I JUST STARVE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE?!?! If I wasn't stuck with this shit I would have been at my UGW YEARS AGO!!! SERIOUSLY WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?!?!

I'd rather die skinny than live fat.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JAMES BUCHANAN BUCKY BARNES! (MARCH 10TH, 1917) ★

Said it a year ago and I’ll say it again.

Pirate all your favorite shows, movies and games while you still have the chance.

Oh, and never stop supporting physical media.

17

reblog with the age ana got you

i was 13.

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(ʘ‿ʘ✿) “what you say ‘bout me”

(ʘ‿ʘ)ノ✿ “hold my flower”

I stopped being a Christian right around 2 years ago. And I can't truly express the rage I feel when I go to church now. To think about all the things that that church did and said and preached to me since I was THREE! Telling me that I was disgusting and sinful and unlovable just for being born. How all the good things I have done are as worthless as dirty rags, but if I'm not good the god that loves me SO MUCH will send me to be tortured for all eternity. And my father being praised for being abusive because "spare the rod spoil the child". And when I told the pastor's wife that my dad had hit me with a shovel she asked me what I had done to deserve it. When I got the courage to tell another pastor that my boyfriend SA'd me multiple times he shamed me and explained that men have weakness that women can't understand and that sometimes they just can't resist the temptation. And when we broke up the pastor told me no man would ever be able to put up with me and MY sexual transgressions. 4 of the men that went to that church have either harassed or SA'D me. And to this day they are all welcomed into that building with open arms and I'm insulted and shamed every time I come.

To them I will never be anything but broken.