I Can Find Joy And Peace Is Seemingly “boring” Moments

And when your shadows decided to hide,

I fell in love with your aura.

when you decided to not show me your face

i decided to fall in love with your shadows.

Have you ever been so stressed you’re just not stressed anymore??

It’s hard when no matter what you do it’s never enough...

That you’re never good enough

And they make sure you know it...

And it eats away at your soul slowly...

I’m trying my best

But they make it seem like it’s all nothing

........honestly,

I just want to be appreciated

An awful end to a beautiful morning...

If possible... I feel like I somehow look like this statue...very cracked and broken

But it can’t be seen

And I wish people noticed...

Masahisa Fukase, Yoko, 1974

Fukase almost exclusively photographed his wife, Yoko, for 13 years until their breakup, afterwards obsessively photographing ravens,as symbols of his grief.

Fukase died in 2012,  having been in a coma for 20 years following a near-fatal fall down the stairs of his favorite bar in 1992. Yoko visited him twice a month throughout his long limbo – though, heartbreakingly, he would have been unaware of her presence.

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Anna Kamienska, from a journal entry featured in “A Nest of Quiet: A Notebook,” (x)

I’m so tired...

too much expectations and responsibilities...

I too have a limit...

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