Ninth of November
You're allowed to make lazy things. Want to make a thing? Really tired? Do it poorly. Stop caring, you're not a product. What you make shouldn't be, either.
As someone who grew up with "I'm not going to praise you for doing what's expected of you; that's not being good, that's doing the bare minimum" I want to encourage you to celebrate every little thing you can. Everything that takes energy and effort should be appreciated and you're allowed to be happy about trying.
hedonism is good actually rich people just suck at it