Viktor Recognized His Fatal Flaw And Almost Saved The World From The Existence Of The Machine Herald

She's a lady and knows she has many fans.

Some hero you turned out to be

Hey. Minors following me. Internet safety is key!! NEVER include these in your bio/byf:

Medical diagnoses - this is nobody's business but yours. You don't owe anyone an explanation for why you are the way that you are

Trauma - same reason as above

Triggers - people can use these against you! Don't give people tools to hurt you. No one has to know what tags you block. Just block tags to stay safe!

Age - age is okay for adults to include but is iffy when you're a teen. Predators want this information, don't give people more than they need. Just state that you're a minor, that's all that anyone needs to know.

In general: stay safe. If you're not comfortable with every stranger out there having access to this information, you shouldn't post it on the internet.

Play devil's advocate and ask yourself about what would happen if someone searched for your information with intent to hurt you. You do NOT owe anyone an explanation!

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I never wanted to be your enemy.

"What was the whole deal with Viktor not being 'broken' and Jayce's confession in Episode 9?"

Some ramblings I had but decided to make it its own post

"But you were never broken, Viktor."

This line is about Viktor's self-esteem and worth as an individual.

While a confident character (especially in Act 1 of Season 1), Viktor lets himself be weighted down by people's negative perceptions of him.

When introducing himself to Jayce and talking him down from jumping, Viktor uses extremely negative words to describe himself (and literally "crippled").

And with the beginning of Viktor's health decline from then on so do his confidence and relationship with others.

Viktor refuses to be on stage with Jayce when they first present Hextech. (And Jayce respects his decision and doesn't force his hand!) He doesn't want to be publically acknowledged as Jayce's partner.

We don't actually see Viktor being close to anyone but Jayce. Especially during the more dire breakouts of his disease coinciding with his research on the Hexcore. He becomes so obsessed that he pushes everyone away. While I don't think he has ever loved Sky romantically, she was still a colleague of his with a good opinion of him. And yet we see him reject her companionship (which could have been kept perfectly friendly and platonic!) and lose himself in his work, quite literally.

It is shown to us explicitly that Jayce cares about Viktor's health (he leaves Mel to come to Viktor's bedside). And yet Viktor lies to him about potential treatments, in fear of what Jayce would think. What he wouldn't understand. Without even knowing what Jayce would think (and as season 2 has proven us, Jayce did in fact support the augmented hextech solution) he immediately comes to the conclusion that Jayce would reject him. This is a sign of low self-esteem.

What happened to Sky was extremely traumatic and he clearly feels an overwhelming amount of guilt. However we don't really see him confide in anyone, don't see him relying on anyone for moral support. He bottles it up and keeps his worries and guilt to himself, which doesn't work well.

When Viktor attempts and literally toes the line about suicide, this time Jayce is the one preventing him from jumping. And it is because of these circumstances I believe that Viktor finally admits a part of his wories and guilt about Hextech to someone. And still he doesn't tell the full story (Jayce only learns about Sky in season 2)

Viktor's confidence comes back in full bloom in season 2, once he becomes fused with the Hexcore and gains access to a perfect body. (Note that I use perfect here because this is what the Herald of the Arcane believes).

Fuck, he catwalked into the council room vhen he confronted Jayce in episode 8. We have literally never seen this character do that before. He is cocky, he is literaly the one on top of Jayce. He oozes confidence and charisma.

During the various scenes in the astral plane, Viktor is often depicted as this grand, majestic and huge figure. He towers over everyone, looks down on people. He is confident in himself and his abilities. But when Jayce rejects his vision ("my partner died in this room") and defeats him with Mel, we see Viktor become physically smaller. Cuddled and small on the floor, rejecting Astral Sky's touch.

Once again, his physical appearance reflects his own inner worth. He believes that Jayce doesn't want him = he shifts back to a ""weaker"" state and immediately rejects others' comfort.

This rejection is also what directly links to him shedding all his humanity to achieve this "perfection."

And when the mask comes down (literally) after Ekko threw him time in a bottle at the end of episode 9, and a part of his real, human face is revealed, Viktor once again becomes smaller.

Here the shift is radical. He goes from being meters tall to smaller than Jayce's height. Viktor tries to protect, to shield himself. He doesn't want to be perceived in this weak state.

This is why it is such a pivotal point that Viktor reverts back to his own body after Jayce showed him the truth, that he turns to face Jayce as equals in their human forms. This is Viktor finally accepting himself as who he is, accepting his worth as a human being.

When Jayce tells Viktor "you were never broken," he means that Viktor was always a whole person, not lesser than. That he was always worthy of compassion, love and respect just like everyone else. That there was nothing "broken" about him that could justify a negative perception of him.

No parts of him are broken because every part of him can be loved,

Viktor's disability and disease are a part of him but that does not mean Viktor himself is broken.

Jayce's confession is essentially a love letter to the person Viktor is ("a part of everything I admired about you"). It is not a comment about how Viktor shouldn't care about his health. It is a comment about Viktor's own worth and how he is deserving of love, truly and fully just as he is. That a perfect body doesn't make him worthier.

Look at these innocent, little baby turtles. Not a thought goes on behind those eyes. Sure hope nothing bad happens to them.

So I was informed that someone is making +18 edits of work by mine and another Epic animator BrittPowwPixel, passing it off as if the original artist created it. The whole first minute of the animatic plays normally, but the ending is edited.

That’s… very weird. I mean, yeah, people on the internet will always be freaks, but why make it seem like the original artist did it??? Look, I have nothing against nsfw art, my problem is people doing that without consent and respect. A basic, "hey can I do this?" would be fucking nice to hear sometimes. But then make an edit and then make it like I or BrittPowwPixel did it.... Yhea that is messed up. Esepcially BrittPowwPixel case cuz their edit was on their Hold Them Down animatic. That is even more fucked up.

I found out about this because some Epic fans and religious ppl on TikTok saying I made an NSFW animatic of Odysseus and Circe. This explains a lot about why I sometimes get anons in my inbox yelling at me for making Odysseus sleep with Circe in my animatic. And I was just sitting here like, "What the fuck are you talking about???"

It even explains why I get sometimes youtube comments about (then I didnt know) refereing to that edit. I was so confused on how someone could watch my There Are Other Ways animatic and think they had sex and liked it????

Also, for those who haven't got it yet, I haven’t posted anything on that Rule 34 site. All my art was reuploaded there without my permission and even tagged it on my name. I never asked someone to make my name a tag on there. And now, with people making edits and passing them off as originals, all I can say to the one who made it, fuck off.

no offense but u dont exactly have the "rights" 2 any historical figures bc they were real ppl n if sum1 makes a clone of the same person mayb dont act like they stole from u ? lol

I don't?? I'm talking about designs! I made these designs, so no, I don't own the people. So when I see something similar to my design, yeah, I get kinda mad.

The person who's done it has had a history of stealing and tracing, so yeah, i get a little worried when a character with a similar design shows up from them. With a figure like Yuri, you don't see him a lot, I only knew about him for about maybe two years, but those people are kinda hard to find when you're in the States.

I know I don't own these characters, but when the person is a tracer, proshipper, and just steals. I do get worried. I'd love someone to share my love of these people, I really do, but I can kinda tell. There's few others of Neil and Yuri, and I like them. I think they're cute!

I don't own these people. No one does.

That is all I say.