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Today in two words: Chess, Lucifer
White wins (I bullshited every move)
I have 2 fashion posts in my notes, but now I have nowhere to post them because I got kicked out for some reason. 😭 I was very much on topic, and I swear I had 2 upcoming posts; it was even in my May goals. 💔
Sigh
#imissmyfuturewithfashionelle
Is it a rebrand AM I BLOCKED HELP
Yes I suffer from APD (angelic personality disorder)
Why is tumblr labelling some of my posts, and others', as mature content, if they have pics in them. None of my pics are explicit in any wayyyyy, or the others I encountered with the same warning.
OK so here's some of my works 😛
(edit: why does tblr blur the preview urghhhh, plz plz plz, click on the image to see the best quality)
The one I finished yesterday (that's not poop guys, it's a raisin swirl Danish pastry💔)
More from my sketchbook:
1 and 2 are just glimpses of what I look like, I think the second one is more accurate 😼
This is my fav lol^
Then the big guys:
The first one is a self portrait for the prompt escape which was for my Year 11 art finals, I got a B 😄 (they snubbed me 😒, but I didn't have the best art teachers, so I'm self-taught. I felt overwhelmed when I piled the components; I did everything by myself, so I don't mind, and I'm proud of my grade)
Click all to view on full plz🙏
As you can tell I enjoy drawing faces, and not painting them/using colors on them. I would go to the Mars before that happens (I'm afraid of color on faces 💔)
Me and graphite are attached on the hip (I like being able to erase mistakes 😓)
OK bye
@2456788sworld since you asked teehee
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Day b4 vals, no gf or bf 💔
Today I simply existed and did things I wanted to quit but alas, here I am thinking about them again
Here what I make for brekkie today tho.
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This user in a nutshell.
(I don't smoke... Yet)
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Today was very productive actually, I'm 80% complete with the project. Anddddddd I'm going back to writing too :D.
I ate the pancakes I made at midnight for breakfast, they were yum as usual :p.
Stuff I consider productive that I did today:
I cleaned my email inbox.
Unsubscribed from random sites I forgot about.
I took 3 coding lesson practices, which lasted a good chunk of my day.
Deleted books and videos that I had saved and I enjoyed but I would actually cry if anyone came across them. This is an attempt to quit that stuff.
Curated podcasts to listen to (I forgot that podcasts on Apple were free).
I downloaded classic books to replace the old ones.
Read and learned about art history instead of doomscrolling or watching the videos I want to keep away from.
Put 1.5hrs to study italian 😝
As this new week rolls in and it's the last week of April , remember it’s okay if you’re not feeling 100% ready. Most people aren’t. You don’t have to wake up every day with perfect energy or a perfect plan. Some mornings you’ll move fast, some mornings you’ll drag yourself through , both count. What matters is that you try. This week will have its messy moments late nights, forgotten tasks, small mistakes that make you question yourself. It's normal. It happens to everyone who’s aiming for something at the end of the week of even the day . So don’t be too hard on yourself when things don’t go exactly the way you pictured. Focus on doing what you can, when you can. Focus on staying honest with yourself not pretending you’re fine when you’re not, but also not giving up just because it gets uncomfortable. Progress feels boring sometimes ikr . Growth feels invisible sometimes. But if you keep moving, even in the smallest ways, you are winning. Trust that the work you’re doing, even the hard parts, is building something you’ll be proud of later.
@bloomzone
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Got a sudoku puzzles book, I think I've completed intellectual girl status. I don't have much to say tho,
Peace out x