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Mc stroking vinca hair and vinca actually letting her fic?
Written by @an-awkward-ghost
It had become routine for Vinca to drop by at least once per week, and for you to attend as much shows as you could. You spent most of your time with her, either chatting or texting, sometimes engaging in friendly banter or simply exchanging stories. Despite her initial rough and bratty demeanor, Vinca could be surprisingly fun to be around. It was something you enjoyed more and more each day, the very thought of the blonde summoning one of your truest, warmest smiles.
How she had managed to find her way into your heart so quickly, so effortlessly, youāll never know.
The times Vinca shows affection are increasingly more frequent, actions much like her, light touches, loaded smirks, brash words, stolen glances. Sheās a shooting waterfall and a raging blaze both, keeping you on your toes but never letting you fall. Sparkling blue eyes are everything you can see now, imprinted on your dreams and mind and soul like Vincaās touch has seared into your very skin. The tingle of her fingers never truly fades, it sits like a constant presence at the very edge of your consciousness, something you wouldnāt change for the world.
However, showing the affection you felt for her was a tricky thing. She was at the top of her game when it came to you, when it came to how to get you to fluster, to flounder, to render you speechless, but once the ball was in your court, once you began to turn her games against her, she deflected. You could tell she never allowed any of your attempts or your compliments. Perhaps she didnāt think she truly deserved them. It irked you every time, how someone as prideful as her let everyoneās words reach her but yours.
The very same thought crosses through your mind yet again, as you let your gaze wander from the stars to the blonde besides you.
āI thought you would fall asleep.ā You admit ā Vinca had come in that night mildly irritated a plan of hers had gone wrong and also exhausted from whatever it is it entailed. She hadnāt told you what that was, yet. Probably something to do with demons.
Vinca snorts, tone lacking the energy it usually had, āThen you could admire me all you like, huh. Bet you are disappointed that didnāt happen.ā
You close your eyes, letting the chill in the air keep you focused, āWas that what you wanted me to do?ā
A beat passes before she answers, āThere isnāt much else to admire, thatās for sure. You donāt seem like a very dedicated stargazerā¦ā
Your lips curl up just slightly, amused. She is sleepy. She wouldnāt leave you such an easy chance to flirt otherwise, āYouāre right. Thereās a much better star right next to me, isnāt there, Pride?ā
Vinca stills for a split-second, āSure is,ā Fabric rustles ā sheās turning in your direction, and you can just heart the teasing grin in her voice, āGreat, we now know you arenāt entirely blind, squirt. Thatāll serve you well.ā
āItās kind of hard to ignore the way you shine, oh twinkly star,ā You open your eyes, lifting a hand just slightly to nudge one of her tiny knifes. She snorts again ā much softer, more subdued.
āAll right, thatās⦠thatās enough...ā She blinks. Itās a slow, sloppy motion. All the irritation that was previously bothering her had completely vanished. āItās always weird when⦠you get like thisā¦ā
āWeird is my middle name, I guess.ā You follow her initiative and turn fully, both of you facing the other. You had kept some distance at the beginning ā not much, your houseās roof wasnāt terribly narrow but Vinca had always enjoyed her personal space, and you respected that ā but now, that was nearly nonexistent. She laid on her left side, hands resting comfortably before her, mirroring your own position, and if you just inched a little bit closerā¦
Clear blue eyes found yours, flicked down to your hands then back up again with the swiftness of a hummingbird, bit Vinca didnāt pull away. She didnāt ruin the atmosphere with her usual snark. She just laid there, staring at you with half-lidded eyes, holding her breath just slightly.
You scrutinized her for a second longer, then very hesitantly moved your hand ā over her own, and to this her eyes snapped open, both in confusion and caution ā and rested it on her nape.
āYouāre something else, Vinca.ā You murmur. The air vibrates with your words, somehow intense, powerful, and for the first time in ages you can actually feel them strike true, past Vincaās usual defenses. āI canāt understand you. I donāt think I ever want to. That way, I can just learn something new about you every day.ā Your hand moves, deeper into Vincaās hair, graceful golden locks parting beneath your fingers, escaping through them like water. āAnd thereās always something to learn, you are too complicated for your own good. Between demons and life and showbiz, you have so many things to worry aboutā¦ā Down again, to the nape, and Vinca shivers just slightly. āBut Iām not one of them. No matter what happens to you, no matter what I see, no matter what I hear, Iāll trust you. Iāll trust your words. Your actions. So please⦠trust me too, when I say this arenāt empty words.ā
Vincaās mouth moves. No sound comes out. You chance another stroke of her hair, and for a second her eyes flash, thunder in clear sky, body tense, but she relaxes almost immediately. Her breath comes out in a strong gust of wind, not quite a snort, not quite a sigh. āI trust you too much.ā She finally says, voice small, suddenly not drowsy at all. She doesnāt look mighty and strong and unreachable like she usually does, but vulnerable, oh so very vulnerable, but despite it all she doesnāt tremble. She meets your gaze, just like she always does, defiant despite it all. It makes your heart skip a beat. āToo much, too fast. What have you done to me, Hannah? Why canāt I⦠why do youā¦ā She swallows. āWhy do you affect me like this?ā
The use of your name sends ripples of emotion down to your very core.
āI⦠Iāve wanted to ask you that, too, ever since we met. I just- I canāt get you out of my head. Every single thing you do, it⦠It shouldnāt⦠It takes much more than this to make me fall this hard, and yet you⦠with each thingā¦ā
Words keep failing. You move your hand again, happy when Vinca smiles. Your heart soars when she reaches for your free hand, taking it softly in hers.
āI never expected to meet someone like you, Hannah.ā Her expression softens, and she hesitates just a little before she adds. āEven if you are far too sappy.ā
āI try.ā
āMaybe dial it back a little?ā
āOnly if you promise to come watch the stars with me again?ā
Her expression shifts, and her vulnerable side is hidden to the world once again as she pulls away, huffing slightly. āNot in this cold I wonāt. If you want a real stargazing, then leave it to me.ā
For a moment you ponder if you should ask about the change in your relationship, but quickly decide against it. Vinca can only endure so much emotional talk, and the last thing you do is get her to snap at you.
So instead you let the moment pass, roll onto your back, and smirk at her.
āBetter live up to my expectations, then, Pride. Iām a hard woman to please.ā
Vinca throws the roof a skeptical glance, one eyebrow raised. āIf this is all I have to surpass, then Iām not worried at all.ā
Thanks for the tag! Letās see hereā¦
A Beginner's Guide to Destroying the Moon ā Foster the People
N ever Really Over ā Katy Perry
A Ghost - Travis
W olf in Sheepās Clothing ā Set if Off
K ill the lights ā Set if Off
W ant to be close ā Persona 3 OST
A little more - Skillet
R asputin ā Boney M
D amage - Red
G inkoās theme ā Persona 2 OST
H ell to your doorstep ā The Count of Monte Cristo Musical
O rewell, beneath the cracks ā Octopath Traveler OST
S how Stoppinā Number ā Team Starkid
T he Gate of Finis ā Octopath Traveler OST I guess Iām just tagging anyone who sees this and wants to do it :)
song tag game
thank you @rainbowscasĀ for the tag šāØ
rules: for every letter of your url, put the name of a song you like that starts with that letter
L - Lord I Just Canāt Keep From Crying - Colin Stetson I - I Will - Mitski Z - Zero - Smashing Pumpkins S - Solider, Poet, King - The Oh Hellos T - That Unwanted Animal - The Amazing Devil I - Icky Thump - The White Stripes E - Every Man Has A Molly - Say Anything L - Little Numbers - BOY
tagging anyone who sees this and says hm i wanna do that.Ā
Writers. Could you reblog this if you edit as you go. I'm trying to see something
There was an ask on the blog about that exact scenario! That one was a joy to write šš I think the thing I like the most out of that pairing is the āforbidden loveā aspect, since Yvette and Onyx are on opposite sides and all š
Lovestruckās Ask Game!!
17, 18 and 20š
Ohhhh thanks for the ask! š
17. do you write or draw fan content?
Yup! Everything Iāve written for LS can be found over at the @wlw-lovestruck-fiction blog! Iāve been meaning to reblog them here but always forget lol
18. favourite ships, not including the mcs?
Darla x Jo, Ruelle x Piama and Onyx x Yvette! Not only are the dynamics between those characters interesting, but all the pairings are also very cute and the interactions are just golden ā I mean, can someone honestly tell me they didnāt smile at least a little bit with Darlaās interactions with Jo? Iām always up for seeing different sides of each character, especially considering Darlaās whole āqueen beeā persona, and the side Jo brings to light is adorable!
And the amount of Ruelle x Piama in Xeniaās route is just š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ
20. How do you feel abt the routes that end in marriage and/or kids?
It makes me feel all fluffy inside. The first route I read that ended in marriage was Serenaās, and I could have melted right there and then. I couldnāt stop smiling! When the weekend challenge came for her, the episode I reread the most was that one. I definitely didnāt think I would care so much for a proposal or wedding scene yet here I am, hoping desperately it happens in Yvetteās route. It all just hits different if it has or ends with scenes like those.
I havenāt read a route that ended with kids yet, but Iām sure Iāll like it all the same!
oh youāre a writer? howās doing everything you can to avoid writing going?
That one moment when I try to start another route and just end up rereading Yvetteās route instead. I think I need help.
Oh yes, the struggle is real.