Maybe Valentines Day Is Like. An Okay Holiday

i don’t flirt i just say weird shit until you tell me i’m pretty & wanna kiss me

idk if i want to be a lover girl anymore yall

Is this part important to the plot?

No, but it is important to me.

,,,,,girls

online communities are so strange because people slip away so easily. you can be on here for years, folding people you've never met into the fabric of your daily life, and then they disappear, leaving only ghost posts scattered across tumblr behind. or their blog stays dormant, for weeks, months, years, until you're only still following them because you remember that they love sunflowers or they were kind to you when they didn't have to be or the last thing they posted was sad and raw and you still worry about them sometimes.

and sometimes they come back when you least expect it, years later, even, and there's this sudden rush of relief like there you are, there you are, even though you barely knew each other.

there's a strange kind of love to it. i don't know you and i want to hold your hand across miles and time zones and oceans. i can still see the imprint of you in this community you left. you don't anyone will notice or care when you're gone, but we notice and we care and we wish you well.

i hope you're all okay out there. i hope the sun is shining on your face and you are breathing deeply. i miss you.

'do you think you're superior for not using AI in your work' thank you for asking! yes i do

My guilty pleasure right now is watching luxury hotel reviews and I found this british guy who keeps accidentally clipping into the backrooms.

He's unintentionally making the best liminal horror content on youtube

intro post but for real this time

im mostly just posting into the void on here, but hi :)

this blog is mostly whatever comes into my head at the moment or whatever strikes me as repost-able. im not *super* active here (comes and goes in waves) but i doubt this will ever be a dead blog

along with the random thoughts ill post about literature, fandom stuff (arcane, blue eye samurai, bridgerton, atla, and others), figure skating, music, and art, but mainly im here to just talk, either on posts or in the tags. hate it when its quiet for too long

not expecting much (if any) engagement but my asks/dms are always open

i dont fuck with racists, homophobes, terfs, ablists, etc.

more money

one (1) cat

every single book on my "books to buy" list

another cool rock

knees that work

ankles that work

hips that work

an airplane

Saw a thread on Twitter of "gifts to give a person with ADHD and autism" that was full of stereotypical and quite frankly patronizing items, so here's a list of I (autistic individual) want instead as a gift

Money

Fourteen billion dollars

Free coupon to kill somebody with my teeth

Suitcase full of money

Cool looking rock

Scratching post for me to sink my claws into

An albino elephant

The head of Jeff Bezos mounted on my wall

Uncooked rice

A cup full of blood

100k in cash

little cat is sleeping all comfy and cozy next to me and i dont think ive loved anything more in my entire life?????????