Let’s Be Honest

Let’s be honest

I am done not knowing where I should go or where I should be. I’m exhausted of thinking what I should do or what the future would bring. I’m admitting it tonight, that someone like me is as broken as a shattered glass. But I am also picking it up, little by little. Even if I had to touch every broken part of me. I am admitting that I cannot be repaired or be put together for now. And I think it’s okay. I may be hurting but I am also trying. Surviving. Breathing. I may not be living but at least I know what’s up and what’s not. Because I know, someday, if I might get clever or worse... get worse. But it’s still okay. I’m not hiding my broken parts anymore or denying every part of I am. They’re fragments of my life and they deserved to be acknowledged.

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7 years ago

I promise you, I won’t be far from where you left me.

I just hope you find me


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7 years ago

Some words to use when writing things:

winking

clenching

pulsing

fluttering

contracting

twitching

sucking

quivering

pulsating

throbbing

beating

thumping

thudding

pounding

humming

palpitate

vibrate

grinding

crushing

hammering

lashing

knocking

driving

thrusting

pushing

force

injecting

filling

dilate

stretching

lingering

expanding

bouncing

reaming

elongate

enlarge

unfolding

yielding

sternly

firmly

tightly 

harshly

thoroughly

consistently

precision

accuracy

carefully

demanding

strictly

restriction

meticulously

scrupulously

rigorously

rim

edge

lip

circle

band

encircling

enclosing

surrounding

piercing

curl

lock

twist

coil

spiral

whorl

dip

wet

soak

madly

wildly

noisily

rowdily

rambunctiously

decadent

degenerate

immoral

indulgent

accept

take

invite

nook

indentation

niche

depression

indent

depress

delay

tossing

writhing

flailing

squirming

rolling

wriggling

wiggling

thrashing

struggling

grappling

striving

straining

7 years ago

“You are more than enough and so much more.”

Words you need to hear coming from your own mouth


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4 years ago

So, is there a supercorp fiction based on Hell’s Kitchen AU? Can someone tag me please


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6 years ago

My thoughts after watching the trailer:

I didn’t know this time would come.

I could bring out my stuffed toy Pikachu that says Pika Pika in the cinemas when the movie comes out!

I won’t be surprised if Pikachu decides to cuss.

hope to see Cubone...

Psyduck is a mood

Also Jigglypuff

Wtf

This

Is

Too

Cute

I would shut my mouth abt the ummm

Yes but you go Pikachuuu

Detective Pikachu

My Thoughts After Watching The Trailer:
6 years ago

i think the coolest thing would be to see a new color

7 years ago

I guess, if you ever ask me if I still love you. I’d say, I do. I love you. I still do. There are times that I still think of you, and I hope you do, too. But, I’ve forgotten more than I could actually remember.

So, I guess, if you ever ask me if I still love you. I’d say, I do. My love for you will always be somewhere. It stays wherever you chose to leave me, wherever I chose to leave it. And, it’s here. Never moving. Never growing. It stays wherever I want. It stays behind.


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6 years ago

“But you’re allowed to be you, to be spontaneous.” And still I wonder why I sought for your approval.

I am allowed to be me. Never again should I allow you to enter my state of mind. You aren’t the boss of me.


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6 years ago

the universe has a crazy way of working out and right now i need to just trust that

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