I Get In The Car With Him. I’m Meeting Him In Person For The First Time And His Smile Warms My Heart.

I Get In The Car With Him. I’m Meeting Him In Person For The First Time And His Smile Warms My Heart.
I Get In The Car With Him. I’m Meeting Him In Person For The First Time And His Smile Warms My Heart.

I get in the car with him. I’m meeting him in person for the first time and his smile warms my heart. “You said you’ll wear a pullover” he says. “Actually, the pullover got stained”. I look over to him and his eyes are on the road. He looks like a new beginning. Hope blooms shamelessly in my heart. We stop for noodles by the road. It is his favourite spot he mentions. I mentally thank him for sharing a favourite with me. We talk about poetry and he asks me why I like Sylvia Plath so much. I start telling him expecting disinterest to mar his face. But he looks at me like I am a language he wishes to be fluent in. No one has ever looked at me like that. The shopkeeper calls out suddenly, breaking the moment. He goes out to bring the noodles. He hands me my plate and says, “Be careful. it is hot.” and I look at him like he just said ‘I like you’. It is raining outside and we sit in the car in the comfortable silence, eating. The moment feels almost magical. The steam from the noodles clouds the air, blurring the world outside. I look over to him and our eyes meet. My cheeks heat up. “I love the rain”, I say hiding my smitten expression. “Oh me too. It is so romantic”, he agrees. The RJ of the radio agrees too and a romantic tune fills the car. The conversation flows like a river from books to movies to politics to spirituality. He laughs like a kid at my jokes and it takes all of my self control to not reach over and squish his cheeks. He is just so adorable. He feels like the other half of me. The other piece to my puzzle. I let myself hope of us together. But he talks of everything, never us. I plead in my head, “Tell me that you want to meet again. Tell me please, this is just the very first page.” He never does. He drops me at the bus stop. The sinking feeling slowly contaminating the high. “I’ll call you”, he says painting the blue of despair with the yellow of hope. But he never does. He never calls.

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1 year ago

While scrolling I suddenly saw that someone was actually claiming that "sanjay leela bhansali is not a good director".

While Scrolling I Suddenly Saw That Someone Was Actually Claiming That "sanjay Leela Bhansali Is Not

Bhai ap ek kaam kijiye, aap mumbai jaiye jake SLB ji se baat kijiye. Aur unse kaam mangiye. Aabh aap puchenge ki kaunsa kaam. Aap unse "personal adviser" ka kaam mangiye. Aapka kaam ek ghanta bhi nahi rahega janab.

While Scrolling I Suddenly Saw That Someone Was Actually Claiming That "sanjay Leela Bhansali Is Not

That dumbo even said that "people started glorifying jauhar" bhai apka dimag ghutno pe hai kya? Alauddin Khalji Rani Padmavati ko apaharan karne wala tha.. Since he already won the war, Rani Padmavati understood that there is no other way to survive knowing Khalji had a huge lust for girls. She didnot had the urge to get physical abuse and die in the hands of a brutal person. That is the reason why she performed "jauhar". And you are talking about glorification? lemme explain. People glorified jauhar because it was no doubt a challenging work but she was not scared. Her bravery was glorified.

Now Heeramandi, Tawaiffs are like modern day Posh Prostitutes. And Tawaiffs were prostitutes. They used to dance, sing and after that they gave sexual pleasures to those rich men. Bro they are also human being. They need love as well. Again here Tawaiffs were not glorified their emotions were glorified in the series. And the world would die if there is a crisis of Tawaiifs or Prostitutes in the world. And because of these tawaiffs India got to know about kathak and other dance forms. Gajagamini and these types of walks were actually done by Tawaiffs. They were highly cultural. Some people even took there daughters to teach them dance. They were the most cultural people out there. Kathak and Mujra songs are famous for them.

Bro going around telling that "they have no power" I mean what type of power are you talking about? They had servants because they worked on their own. They didn't had to depend on anyone. And as mallika jaan said that, "chaand kisike banrande mein nahi ata, chaand ko doorse hi dekhna padhta hai". And girls were not wanting their lifes they were wanting this type of posh treatments my dear. Girls want to be treated like queens but they don't want to be tawaiffs. (I have huge respect for tawaiffs) No one wants to be a tawaiff they were forced to do that. And once again GIRLS WANTED THEIR POSH AND RICH LIFESTYLE NOT THEIR LIFESTYLE.

While Scrolling I Suddenly Saw That Someone Was Actually Claiming That "sanjay Leela Bhansali Is Not

The moral of the story of Heeramandi is, we need to respect everyone in this world even the Tawaiifs and Prostitutes because if they don't exist men will die. And yes I have no shame.

And one more, They were ROYAL thats why ROYALTY was showcased my dear.

While Scrolling I Suddenly Saw That Someone Was Actually Claiming That "sanjay Leela Bhansali Is Not

And yes SLB did films which were not royal but they were Royal by heart like "Black" , "Guzarish" and many more. And he has budget my friend. Everytime, he makes a come back after 4 to 5years because he choose projects which will touch the heart of every individual and he showcases Indian Cultural in his creation. That why SANJAY LEELA BHANSALI IS SANJAY LEELA BHANSALI.

"YEE SAKAL BAN, SAKAL BAN," , "GHOOMAR GHOOMAR GHOOMAR GHOOMAR GHOOME RE", "PINGA RA PORI PINGA RA PORI PINGAAA"

1 year ago

Why do heartbreak comes from people you least expected from?

Ig it's cause shayad tumhe lgta tha tum usse jante ho like you knew them ki vo Aisa nhi krenge vo tumhara Dil nhi todhenge tumhe akela nhi chorenge pr asal mai tumne unhe kabhi Jana hi nhi like tum kabhi samjh hi nhi paye ki vo insaan vo nhi jo tumhe dikhata hai, shyd tum uss insaan ki asaliyat kabhi samjh hi nhi paye aur befaltu mai usse Dil laga behte apna samjh behte soch behte ki jaise vo insaan tumhari life ka sbse imp person h jaise tumhare liye vo apna hai vaise hi tum bhi usske liye imp ho usske apne pr ussne apna to kya kabhi tumhe dost Tak na mana....jaha tumhe lgta tha ki tumhara apna aur apna kaha hurt krta hai vahi tum usske liye kabhi kuch the hi nhi, aur jaha tumhe usske hone na hone se itna fark padta tha usse tumhare na hone se ghanta fark na padta tha... jaha tum usspe apna sb kuch lutane ko taiyaar the vaha vo tumhe roota bhikarta Marta chor jaane ko taiyar the Shyd isliye kisi anjaan se jada apne dukh de jaate hai

1 year ago

"I fear to love you too much and lose you and suffer, and I also fear to not love you and miss a love chance and regret it. I live with you an unbalance state since I knew you, my life going perfectly, except my heart which is a mess. I always fear the endings, for I am used to lose anything I love, so please tell me: How can I love you without pain? And how can I not love you with regret?"

10 months ago

"Yada Yada hi Dharmasya Glanir Bhavati Bharata Abhuthanam Adharmasya Tadad Manam Srijamyaham"

With all that is going rn, i think this is gonna happen soon,

1 year ago

ami tamake bhaalobhashi (please tell me I said it correctly cutie)

it is correct but that will be "tomake" 😭😭💗💗

1 year ago
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10 months ago
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