আসলে ভালোবাসা দেখতে না পেলে কক্ষনোই বলতে

A sudden feeling

today is 30th January... I am sitting in my bathroom writing this while my mom is listening to masakali.. And it is very much audible from the bathroom as the sound is quite high..

anyways.. I am feeling very low these days.. I overthink a lot.. And overthinking helps me to actually know the whole truth because whenever I overthink about something it turns into reality... Moreover, this blog is the result of my overthinking...

Being neglected by the people I basically love to hangout with, talk to, has been a habit for me because I know that I will lose them.. But still I don't hurt them.... Okay so now my mom is playing shishe se shisha takraye...

Anyways feeling a little bit better after writing the feelings which I kept in my heart for like a week maybe.... A two day or one day trip to shantiniketan can give my soul a little bit of shanti now.. Hey Rabindra Nath come and take me out of this one sided "shesher kobita" phase.. Anyways bye... Don't feel uneasy to judge me.. Because I am judged by every single human being... If anybody can relate my current condition, do comment... (I don't even know if I will post this but still)

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(Posted today itself XD)

you can't, cause I am not slippery..

Its okay. I will wear knee pads and then slide

Still you can't.. Hahaha

Today, as I was browsing YouTube, I stumbled upon a video uploaded by SVF clips featuring scenes from the Bengali movie "Villain." Intrigued by the snippets, I promptly logged into Hoichoi to watch the full film.

However, the experience turned out to be quite disappointing. The storyline, plot, music, and dialogues were all incredibly cringeworthy. I find myself regretting my decision to watch it.

It makes me wonder why the Bengali film industry seems preoccupied with producing such films. Movies like "Bindass," "Herogiri," and others of their ilk — are they even worthy of being called movies?

I forgot to add the beautiful lyrics of the song present in the movie "chokhe legeche dhoya tor angul choyar nesha legeche bedon (ki egulo???) nei thik thikana bhule giye bahana, sudhu thote thot khujbe norom, doze doze doze chade pyaar ki yeh doze"

I'm feeling deeply unsettled at the moment. Once a year, Koushik Ganguly and Srijit Mukherji return with their thought-provoking films, which truly stand out as gems. I find myself longing for the era of Satyajit Ray and Rituparno Ghosh, whose films defined Bangla cinema.

Ajke ei tuku, pore ashchi ekta chotto biroti niye songe thakun shusto thakun.

People who can’t “figure you out” tend to hold an unspoken dislike towards you. Simply because you mind your moves & business. Impenetrable boundaries will trigger enemies who want to scrutinize your life. Do not waste energy defending a narrative others constructed about who you’re not. It’s a battle you’ll never win. Keep being a mystery, that’s what makes you Chosen.

©No id

Let me promote my Spotify playlist:-

My favorite songs from a famous web series :-

i’m a very observant person, so if you think i didn’t notice, i did. i just decided to keep quiet.

Jane Austen really said ‘I respect the "I can fix him" movement but that's just not me. He'll fix himself if he knows what's good for him.’ and thats why her works are still calling the shots today.

~Wishing for something like this🍁~

(I love you, you idiot~)

(Courtesy-YouTube)

If your life is to be made into a movie, which actor/actress will play your character?

Actresses will be

If bengali then - Swastika Mukherjee

If Hindi then - Sara Ali Khan

If English then - Emma Stone

Actors will be:-

Bengali - Anirban Bhattacharya

Hindi - Shah Rukh Khan

English - Tom Cruise

But- Who are you dear?? 😗 please come to my DM..

I am just obsessed with Fresh out the Slammer from TTPD