Madhabi Mukherjee —

She will never be the same as she used to be!.

Sylvia Plath

Back to the kdrama phase of my life

Fulfilling the expectations.. 💗🦋✨ Uttam Kumar🌻

I wanted you to be better.. I wanted you to be that better...

some people say

it's painful to

wait for someone.

some people say

it's painful to

forget someone.

But the real pain comes

when you don't know,

If you should wait for them

or try to forget about them.

I know I should forget and move on but what am I supposed to do when this heart is reluctant to let you go. When these memories hunt me down every single time I think of love.

They say people remembers the sad moments more than those happy moments.

But I remember all those moments that I dreamt about you. Lived all those happy moments, erased all those bad moments just to think about you. I know that I'm delusional. But this never happened to me before. Untill I met you. Even if it sounds cliche I just knew that you were the one for me. But I had to let you go. Cause I was never the one for you.

Once I heard, 'If even the waiting is joyful, then it's love'. I loved waiting for you. I loved thinking that you'd change and realise why I said those staffs. But I guess not everyone is like me who read through the lines.

Everyone said I deserved better. I guess I knew that too but I really wanted you to be that better and wanted myself to be a better version for you.

Everything is now a story when I wanted it to be a book where we both would have kids and a beautiful home to begin with...

I feel so good that I got a mutual like @intellectual6666 who, even after being younger than me, tolerates my rants and gives me advice. She is the first one who carefully, sincerely and calmly understood the things which I shared with her as if she is my own younger sister..

I am very much thankful to god for bringing her in my life.. When no one was there with me, she understood my pain.. (She is soooo much like me, because I never hesitate to help others when they are feeling down). A listener also needs a listener and she is my listener and I am hers too. I really love you Ayushi, tui na thakle ajke ami hoyetoh ar kaoke trust korte partamna. Tor boka ami khabo because tui amar bon er moto so didi der o bokuni khete hoye bon der theke🤭🤭.. A thank you won't be enough.. 💗💗💗💗

DESH TA TAKAR KACCHE BIKRI HOYEGECCHE!!

Really ? So many advocates recruited AGAINST the rape victim ? And there's female advocates too ? What has happened to the people ? They're really gonna fight for the rapist.

People of West Bengal, specifically, the young generation present in West Bengal, we either have to fight our best to change this state or leave this state and go somewhere else.

Our freedom fighters did not fight for this.

Chapak.. Chapak..

Ek ladki school mein gayi,

Chapak..

Ek ladki tuition mein gayi,

Chapak..

Ek ladki road mein khel rahi thi,

Chapak..

Ek ladki road peye chal rahi thi,

Chapak..

Ek ladki.. Bus mein thi,

Chapak..

Ek ladki apne ghar mein thi,

Chapak..

Ek ladki.. Choti bacchi thi,

Chapak..

Ek ladki social media mein mili,

Chapak....

Ek ladki.... Ek ladki....

Ek nirdosh ladki.... Ek. Ladki.

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(This is not a funny content.. Its a reality)

(Courtesy- Instagram)

oyeee ....tell me something you hate about me

Hate?? I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU!!!! why did you ask me this question?? 🙂

I am in my art class now, my forth year written examination of art got over.. After two weeks I came to my art class.. It is my happy place... Here I do the thing which I love. I have never said no to my art classes just because it is my comfort place...

A cute little girl is sitting in front of me, scribbling in her drawing pad which made me think of me when I used to do such things.. Some other kids are shouting and talking which made me think of me as a kid who used to talk continuously and disturb my sir... Sir is nice, cool too.. Happy place I told you...

Some kids have become grown ups.. They are taking advice from me regarding art works.... Made me feel proud..

Some kids are running around and playing with their drawing.... (Sir is not in the room so critical scenario) They will get scolding for sure...

This current situation made me think of this song.. (Not relatable at all... don't blame me, blame my brain...)