didn’t have a big party, just my closest friends, some Jack Daniels, some smokes, some dogs and cats. but here’s to being 25 🎉
Sometimes I wonder if you speak my tongue, and who really rubs mine right.
A wise friend once asked me Do you drink to remember, Or do you drink to forget? Me? I drink to sever and dismember All that fills my head with regret Those pieces in my mind that remind What I had in front of eyes so blind
I drink to forget my name It’s numbness takes away the constant pain Long enough to spark a bigger flame And watch another life blow up in smoke Right in my face And tether the tides Washed up in the storm on every side
I drink to forget it all Where I was this time last fall Where this beaten road says I’m going As long as I keep empty money flowing For all that’s about to start blowing My way in this Winter Wonderland of snow and ice Just gotta keep up with the price
I’m tripping all over my broken bottles And empty promises that started to rot On the inside, like my insides I drink to remember who I’m not
You don't understand, but you should. You're silent, but I need to hear your screams Over mine Calling and stalling while you hold your breath You don't feel it. Feeling static like a ball with no kicker Or a clock with no ticker Spilling lines, feeling down all the time Up your dosage, up your chances Of making me sick to see your face You don't understand, but you should Understand that you're sucking the energy right out of my hands From my grasp you hide the tethered emotions. Notions that someday soon things will come to an end.
And you know what I miss most? I miss thinking of everything as a living organism. That you need to breathe into everything. Give life to everything. Consider everything before you consider yourself. Because what are you compared to everything else?
I wrote this while I was really high last night
Youre gorgeous 🥵
thanks 😉
I got drunk and took some selfies waiting for peanutbutterlung