All Hail My Old Af Art

Me when Im not drawing:

Me when Im drawing:

Headcanon that Nimona popped up to help Ballister before the actual scene where she introduces herself to him.

Ballister loses an arm, wich could result in his death, and hurts pretty damn much, and nimona just shows up and takes care of him in his early days. she has lived 1000+ years, and probably has gotten hurt a lot, so she just knows how to take care of injuries.

Imagine Ballister wanted to get somewhere safe, passes out in some street from pain, nimona takes him there, helps stop the bleeding, gives him painkillers, cleans the wound, etc.

And Ballister doesn't remember any of that. He remembers those memories shadowed with pain and blurred by painkiller drugs, he just prefers not to ever think about them.

295🐇10.22.23 holly for @alma-n

Reminder that you are precious and we all love you very much ❤️

Awww 🥺 I don't know how old this is Im sorry I don't know how I didn't notice this 🥺 thank you so much 🥲💓

Came to tumblr after such a long time and faced this.

I used to ship A/H too. God damnit its a fucking children's book. People consuming media of this fandom, many of them are either teenagers or kids. Having sth they like harassed just isn't it. First time i posted sth (slightly) A/H, not even a kiss, just a hug or sth like that and sb called me a pedophile, i didn't know what the hell that even meant.

Fucking leave it at this point

CW: pedo mention, suicide

I have a request. And this may get me blocked or hated even more by the AF community:

Can we stop the aminosity towards A/H shippers? Anti culture is celebrated in our fandom now, and like, cool if you don't ship anyone, but many of you on this platform find a way to literally bully or harass fans who are openly A/H. I also used to get endless inboxes of anon hate and harassment, even so far as telling me to 'KYS', or calling me a pedophile.

Let's make something very fucking clear: Redirect your issues to Colfer instead, because he wrote the 6th book. HE wrote the kiss. HE wrote them having feelings for eachother. Yes, as kids, a lot of us attached to this. Maybe it's from shared trauma, maybe it's a comfort place. Whatever someone's reason is for shipping, they DON'T need to explain themselves, or be made guilty for their preferences! Instead of harassing A/H shippers as if we spun the oldest celebrated ship from midair, how about you complain about damn Colfer?! He's not a poor innocent Irishman that had nothing to do with it. Give me a break.

Now, your hate and despise of the ship DOES affect other people when you go into the Hartemis tag and write on shippers' posts, literally heckling and harassing them. You know who you all are. I haven't checked it recently, but around 7 months ago, it was filled with HATE. HATE. AND HATE. I saw one very celebrated user telling Hartemis shippers to kill themselves. Honestly. If you look folks, it's there. Fuck that. If being an anti means you support hate and harassment, get the fuck off my tumblr lol.

I have had so many, SO many people come to me in messages to discuss A/H. I have had younger fans, literal kids, message me with art and explain they didn't feel safe posting it to tumblr because of the antis and hatred of A/H. ARE. YOU. KIDDING. ME. Do you know how angry this makes me? This is disgusting behavior, that children can't post their work without an anti yelling at them they're supporting pedophilia.

Which do you think is more harmful?! Supporting A/H? Or isolating young teens or kids and making their work and art feel worthless and unwanted?

Btw: none of the A/H shippers call our ship Hartemis. That's a you guys thing, lol. We like A/H. They don't need a ship name so it's easier to mock.

In short, leave people alone. Stop intermingling your personal issues into other's lives. Don't like Hartemis? Leave the fandom then! You tell us to gtfo, so you can as well! 😬 I really dont have anything inspirational or nice to say here. I'm disappointed that such a tiny fandom has been literally split apart in half, and half of them are not allowed to interact with the other.

We're so tiny, guys. We literally don't have to isolate each other. I was so depressed when I first joined tumblr and got so much hate, and to know there are kids who are messaging me, revealing they're getting hate? That they're scared to post? To rant and rave and ramble like the rest of us? It's disappointing. It really is.

CW: pedo mention, suicide

The evil boi but hes got tattoos

This year is passing very slow and tough man

I feel really shit about not having anything to post so far for FowlFest

I just... Couldn't come up with most f the prompts this year:(

Fav colour?

This exact shade of magenta 😅