Sooo My Friends Have Been Making Plans Right In Front Of Me And Not Including Me For A While And They

thinking about the day someone will actually read my tumblr and find out it's about them-

i'll be so embarrassed and ashamed

just logged out of instagram and i told people i was feeling out of place, i'm always left behind

and i know i'm gonna receive a lot of dms like 'hey you know i'm here for you' and all and i know they mean it but i don't need fake people that show up when i tell them i'm giving up, i need real people that can see i'm just falling apart and all i need is some real and honest company, a word, a smile, a look, anything

he’s taking care of me like no one ever did and i have no idea where this is going but i sure hope he does appreciate it as much as i do

Pls

things are doing ok but my heart feels heavy and i’m holding back tears but i have no idea why

xjdindjsisj the cute guy from the party texted me again and said i was allowed to draw him aaaaaaah

damn this life is getting too good

AAAAAAH HE KISSED ME

WHAT DO I DO????!

okay nevermind he doesn't seem to know about it

i'm just overdramatic

might have gotten drunk and drawn my crush’s eye because tbh it’s one of his best features

and somehow my drunk ass managed to post it in my story and write that i have a crush on him and luckily i only used a song he likes to let him know it’s him i was talking about

now he’s either so dumb he didn’t realize (which he definitely isn’t) or he’s read all of it as usual and basically doesn’t give a fuck (which is actually good because it means it’s not a big deal, right??)

well at least he hasn’t blocked me (yet huh)

Sirius: Nice hands, Moony.

Remus: Uh...thank you?

Sirius: I bet they'd look better wrapped around my-

James: BIBLE! WRAPPED AROUND THE BIBLE. PRAISE THE LORD, AMEN.