Alienitz - Lord Of Palaye

please, don’t pretend to care about it. you made a mistake? it’s fine. you try to make up for it with excessive kindness, it only feels fake and awkward.

Draco: Granger is so stupid!

Harry: *glares*

Draco: I’m more beautiful when I have my mouth shut, right?

Harry: You’re more beautiful when I don’t have my glasses on

I came out as trans 2 years ago and well, 10 days ago I realized I was aro so this is making me happy

I love this pixel heart, thank you for giving my day some positivity :)

Transgender Aromantic pixel heart for anon

*lunch break with my class*

girl: hey it's so funny how we all have a role in this class :))

girl: *pointing to a guy* you're like our new dad, showing us around :)

girl: *pointing to another girl* you're always in a good mood and trying to cheer us up :)

girl: *pointing to me* you're our personal depressed junkie :)

looking at it now, all the posts about my crushes, cute boys at parties and sentimental delusions didn't age well lmao

and i mean i was just about to make a new one rn but i stopped myself bc i don't wanna get my hopes up again

my life’s literally falling apart

i’m giving up on everything and everyone, i’m isolating myself and barely answering the few dms i get, i spend my time avoiding my ‘friends’, my crush still ignores me in the hallways, my coping mechanisms stopped working and my autodestructive behaviors are back

the only kind thing i received in days is a text from my crush cheering me up

idk how to describe the life i’m ‘living’ but i definitely didn’t sign up for this

okay nevermind he doesn't seem to know about it

i'm just overdramatic

might have gotten drunk and drawn my crush’s eye because tbh it’s one of his best features

and somehow my drunk ass managed to post it in my story and write that i have a crush on him and luckily i only used a song he likes to let him know it’s him i was talking about

now he’s either so dumb he didn’t realize (which he definitely isn’t) or he’s read all of it as usual and basically doesn’t give a fuck (which is actually good because it means it’s not a big deal, right??)

well at least he hasn’t blocked me (yet huh)

AAAAAAH HE KISSED ME

WHAT DO I DO????!

I JUST HAD THE SECOND WATTPAD MOMENT OF MY LIFE TODAY I CAN DIE IN PEACE

Harry: Draco, are you a cigarette?

Draco: No…why?

Harry: Because I want to get you lit and stick your butt in my mouth

Draco: Why are you like this?