As Frightened As You, Of Being Alive

long post but like screencap redraw pathologic pathologic 2 fleabag artemy burakh Its not all bad look at that I'm posting Mostly bc i did this tongiht and like this is very long I think this only makes sense if u play the game and you've watched the show which IS unlikely everyone wants to kiss burakh this is my tribute to that Also fleabag is such a good show like kill me Also fuck february already this sucks i say pointing at the calendar Like in my life good things are hapening but my brain is reluctant to compute

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meme LIKE.. maam tops nirvana in fire 5 months like it's so good HER ENERGY nif consort jing ok all jokes set aside This is an excellent show have you ever watched a show and went like damn this is fun but I wish it were good this is the good version No more seriously there's still some problems but damn is the plot tight and the characters fleshed out I don't really have a favortie character but Noble consort Jing beloved She is so good You know how the show runs on two years more or less I think if she wanted to be empress it would take her like Love when a show is like hey this character is clever and also nice so many of her conversation you can see her thinking at light speed and like??? i don't recall a single time where she doesn't answer on the spot Give her a girlfriend 2k21 my main woman really picked up a travel vlog by someone she didn't know and was like :) I will stop sending hazelnut pastries her brain Liu Min Tao

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my art gif calm lofi This is the last thing i premise i've made this a while ago and I'm happy with it this also has heavy tracing tho I created the picture myself so idk how that counts I'm unsure? if the gid is gonna move this was my first eperimentation with somthing of this scale im glad I made the choice to not be overly rpecise with the linework imagine the nightmare I like the plushie an the trans flag showing this to my friends bc it's not shippy and hopping they don't see the trans flags and buttons I swear I don't only use orange but I sue it a lot

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art tw gore blood selfharm so idk idk it's late If i missed anything don't hesitate to tell me I haven't been very good at drawing recently messy warmups help they're not all sad which is good I'm just alternating btw stuff I'm not really sure what makes me unhappy rn It's a bit a mess so warm ups Everythign else I draw is so clean idk this is refreshign look at me being active I had a good warmup ystd but I trashed it sadly those are not all from tonight I often try to make myself as small as possible but I'm tall and large even my shoulders so I bump into ppl it makes me feel very claustrophobic Like not really that but just I wish I could retract into myself more like I'm always curled in but there's still too much of me out I'm not doing too bad it's just a meh year but not expression doesn't help and expressing doesn't either

my art it’s like pathologic pathologic 2 the changeling anna angel the color dissonance I actually really like those two I drew the whole day today but nothign quite good I'm working on piece but it's not going very well it s about the rats and clowns I'm sorry when I do warmups i never use reference so their outfits are uh what they are also no one I draw is very gendered with just a hint of gender If I ever draw clara with hair u can kill me I really like their take in p2 sainthood and isckness a good motif for her