Hi, you may or may not know i have austim with a possessing disorder as well as being diagnosed with adhd and dyspraxia, this means I have coordination issues and very little patiences for things when they don't go my way for the first time at least for me.
I've recently started to get more into makeup and I enjoy bold looks am I very good at them no but I enjoy them, I'm asking for any tips for eyeliner and wings as I don't wanna go and buy some liquid eyeliner as I have some of the gel pencil ones however I'm struggling to get a nice wing I have managed to sort of do one on one eye by drawing a line on my eye and useing some makeup remover to swip it into a nice sharp line but was unable to get similar results on the other eye.
Tips and help would be most appreciated
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request: Kaz brekker x gender fluid reader (they /them). The reader comes to kaz in tears and of course kaz is ready to deal with who ever made them cry and the reader just explains to kaz that their family doesn't accept them and told them they never will and keep dead naming them and kaz just comforts them ( it can have a smut ending idk if you write smut or not if you don't just have it be a fluff ending where the reader is on a sofa reading to kaz as he works.
summary: so i didnât follow the request exactly but i hope itâs still okay. reader comes to kaz in tears after their parents keep deadnaming them and kaz comforts them.
warnings: mentions of deadnaming, no pronouns used for reader, reader is not described, kaz is a very hard character to write so iâm sorry if he seems ooc
word count: 436
kaz is used to you coming into his office unannounced. thatâs why he doesnât react to your presence at first, until he hears you sniffle and his head snaps up to look at you, eyes narrowing when he notices your red eyes and the dried tear-tracks on your cheeks.
âwho did this to you?â he sounds murderous.
âitâs not that big of a deal,â you tell him, âitâs just my parents again. itâs nothing new, i should be used to it, but it still hurts every time they call me by that stupid name.â
you walk towards the window, looking down at the grimy streets of the barrel. itâs easier to open up to kaz this way, when he canât see the pain and upset on your face and you canât see the anger on his.
he isnât known for being kind, heâs the bastard of the barrel, but you recognise his unconventional ways of showing affection, the way he protects his dregs, defends them, and now, the way heâs so willing to fight for you. you had stopped feeling loved by your parents when you had come out, and being so starved of affection, every small gesture of kindness made you nearly burst into tears.
you can still feel his eyes boring into the back of your head.
âi can deal with them.â itâs less of an offer and more of a statement. even so, you shake your head.
âyou canât- just leave it. they wonât change.â
âthey canât get away with it,â he presses, then softens -the tiniest bit, but enough to be noticeable by kaz standards, âi canât let them keep hurting you.â
you sigh, and he limps over to your side. he tries to look into your eyes, but you turn your head, and so he raises his gloved hand to tilt your head, forcing your gaze to meet his.
his hand drops just as fast, but you can feel his lingering touch on your cheek.
âyou could leave them. come live in the slat. they wonât be able to bother you here, and youâll never have to see them again.â
âiâll think about it,â you respond, âthank you, kaz.â
he puts his gloved hand atop yours; a small gesture, but so meaningful. heâs pushing through his own issues with touch to provide you the comfort you need, showing he cares -even if it comes with his own unconventional, slightly murderous ways, like threatening your whole family and anyone who so much as looks at you wrong.
and you smile, because only you get to see this side of him. your kaz.
I drew inej in some fancy clothes maybe shes at a fancy gala with kaz ?
As someone who's like learning law and contract law I was. Doing some work on the subject on contracts being void due to circumstances and throught would inej's contract with heleen be void? Becuse i can't rember if she signed it or if I'm imagining that part but I don't think inej when she was taken would have known how to read nor speak kertch let alone understood what was happening meaning was inej's contract void?
Things in six of crows people forget I will add more
Kaz brekker isn't from kerterdam! He's isn't! He's birht place is in the countryside!
This not to be annoying but really annoys me becuse like all the characters in six of crows have different brith places none two are the same inej is suli, jesper is zemini, mathias is frejian (no clue if that's spelt right) nina from ravka, wylan is from kerterdam and kaz is from countryside.
Inej has a form of touch aversion similar to kazs but on a different reason why.
Inej in the book doesn't have a brother
In the books jesper is original Inlove with kaz at the beginning he is
Both kaz and jesper are original farm boys!
Inej isn't kazs first crush! Imgoen is (I think that's how to spell her name)
Kaz Brekker and Mutual Ma$terba$tion.
If youâre tagged itâs simply because I copied the tag list for Kaz.
(If youâd like to not be tagged in future smutty/spicy Kaz fics, please let me know!)
Description: 3.6k wc, smut/spicy fic with Kaz. Cannon Kaz, still has a touch aversion but finds himself and his girlfriend needing release so they compromise by verbally guiding the other while they be each otherâs hands. (Kaz style aftercare featured)
Warnings: sexual content, mentions of touch aversions (anxiety & related notes), 18+ Only, cursing
Kaz crumpled yet another piece of paper and tossed it to the side, still unable to collect his thoughts.
The heist went sideways hours ago and he hadnât been able to figure out why or how he shouldâve been able to prevent it.
It had never taken him this long before, he was usually done within a few minutes and spent the rest of the night sulking.
Meaning it really shouldnât take him long tonight since it was only a minor deviation and not much of a set back.
He shouldâve been able to figure this out hours ago.
However, y/n had never not been in his office after a night like this.
Kaz sensed things were tense between them lately but since he didnât know why he elected to let it blow over.
As he sat alone in his messy office tonight, he regretted that decision.
Clearly that was another plan he made that failed.
Begrudgingly he rose from his desk, bracing himself on his cane as he walked to the door.
If she wasnât coming to him, heâd go to her.
Kaz lingered outside her door as his mind raced to find the best way to greet her.
She was already mad, but he didnât know why and therefore which side of him would be most helpful here.
If he let Kaz Rietveld greet her and sheâd been mad about one of his triggers or weaknesses that would make it worse.
Not that y/n ever got upset let alone mad over that, but Kaz anxiously awaited the day he felt was inevitable.
If he let Dirtyhands Brekker greet her and she was mad heâd been too distant or mundane it would surely piss her off more.
He sighed, annoyed at himself for even allowing himself to get so attached to her that he cared about these things.
Kaz tapped his cane against her door twice and awaited a response.
He heard some shuffling around before y/n opened the door for him.
Her hair was a bit disheveled from seemingly running her hands through it, but it was clear sheâd tried to fix it before opening the door.
âLove,â he greeted briefly, the versions of himself compromising.
She smiled nervously at him which made him sigh.
âMay I?â He asked, tipping the crowâs head end of his cane in the direction of her bedroom chambers.
A room in which she rarely ever was, having usually been sleeping in his room while he worked.
Kaz watched her throat tighten as she swallowed before nodding.
He took inventory of her room, the way he would any room heâd stepped into where he felt unsure of his surroundings.
Heâd been in here before but tonight he was unsure where he stood with her and hoped the room would provide him some clues.
Y/nâs bedding was wrinkled and the poorly made bed was evidence sheâd futilely tried tucking the sheets back into place before letting him in.
Kaz tightened his grip on the crowâs head, despising himself for whatever he did that prompted her to chose to sleep here instead.
Sure it was her room, but he couldnât recall the last time sheâd actually slept in it.
âKazâŠâ she mumbled, standing a solid distance away, âyou look like you have something on your mindâ.
Kaz pressed his lips into a tight line as he turned to face her, but was unable to look into her eyes and ask his question, âare you mad at me?â.
Her silence caused him to turn his gaze upwards from the floor and to her face.
He watched the shocked look on her face turn to confusion before she shook her head, âNo Kaz. Iâm not mad at youâ.
âY/n, do not lie to meâ he grumbled.
âIâm notâ she sighed.
He stared at her and took a step closer to her, noticing how her body tensed when he did, âyouâve been distancing yourself from me. Yet, you claim you are not mad?â
Y/n quickly looked to the far wall as if one of her pinned up photos was suddenly more interesting than this conversation.
Yet, in a whispered voice she still spoke, âIâm not mad, Kazâ.
Kaz squinted, taking a step back to create more distance for her, âare you afraid of me then?â
She snapped her head towards him, a concoction of confusion, shock, anger, and guilt storming her face, âof course not!â
âThen tell meâ he ordered, closing his eyes for half a second to compose himself, âif youâre not suddenly scared of me, tell me why you are distancing from me if youâre not madâ.
âIâŠIâm⊠not mad⊠I umm.. Iâm..â she mumbled, biting her lip.
Kaz gave her a concerned look and took a cautious step towards her again, continuing when she didnât look away.
âYouâre not mad, but you are⊠what?â He asked calmly, a foot from her now.
âFrustratedâ she whispered.
âWhat?â He repeated, not sure he heard her correctly.
âFrustrated!â She blurts loudly, looking away and pulling in her hair, âIâm frustrated, Kazâ.
âFrustrated is synonymous to mad, loveâ Kaz sighed harshly.
âNot that wayâ she said, shifting her gaze around rapidly.
âI donât und-â he stopped, realization hitting him.
Heâd read the signs wrong.
Her hair wasnât a mess due to running her hands through it out of anger.
His eyes shifted to her bed.
The bedsheets werenât wrinkled and a mess because sheâd been sleeping in them.
âWere you just touching yourself?â Kaz asked, the tension in the room thickening.
He noticed she refused to look at him, so he gently tapped her toe with the bottom of his cane.
She still didnât look at him but nodded minimally.
Kaz felt his face heat up and an uncomfortable feeling form in his body at her confession.
Well, it wasnât the feeling that was uncomfortable, it was the knowledge he couldnât act on it.
The knowledge that heâd found himself needing sexual relief on numerous occasions with relation to her and not being able to act on it due to his touch aversion.
He hated that he put her in that same position and also that he couldnât offer either of them the release they both needed and desired.
The biggest irritation he had with his aversion was that his body still held the capacity for desire and sexual attraction but he couldnât act on it.
He hated that he wanted more than anything to be able to take her here and now but the thought also made him nauseous.
âShow meâ Kaz said faintly, his brain body desperate for a compromise.
âWhat?â She squeaked, her eyes finally landing on his dark and fully dilated pupils.
âShow me what you likeâ he repeated, taking a slow step towards her bed.
âKaz, what?â She asked breathlessly as her eyes widened.
He looked at the ground in guilt, âI cannot give you what you wantâ.
Y/n began to interrupt but he held his gloved hand up to signal her to stop.
âBut, Iâd like to see what it is you wantâ He said, his voice shaking.
He wasnât sure he could handle this.
Sure sheâd be touching herself, not him touching her.
But, he felt he might combust watching her get herself off by doing things to herself he could only dream of doing to her one day.
âKaz. We donât have to do thisâ She offered kindly, sensing his nervousness.
âI want to. I want to watch. Touch yourself for me. Be my handsâ Kaz declared, his pants already feeling tighter as he admitted this desire.
Y/n took a shaky breath but nodded and made her way to the bed, unceremoniously crawling onto it.
She wasnât opposed to it, but she knew intimacy was intense for Kaz and she didnât want to push.
Y/n bit her lip as Kaz moved to stand beside her bed, as close as heâd allow himself to be.
âKaz, I know this is really vulnerable for you, so we can take this as slow as you need and stop whenever. Youâre in control here, okay?â She promised, staring into his eyes.
Kazâs eyes softened for a moment -as he offered her a small smile and nodded-, before they shifted back to their dark state with a recently displayed lust tinting them.
Heâd seen her naked before, having changed in front of him countless times at this stage in their relationship, but this was different; for both of them.
She felt her heart quicken, her hands trembling with nerves as she shyly started to lower her pants once again.
âLove, donât be nervous, if you need, Iâll guide you through it. Just be my handsâ Kaz heard himself state, surprising them both.
Y/n took a deep breath of air and nodded rapidly.
Kaz smirked, his eyes closing lustfully as he let them both catch their breath before beginning.
When he opened them, his pupils dilated again seeing sheâd stripped out of her pants and panties, her lower half now fully exposed to him.
âFuckâ he breathed out, letting a rare curse slip.
She blushed but kept her eyes on his with a small smile on her lips.
âShirtâ he said, clarifying when his request was met with confusion, âyour top tooâ.
Y/n smirked at him as she slowly removed her shirt to display her bare breasts before him, practically making him hard right away.
He swallowed thickly, adjusting his stance awkwardly, âyou are perfectâ.
Kaz learned long ago she loved him complimenting her and while heâd let that vulnerable side of him out more often since that discovery, this was new.
Heâd reassured her how beautiful she was the first time heâd seen her naked body, needing to help her patch up a cut on her rib and thigh after a heist.
But this, this time, she was laying here before him, not because she was hurt or getting ready for bed.
Instead, she was all but presenting herself to him; a vulnerable and important moment for them both.
Kaz stared into her eyes, making sure she was comfortable with what they were about to do.
When he felt confident she was, he shut his eyes and softly said, âshow me what you were doingâ.
She nodded, looking down at her waist, her hand moving towards her center.
Y/n gazed off into space as she slowly ran her pointer finger down her pubic mound towards her lips.
Kaz eyes fixed on her finger, wanting so badly for it to be his own touching her that way.
He took a shaky breath at the thought of his son on herâs making her immediately stop and stare at him with concern.
He shook his head to calm her worries, âDonât stop. Just, talk to me during itâ.
She nodded, remembering how heâd cling to the sound of her voice when anxious.
âSo,â she said with a breathy shyness, â when I find myself needing a release, I start with thisâ.
Kaz focused on her voice and explanation while his eyes studied her demonstration and instructions with such intensity it was as if her pleasure were a heist he must successfully complete.
After a few minutes Kaz had become more comfortable and realized the bulge in his pants was already a step ahead of him.
He blindly reached for her desk chair, knowing he should sit.
But he couldnât find it without looking away from her, and he wasnât able to do that.
Kaz stared as her thighs clenched together, firmly trapping her hand between them.
"Spread your legs. I want to see how turned on I make youâ he said, looking from her seized legs to her dazed eyes.
Her lips parted slightly as she complied, her hand now being the only thing blocking his view of her full anatomy.
âMoreâ he said, his deep voice betraying his pleading, as did his gloved hand faintly placed on her closest knee.
âI love hearing you moanâ Kaz blurted, pressing his hand firmly against his throbbing shaft through his pants.
She looks at him through hooded eyes, the fingers on her left hand still inserted into herself.
âCurl your fingerâ Kaz advised, an idea forming in his mind.
Y/n smirked lazily at his newly formed scheming face as she followed his suggestion.
âNo, no, your ring fingerâ he corrected, his piercing eyes that were frozen on her swollen and flushed bare skin around her vulva, unsatisfied with the choice she made.
âOh saints!â She cried out, her head slamming back into her bed aggressively.
Kaz felt his dick twitch as he proudly relished in her loud moans and watched her hips lift off the bedsheets.
âMmm, thatâs it, good girlâ Kaz said, his voice dark.
Y/Nâs eyes flitted closed as she twirled her hooked finger around inside of her walls, trying to not be so loud as she didnât want to risk the others hearing.
âMmm, come on darlingâ he whined, âlet me hear you.âÂ
She stirred slightly before pushing her fingers in deeper, moaning pleasurably as her vaginal opening stretched even more.
âThatâs itâ he grinned, his sight clouding a bit as he unconsciously began stroking his length through his dress pants, âI want to hear you say my nameâ.
Y/n needed a moment, so she slowly pulled her now soaking wet fingers from her vagina and rested her hand on her stomach, smirking at him.
âYou what?â She teased, pretending she couldnât hear his request.
His vision cleared as he lightly glared at her, âyou heard meâ.
She hummed, dancing her fingers tauntingly over her exposed skin from her neck down to her hips, âI donât know that I did⊠Kazâ.
Kazâs head snapped to the side quickly, his hand reaching out and pulling the desk chair to him.
He sat down just as his knees threatened to buckle from the tension between his legs and the sight of y/n sprawled teasingly before him.
Kaz knew he wasnât going to win this, especially in his current state, so he repeated himself, âI need to hear you say my nameâ.
She smirked at him, âKazâ.
He threw his head back in frustration with so much force he was surprised the chair didnât break under him, âyou know what I meanâ.
Y/n loved seeing him like this, over her.
So she decided to drag it out a bit more, smiling innocently as she asked, âno, can you elaborate what it is you need me to do, Kaz?â.
Kaz clenched his jaw, returning his head to its normal position and watching the devilish glimmer in her eyes, âdonât push it, youâre the one who needed this. I can leave any momentâ.
Y/n saw through his bluff, tilting her head sideways as she pushed her self up until her arms were supporting her back and half raised position.
âKaz, honey, you can pretend all you wantâ she winks, bringing her still wet fingers up to her face and tracing the outline of her lips, âbut I can see the mess you're making of yourselfâ.
He froze in confusion, following her gaze as she stared at his lap.
Kaz felt his cheeks double in temperature as he saw heâd practically ruined his dress pants.
The material now wet and clinging to him.
He closed his eyes and sighed.
âItâs okay Kaz, but I donât think youâre quite doneâ she whispered sweetly, âwhy donât I help you?â
Kaz stared up at her, his eyes soft but jaw tense, âI-⊠I canât⊠yet.. I-â.
She shook her head, âIâm not going to touch you honey, I promiseâ.
He nodded appreciatively.
âYou wanted me to moan your name?â She asked delicately.
He forced a weak glare making her laugh softly, âI can do that. But first, remove your pantsâ.
Kaz hesitated for a moment before standing enough to lower them to the floor.
âNow your underwear, the poor things are very clearly in both of our waysâ she added, Kaz sighing tranquilly as he pushed the hem of his underwear towards the ground and let his penis fly upwards when it was free.
âNow, cup one hand around yourself, from underneathâ y/n said, her gaze never leaving his erection.
Kaz obeyed, shivering as his cold leather glove wrapped around his length.
Y/n moaned lightly, Kazâs eyes jumping to watch as her fingers walked down her bare body to her clit.
âWith the other, rub the tipâ she whispered seductively.
Kaz didnât hesitate to do so and mirrored her moans with his own as he did.
âLook at meâ Kaz rasped as her gaze has shifted to her waist.
âOh, fu-â y/n sighed, the knot in her stomach growing.
Kaz clenched his jaw more tightly as he continued masterbating as she had requested, but secretly trying not to climax yet.
He was fairly certain the leather in his gloves was going to cause his shaft to be raw by the end of the night but he couldnât care less.
âCum for meâ he ordered sharply, not sure how much longer he could resist his release.
Y/n sensed his predicament and puckered her lips to blow him a kiss, âjust let go Kazâ.
Kaz shook his head, but as she resumed circling her clit he found his resistance weaning.
âMore pressureâ he advised her, having made mental note of what seemed to work best for her earlier in the night.
âKa-Kaz,â she moaned, her eye lids fluttering as she pushed her thumb harder against her clitoris.
At that, Kazâs self preservation disintegrated in an instant.
âOhâ he moaned, his voice breathy, âfuckâ.
He threw his head back, his neck bending as the back of his head rested between his shoulder blades.
âDonât stop doing what I taught you. Youâre being my hands, remember? Keep movingâ She ordered, a smirk painting her tone.
âY-y/nâ Kaz shakingly mumbled, his eyes glazed over, âfuck, youâre⊠fuckâ.
Kaz was certain it was the least intelligible thing heâd ever spoken but the bliss he felt kept him from caring.
He wiped the white cream from himself and the bedspread next to her, too relaxed to be embarrassed over the mess he made and how vulnerable he was.
âShit, Kazâ she groaned, her lips curling at the ends as she watched him.
âCum for meâ he repeated his earlier request.
Y/n chuckled softly, tiredly bringing her hand back down to her wet lips.
âKazâ she moaned softly, her eyes glimmering as she held eye contact with him.
Kaz smiled faintly, lifting his cane.
He delicately tapped the side of the crowâs beak to y/nâs swollen clitoris twice before lowering his cane back to the floor.
She shivered at the cold sensation before her eyes darkened as she looked back over at him.
He nodded with a smirk on his lips, âkeep your eyes open and on meâ.
Y/n silently obeyed, her fingers picking up their pace.
Kazâs smirk grew as he watched her desire increase.
He intentionally ran a hand through his hair, having been clued in that it was a turn on for her.
She grinned and shook her head weakly, letting him know she knew what he was doing.
Triggering another turn on, Kaz held eye contact with her as he smirked more before licking his lip, âso unfathomably irresistibleâ.
Kaz lips shifted into a cocky grin as she loudly whimpered his name, her back arching towards the ceiling and legs trembling.
âThatâs it darling, just keep being my handsâ he encouraged, watching as she softly stroked herself as she rode out her orgasm.
âWhile I must point out that we could have started this much earlier had you not hid, I do prefer the locationâ Kaz stated, handing her a towel from her dresser.
âOh?â She asked, her voice still faint from her climax.
âIt means I donât need to clean my sheetsâ he smirked teasingly.
She scoffed, feigning offense.
âHmm, well, I suppose weâll see if the door will be unlocked next time or notâ she teased, delicately cleaning herself up.
Kaz squinted at her as he pulled his trousers back up.
âFine, I can begin washing my sheetsâ he complied.
âYou havenât been washing them?!â She gasped, wanting to smack his shoulder.
Kaz chuckled, a laugh heâd only allow the person currently before him to ever hear, âOf course Iâve cleaned them; you sweat in your sleepâ.
Y/nâs jaw dropped as she stared at him in shock, somehow mortified over the idea of her sleep sweating in his bed, despite what just happened in here between them.
Kaz laughed loudly, his dimples showing as he shook his head, âdarling, it was a joke. Youâre perfectâ.
Y/n placed the towel on the other side of her, turning to face Kaz as she tugged on her blanket.
He smiled tenderly at her - another behavior only sheâd witness- before standing to help pull her blanket over her body the way she wanted.
His gloved hands were sure to never touch her skin during the act.
But, as he set the fabric over her bare chest, he sucked in a deep breath before he slid his gloved fingers under her arm to tuck in the blanket.
Heâd touched her skin more directly than that by now, but after the intensity of the moment immediately prior, he didnât want to risk ruining the intimate moment they shared by taking a chance.
She smiled up at him, her body relaxed and eyes heavy.
Kaz nodded as he sat back down in his chair.
âKazâ She whispered, waiting until he nodded again for her to continue.
âDo I swear in my sleep?â She asked, making him laugh again.
He rolled his eyes, âI honestly would not know. Itâs my obsessive need to stick to a routine that prompts me to wash our sheets, not you â.
Her shoulders lowered as she nodded happily, âokay. So your room next time?â.
Kaz smirked, resting his gloved palm a few centimeters from her arm, âas long as youâll continue to be my hands for now, we can do whichever roomâ.
âIf youâll be my hands taking care of you, Iâll be yoursâ y/n promised, grinning tiredly at him.
Kaz nodded in agreement, âthe deal is the deal. Now, restâ.
Y/n grinned at him once more before letting her eyes close, peacefully falling asleep. ïżŒïżŒ
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