Shifting Teaching Me What Patience Means Cause I Have To Wait Nine-ish Years In One Of My Realities Just

DMSE = documenting my shifting experiences/journey day one

DISCLAIMER: my experiences are mine alone and what works for me may not work for you. however, i hope you can achieve insight from my choices and journey! starting this series over on tumblr (where to be fair, i did stop on tiktok cause it got annoying having to format it in photos). the same thing as when i did it on tiktok! just writing down my attempts, experiences and progress as logs. i don’t think i’ll format them as that would cause me to not want to write them down.

2025 - 1 - 20

PRE-ATTEMPT MINDSET

so to pre-face this, i’ve fortunately (unfortunately?) have been able to set my own sleep schedule for literally whenever wherever and for however long i’d like. this means i’ll sleep for like, ten hours straight and then be in a state of half awake half asleep where i’m still dreaming but i can tell i’m in a dream. i’ve been trying to practice remembering to shift via lucid dreaming or in the wbtb state! and by practicing, whenever i remember/realize i’m dreaming/half awake i just begin an unprompted shifting attempt or affirmations.

TODAYS EXPERIENCE

after church i went home and went straight to bed!!! for several hours. three times in between i woke up-ish, in the sense that my eyes were still closed but i became aware that i was fading to awakeness from my dreams but decided to stay and fall back asleep. each time i thought about shifting. in one of my last dreams, i had a ‘dream wake-up’ where you wake up inside your dream but you’re still dreaming. for some reason, i was attempting one of my out of body experiences. if you’re not familiar with me or my tiktok, i have a LOT of OBE experiences. you can call them OBE’s or astral projections, but i have them semi-frequently. i’ve been in a bit of an OBE slump, but i do have them.

anyways! i was using my desk chair on my bed to sit up on my bed comfortably?? but after adjusting them, i began meditating with my eyes closed IN MY DREAM. and then i tried to lift my arms with my spirit instead of my flesh. didn’t work, obviously, as it was still in my dream. however, i did recently move to the state of half awake and half asleep after that, so shifting was on my mind as i transitioned to a half aware state.

there was a method i watched recently where the basis was to just picture/manifest one item in your hand and affirm that it’ll shift you to your reality. i changed my targetted reality to a sort of waiting room like place. in this reality, i can watch as many tv shows as i want. the item i chose to manifest and affirm with was the tv remote in that reality which happened to be the same one in this one. without moving or opening my eyes, i just visualized and really made myself feel the remote in my hand.

this went on for a few minutes but i didn’t give up or move because i was really determined. and after a while, i felt my thoughts once again slightly drifting, but i made them steer back to the remote. and somehow, i started to actually feel it! i could feel the smooth plastic, the buttons, i could picture the ‘amazon prime’ and ‘netflix’ buttons printed on it, how it would feel to click the silicone pieces. i even very slowly twitched my fingers into the remote shape and could feel it.

i tried using that connection to expand my senses to the rest of my waiting room reality, but then my family decided i had slept for too long without nourishing my body so they woke me up. </3 i mean i appreciate it because taking care of your body in any reality is imperative but ahhh i wish i could’ve continued. it’s fine though, because everything i do gets me closer to a controlled shift and a firm grasp on my own journey. i’m so excited to try that again!!

METHOD USED

this is the method i used. i only took what i wanted to use from it though (the one holdable object)

WHAT I LEARNED

my take-aways include

-> i want to continue using this method! i think being able to build upon one object can bring me closer to being more self confident, and with the remote existing in my current life already, it’s easy for me to visualize and feel the object in my hand!

-> i should stop giving up after a few minutes when i do my wbtb methods.

-> keep practicing remembering to shift!

TLDR; i used a wbtb and manifest an object from your dr method. i could feel the object physically and i plan to continue using this method as i found great success from it.

I get so emotional on my period that I listened to the FIRST song on my playlist that makes me think of Osamu and thirty seconds in I started crying 😭

DMSE | Documenting My Shifting Experiences Masterpost

day one - wbtb + object method

day two - soon

from my alt

Safety Things I’ve Scripted for my Teen Wolf x Hogwarts DR!

This is all subject to change and only posted for a reference for myself to use here and there.

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—> I handle gore and fear very well; there will usually be a big bad to fight, in hogwarts or around beacon hills or even anywhere I’m summoned as the acting Mother of Magic. This means I might have to see, smell or hear things that might terrify me, but being able to handle witnessing things like these would make my life a hundred percent easier and less stressful.

—> I am not easily scared nor do I feel the feeling of all consuming fear; again, if I come across something terrifying, I don’t want to lock up and see which one I am from freeze, fawn or flee. I want to be brave and be able to seek reassurance from myself and my own personal strength.

—> I do not easily get traumatized, I handle trauma very well, and I can process things healthily and easily; shit’s scary during a magical war and any supernatural battle! Even with my previous safety features, things can happen, and just in case, I want to be able to heal quickly and process/handle the things that happen to me.

—> I can protect myself and others easily, and I’m never gravely injured or hurt beyond repair; i’m shifting to hogwarts x teen wolf… i’m shifting to battle, no matter how lowkey I’ve made the ‘plot’ and ‘enemies’. I need to make sure in case of anything, I can use my magic to protect myself from danger, and my friends and family. Also, this is hand in hand to the regular precaution of ‘i can’t die’.

—> I can put together context clues easily, solve cases quickly and figure things out almost immediately; i want to be in the know! i need to know actually, to be able to protect my territory. Stiles won’t be the only one making connections and solving cases.

—> I’m not really put in difficult positions, such as having to kill, having to make huge ethical decisions for others, given extreme responsibilities from the ministry; self explanatory, to be honest. Yes, I’m important to Beacon Hills and magical society, but I don’t want too many responsibilities, which will crush my free time and emotional well-being.

—> I don’t accidentally harm others when I don’t mean to, physically, emotionally or even with my magic; magic might be hard to control with how much of it I have! I don’t know yet, so it will pay to take precautions. Also, I hate hurting the people in my life emotionally, so this a major precaution for me.

—> My sense of pain is more muted and easy to control; while I can feel pain, it’s not too intense and painful. It’s mostly a warning for me to know where my body is hurting.

—> I have great comprehension, understanding, communication and listening skills; so many things in life can be avoided if you simply communicate and COMPREHEND. My life isn’t a fanfic, so I would rather avoid these tropes and not have to endure a fall out or fight over a misunderstanding!

—> I’m never EVER cheated on, physically or emotionally or anything of the like; you got me fucked up if you think I’m shifting somewhere to be CHEATED ON. And no, I don’t gaf about your ‘anything can happen once you shift!!!’ Hey, ever considered thats because YOU believe that? Lydia and Allison’s stupid petty drama can stay far away from me as possible. Everybody can see through your narcissistic good-girl not-like-other-girls attitude, Allison. And Lydia’s not even that bad, but her TV show character development is going to take a while in real life.

—> I’m incredibly good at (defensive and offensive) magic; a war is a war. I’m going to survive no matter what, and I’d rather win. I also don’t want to face intense magical exhaustion or have the Nemeton seep or give me too much magic.

—> I’m great at seeing through lies and reading between context clues; again, no misunderstandings!

—> Anyone who has ill intentions towards me and actively acts about them is divinely punished and then goes through a long lasting period of karmic retribution/suffering; UNLESS I don’t wish them to AND they have apologized enough for it.

—> People do not have any gossip on me that is bad or smears my image; as a popular media figure, and someone who’s gone to school/is going to school in a small town, gossip is huge. With so few people in the Hogwarts year and less in Beacon Hills, I refuse to be used as a pasttime conversation piece. The media can report factual things on me and minor unharmful rumours, but nothing that can deface me or ruin my public image.

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fun things to do to feel closer to your dr / shifting activities !

𖦹 - compare your height to people in your dr

[height comparison link] or use a tape measure and you can mark the spots on a wall or door frame with painter’s tape. it’s more fun to do it in person rather than online so you can see better how you compare !

𖦹 - make a scrapbook page

ex. first week back at hogwarts, hogsmeade trip, a fun weekend, a tour, a mission in an mcu dr, a case in a criminal minds dr

𖦹 - make a bracelet of you and your s/o’s eye color like the tiktok trend or just colors that remind you of your dr (or beaded bracelets depending on supplies you have)

[super easy two color bracelet] [slightly harder alternative] [alternative]

𖦹 - make a meme compliation, use pinterest gifs or find memes online

𖦹 - make pins for your dr

[easy diy pins to make without button maker]

𖦹 - make character alignment charts / character headcannon charts on pinterest

𖦹 - make a pinterest board of your camera roll, impromptu photos of people, photos you’d remake w/ people from your dr

𖦹 - paint your nails the color they’d be in your dr

𖦹 - make a calendar to-do list (when you have classes, photo shoots, dates, hangouts, etc)

𖦹 - make a cardboard cutout of someone from your dr (print out the person, use cardboard, etc. straightforward)

𖦹 - dress up / do you hair like you would in your dr

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hello! i posted this on my tiktok page, but i thought i’d archive it here so others could read it too. goodluck shifting! 🤍 if you’d prefer a text version lmk though and i can start the painstaking process of copy and paste LOL

posted on april 24 2025 on my tiktok

lowkey think i just unawarely shifted to have more battery in my phone?? went from 8 to 21 percent. I took the plug out when i reached 8 because i said to myself when it hits 1 or 2 i’ll get up and wash my face. didnt put it back in or anything either. howww did I go to 21 wtaf do i really subconciously not want to get up & wash my face that much that i shifted for more time 😭

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