It Would Mean The World To Me If I Start Living The Type Of Life I Desire And Do Everything I Want To

It's not being given to you it's being created by you

Maybe you'll relate to this:

When I was younger I held this deep fear that I just wasn't good enough to have what I wanted. I held this mental image of shifting and manifestation (law of attraction, I hadn't found the law of assumption yet) as something that was happening to me and not something that I was doing.

When I viewed it as something that might be granted if I just did the right thing I felt this deep fear of inadequacy. "What if it's not enough" "what if I'm not good at this"

Don't think of it that way. Don't think of it as a gift or even something you can fail or succeed at. You are already manifesting and shifting. All this is is learning how to FILTER it to your benefit.

It's not about pleasing something else or being "good enough" at something. It's about the story you keep telling yourself over and over again.

It's not a fairy that gives you $20 if you burn enough candles or let's you shift once it decides you're cool enough, it's you selecting your experience.

You are selecting you're reality through your awareness. That's it. You shift your mental awareness to something and it happens for you.

Listen to me. No one else is deciding wether or not you can do it, you are. What you tell yourself over and over again will become true. YOU are in charge. YOU.

If you decide that something is true it is. You can legitimately just go "I'm good enough" and now it's a fact.

It doesn't matter if you believe it, your subconscious believes anything you say, so say what you want and be consistent in doing so.

You repeat something to yourself -> it becomes true -> profit

more dr ideas bcs i have too much of them on my mind and i need an outlet:

: ̗̀➛ a dr with a childhood best friends to lovers storyline

: ̗̀➛ "i only have a soft spot for you" rich ceo x the most oblivious person ever - i just wanna live my 15 y/o wattpad dreams bro leave me alone 😭

: ̗̀➛ private detective

: ̗̀➛ a private school with students who came from the richest families in town - like gossip girl ig, but it's up to you what happens. high drama potential.

: ̗̀➛ a reality where nothing digital exists

: ̗̀➛ spy dr - you're in a group of young secret agents, who are also the strongest in the agency. in the spy world, everyone knows you're the best of them all because you and your team has never failed your missions. think of all the spy stuff you get to do omg. ALSO, if you want to have a s/o, you can script that you met them while doing an undercover mission. little do you know, they're also a spy from a rival agency, going for the same intel you were assigned to look for. this can go two ways: you end up fighting each other and staying rivals (a rivals-to-lovers trope), or you can work together and become the most iconic spy partners. another choice: betray your agency and be on the run with your s/o.

True reality is not what you see with your eyes, but what you recognize and acknowledge as such.

PERSISTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

PERSIST WHEN YOURE BORED AND SCROLLING THROUGH TUMBLR

PERSIST WHEN YOURE TAKING A DOOKIE

PERSIST WHEN YOURE DRINKING WATER

PERSIST WHEN YOURE ANGRY AND DOUBTING

PERSIST WHEN YOU WANT TO COMPLAIN

PERSIST WHEN YOURE EATING

PERSIST WHEN YOURE WATCHING YOUR COMFORT CHARACTERS

PERSIST PERSIST PERSIST PERSIST

affirming, visualization, feeling, states, none of it fucking matters unless you PERSIST

YOU CAN DO THISSSSSSSS

Forgot to say this too :

Alright, listen up, you judgmental assholes. I see y’all out here screaming about how "wrong" and "creepy" it is for someone to age themselves down in their DR to hook up with someone or relive some youthful romance. Meanwhile, you’re out here aging yourself up for the same exact reason, but somehow, in your twisted logic, that’s perfectly fine? Bitch, be fucking for real.

Let’s cut the bullshit: If aging yourself down to date or fuck is wrong, then guess what? Aging yourself up for the same reason is just as fucking wrong. There’s no moral high ground to be found here. You can’t call someone out for shifting into a younger version of themselves while you’re over there shifting into some older fantasy version of yourself just to live out some “mature, powerful lover” scenario. It’s the same game, just flipped.

Now let’s get to the real MVPs of hypocrisy: teenage shifters. You’ve got a real special brand of double standards, don’t you? Y’all will shift to a DR where you’re suddenly married with kids, living that adult fantasy life like you're some grown-up with a mortgage and responsibilities. Then the next day, you’re back in a high school DR, flirting with your 15-year-old sweetheart like it’s nothing. And yet, these are the same people who have the audacity to label adult shifters “creepy” for shifting down to experience young love or redo some teenage memories they missed out on. How the fuck do you not see the hypocrisy?

You can’t have it both ways. You defend your shifts by saying, “Oh, teens are also horny too so it is okay for me to script sexual stuff.” But then, as soon as an adult mentions wanting to relive a younger stage of life, you’re all up in arms, crying “predator!” Girl, sit down. You’re doing the same damn thing, just in reverse. You can’t pretend your shit is squeaky clean when you’re basically flipping the script to suit your fantasy.

And here’s where it gets real funny: y’all love to age yourselves up to live that mature, adult life, but when you come back to being 15 or 16 in your DR, suddenly you wanna cry about how your "maturity" is affected? Please. You’re switching between being a married 30-year-old in one DR to being a high school junior the next, but it’s the adults you want to come after? Y’all really gotta wake the fuck up.

Then, oh the fucking nerve, teenage shifters will sit there and script full-on adult relationships with older partners in one DR, then hop back to being a teenager dating another teen in the next DR. And y’all don’t see the contradiction? How’s it okay for you to be all up in adult business in one DR, but when an adult shifts down to experience young love, you wanna call them out? Make it make sense, because it sure as hell doesn’t.

Oh, and let’s not forget the real kicker: The pressure y’all feel to cram in all these shifts before you hit 18 in your OR, like once you become an “official adult,” those fantasies will suddenly be seen as creepy. So, there’s this mad rush to get all your DR desires in before adulthood hits, like you’ve got some moral deadline. Really? You’re creating a ticking time bomb for yourself, thinking everything's okay now, but if you did the same shifts in two years, you’d call yourself out? How is that not completely fucked up logic?

And let me not forget how some of you teenage shifters treat shifting like cosplay. You’re out here playing dress-up in your DRs, accusing adults of being creepy, and yet you’re scripting yourselves into stripper DRs or pornstar fantasies, acting like that’s somehow less weird. Bitch, please. You’re over here aging yourselves up to hook up with adults, or worse, aging down your adult love interests to match your age, and you still have the nerve to point fingers at others? That’s some next-level mental gymnastics right there. Y’all are doing cartwheels with your logic, and it’s honestly embarrassing.

Here’s a real mind-fuck for you: A 15-year-old shifts into a DR, lives there for 40 years, then comes back to their OR and dates someone who’s still 15. By your own logic, they’re now some kind of “predator” because they’ve lived for 55 years, right? But flip it around, if they shift back to being 15 and date a 55-year-old who’s aged up in their DR, suddenly that’s a problem? Where is the consistency here? You’re out here with a ruler trying to measure everyone else’s moral standing while standing in a pile of your own bullshit.

It’s like trying to apply chess rules to poker—you can’t just make up the rules as you go along to justify your own shifting decisions while dragging others. Every reality is different, every context is different, and trying to slap your one-size-fits-all judgment on someone else’s shift just makes you look like a clown. Shifting is nuanced, it’s complex, and y’all really need to stop pretending you’ve got some moral blueprint for everyone else to follow when you can’t even keep your own shifting ethics straight.

Bottom line: If you’re out here aging yourself up for the same shit you criticize adults for when they age down, you’re a hypocrite. Period. Either admit that both are fine, or recognize that both have the potential to be problematic. But you can’t keep pretending that aging up for some weird-ass fantasy suddenly makes it all okay. If you’re out here policing other people’s shifts while turning a blind eye to your own ? you're full of shit.

You don't get to rewrite the rules just to fit your narrative and then sit there acting like you're the moral compass of the shifting community. If you’re out here saying that aging down for a fantasy is creepy but think aging up for the same purpose is perfectly fine, you’re not only delusional, you’re a straight-up hypocrite.

And let’s get real: the double standard isn’t just ridiculous, it’s fucking exhausting. If you’re playing the same game, whether you’re aging down or up, it’s still the same manipulation of age for personal gratification. The moral high ground you think you’re standing on? That shit doesn’t exist.

So here’s your wake-up call: Stop preaching about what’s “right” or “wrong” when you’re shifting if you can’t apply the same scrutiny to yourself. You either gotta accept that shifting age—whether up or down—comes with some ethical complexity, or you need to shut the hell up and sit down. Because if you can’t see how aging up to fulfill your fantasies is just as questionable as aging down, then you’re not as woke as you think you are.

So next time you wanna criticize someone for how they shift, take a long, hard look at your own DRs and ask yourself: Am I being a hypocrite? If the answer’s yes, then maybe it’s time to step off your high horse, own your shit, and recognize that you’re not above anyone else. Either own it across the board, or get off the fucking ride and let everyone shift how they want to. Stop acting like one version of age-changing is somehow more acceptable than the other.

love transforms

(announcement at the end)

fear was the cause of most of my problems. now that i've discovered this as the root, its a lot easier to deal with now. i can imagine some of you do as well which is why i wanted to share this. part 3 of edwards's series is truly incredible, we don't speak of it enough despite some of us truly needing it right now. you and your feelings are valid, but because no one deserves to live in fear ever, we should know how to manage it.

THROUGH LOVE.

i know. this may not make sense at first. most people would just say "flip the thoughts" or do something to regain control. but truthfully there is no reason flip fearful thoughts first. you are much greater than them... and more importantly: that isn't the root.

if the root is fear, remove the feeling of fear entirely by first taking responsibility for what you're conscious of being. i understand that most struggle to, but if you can acknowledge the harm this cycle has done, you can also break it by ALLOWING yourself to experience lovelier thoughts instead. meaning, that if you've created fearful thoughts that means it HAS NO POWER ON ITS OWN. NONE. this should be the best news, to realize you are more than your thoughts.

CHOOSE LOVE OVER FEAR.

"Second, when you take responsibility for that fearful thought as your creation, ask yourself this simple question, 'What is it that I would LOVE to think?' From here as the Creator, you can start to go towards LOVE. LOVE is the most powerful 'thing' if you will, within you. Why? Because it never fails to TRANSFORM 'SELF.' Fear can stagnant, but LOVE TRANSFORMS. Why is this important? Remember the reason we are doing this. We are NOT trying to manipulate reality or force some change upon this physical world That will happen NATURALLY. Why? Because your world is REFLECTING SELF. Since it is reflecting 'SELF,' then how can we transform 'SELF' in the most efficient and best way possible? Through LOVE. By actually going within our minds and doing what we LOVE, having what we LOVE. This changes us at our very core. From this new feeling of freedom and love, you will find it incredibly easy to think what you want. You will even find it harder to feel fear. This ease and love starts to become your natural State. People will start treating you in a better way. You won't even have to imagine every little thing going your way, it just will. Things you wanted months ago, start appearing in your world. Things that bothered you deeply, literally has no effect on you anymore. Why? Because you are no longer DESIRING, no longer FEARING. You are living in FULFILLMENT. Fulfillment in Love. You are actually living what you LOVE within, and this love expresses itself without. To reiterate, when you are doing these meditations, and you get the 'resistance' which is just fear, remember the words of Neville: 'To repent to simply man's ability to entertain the nature of the opposite." Can you entertain the opposite of the nature of fear? Can you entertain Love? Is that not what you want?" - Edward Art

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IMPORTANT: this is my last post before i go on break. i am not sure when i will be back, but it definitely won't be for too long?

before i go, i wanted to share some advice. everyone interprets things differently, which is why reading directly from source is probably one of the best things you can do in your journey. (it is very easy to find misinfo on any app.) when i say this i don't mean skim through the whole thing, no. but read it slowly. you don't have to finish these books all in one day (i am saying this because i tried that once, and that was not it y'all😭💀). do it at a pace where you will be able to grasp what is being said. if you don't understand something, read the sentence or previous paragraphs again and you'll usually find the answer on your own. you may find new pieces to the puzzle if you just took the time, or even sat with yourself in silence (you may even come to new realizations, not from teachers but from you). there is no rush, seriously.

now anyway, about my break, my goal is to come back having read other authors and books, to share with you guys, and hopefully return with a new and stronger perspective on consciousness/awareness. recently i have been feeling as if something within me is missing, despite me knowing what i do. about Self. maybe it is time to explore what that is. i'll still be active on tumblr, but i'm not posting and my inbox will be closed. and i won't be answering dms about loa advice. i wish you all the best, truly. and i love u all, bye!

No, actually, affirmation alone does not work.

No, actually, affirmation alone does not work.

Recently, I have been repeating the affirmation “I am a master shifter” for about 3 weeks. I also assumed that I was a master shifter. For the first few days, nothing happened or changed, it was just boring. But after about 5 days, I started to hear vibrations and buzzing around my body. I continued to affirm and assume throughout the day. And the vibrations became more intense, and I could feel them even when I was doing other things I normally do. And I started to feel a pressure. It was like energy was pressing down on me. And I started to experience anxiety and panic. Even if I ignored this anxiety, it continued. It was like a thick fog. No matter what I did, this anxiety continued in the background. And as I continued to repeat the affirmation, it got worse. At some point, I tried to find the cause of this anxiety by paying attention to it, and after about 2 hours of concentration, at some point, this anxiety suddenly disappeared. And at the same time, I experienced this intense vibration that was so strong that I could barely feel this physical reality. And then I returned to normal. The anxiety disappeared, but I experienced some kind of panic and stress symptoms in my body.

I experienced extreme mental confusion and fatigue, and I thought that if I continued any longer, something big would happen, so I stopped here.

In fact, I expected success. Because everyone claimed that if I just recite the affirmation, I would succeed. They often asked me if I really continued the affirmation consistently, and said, "You only seem to have failed because you didn't try, and you just have to keep doing it until you succeed." I thought, "Everyone just did it for fun and didn't succeed. If you keep doing it consistently, you will definitely succeed." Well... And the experience was really painful. It wasn't what I expected, it wasn't fun, and most of all, reality shifting didn't happen.

Affirmations are really powerful tools. If you repeat them enough and keep doing them, you will soon experience the powerful effects of affirmations. I have heard similar cases in other spiritual traditions. However, what I have experienced in practice is that when affirmations work, they can have quite a destructive effect. If you are not in a state where you can receive the power of affirmations, you can end up in a painful experience like I experienced. And affirmations do not really solve everything. Well, if the effects of affirmations really were limitless, consider that Christianity and other religions have been using affirmation-like tools consistently. Did they really show an effect that defied the limitations of this physical reality? Of course, I have heard of rare cases where people who have practiced for decades or more have gained such power. However, it did not seem to be achieved by affirmations alone.

I also tried tools like subliminals and self-hypnosis. I actually bought a professional expensive EEG device and measured my EEG. For example, theta waves are dominant in hypnosis or deep trance states, right? I actually succeeded in inducing and measuring these EEG waves with a tool called the mind machine. However, that was it. Nothing happened. I didn't feel more comfortable or relaxed, just theta waves became the dominant EEG waves on the EEG measuring device.

Oh... I actually tried many methods. I heard that astral projection and lucid dreaming were so effective, so I thought I could do it too. However, astral projection was easily achieved through <<The Illusion of the Method>>, but it was just like a black and white dream. Except for being fully awake, nothing else special happened. I saw some interesting scenes that I had never imagined, but that was it. And most importantly, there was never a reality shift.

Many people claim... the void state was also successful after several weeks of effort. However, I experienced the disappearance of space itself and it was interesting. And that was it.

Many of the things I experienced were actually within the realm of things that could happen in reality. Although rare, they were not completely unheard of... and these astral projections, void states, theta states, etc. may be difficult at first, but if you keep repeating them, you can succeed in a few weeks. However, there was no phenomenon that went beyond this realistic limit.

Well... I have seen many cases of Neville Goddard's students and others who succeeded in reality shifting. I think these successes are actually true. However, why do only a very small number of people succeed when they try the same method, and most others fail or nothing happens? I have always wondered about this. Please do not say that self-change is the answer... Because I have already tried to change my self-concept to the limit, and as a result, I have reached a state where I can naturally try shifting in my daily life.

something that helped me tremendously haves to be this one quote from edward art

“I remember my only goal is to BECOME the one I want to be IN IMAGINATION ONLY. So I think about something I want to be, anything. Then I assume I AM that IN IMAGINATION”

like it’s something that i feel like most people dont really grasp. like when blogs always told me to not worry about the 3d, just change the 4d, etc… etc. i didn’t quite understand it. I thought that i was supposed to change the “4D” to change the 3D and my only goal was to change the 4d in hopes of changing the 3d. like i dont know how to describe it that well but i was trying to change my thoughts to change the 3D, completely disregarding my imagination and forgetting that- like it was basically just me thinking my goal is to change the 3d.

who I AM in imagination is what I WILL BE cause the 3D only reflects WHO I AM IN IMAGINATION.

for an example, if i was out here constantly being re-aware of the person who always skipped school causing them to repeat classes and grades in imagination, that is who i will be with a sprinkle of acceptance that it is “true”

i didnt realize that. i never realized and understood that if i change my imagination im bound to see a change in the 3D. but the 3d shouldn’t be my goal or anyones goal because it would only cause confusion. my only goal should only be to become who you desire to be in imagination and accept it as your true reality. not the change the 3d. i really understand why people like me skipped over this because if we are dealing with some horrible circumstances or whatnot we would only think that we “have to” change so and so to change the 3d. placing unnecessary power onto the 3d. not being aware that what we are in imagination, what memories we have in imagination is the thing that prevails. not the 3d. not our thoughts. but simply who we are in imagination. and we have the freedom to change it. we have the freedom to be whoever we want to be in imagination.

become in imagination.

something that also helped me a lot is it observe my thoughts, state and the 3D. this would really help others see that all of this is happening within the world of scared creation, your imagination.

also explore the beauty of the law! the law is really beautiful that i really cant put it into worlds. imagine you are giving yourself what you want in imagination, you are fully aware that your 3d is nothing but your imagination and that imagination is the true reality, imagine that you start fulfilling everything you want inside your imagination and you start feeling fulfilled.

btw this isnt proof-read… mb yall!! i was writing this a bit sleepy!!!!

Manifestation, Free Will, and the Illusion of Independence

Well, regardless of whether or not free will exists, "manifestation" itself can only be realized by manipulating others. For example, let's say you want an empty parking space. In order for that to happen, someone has to be occupying that parking space at the exact time you visit that place and then vacate it. Everyone will try to find an empty parking space at a time when it is crowded. This means that it is very unlikely that you will ever get that empty parking space. If the free will of others were respected, you would never get that empty parking space. This applies to many things. Whether it is winning the lottery, getting a better job, having a better life, or anything else, we cannot get it completely independent of others. Well, assuming that other animals and plants also have some degree of will, if you want to manifest, you have to ignore the free will of others. Otherwise, you will not even get that seemingly easy empty parking space.

As far as I know, each soul lives in its own completely independent world. It is a completely individualized world all its own. However, if you want, you can reference other souls’ worlds and reflect them in each other’s world. In this way, you can create the illusion that you share the same place and time. However, such references are entirely at the soul’s discretion. For example, your world may have a history or people that do not exist in mine. Your relationship with me may be indifferent or more friendly and intimate. It is entirely the soul’s choice. Therefore, infringing on another’s free will is an illusion, and infringing on it in the first place is fundamentally impossible. This is because if that soul really does not want to share its experiences with you, it simply will not reflect you in the world anymore.

Of course, none of this is verified fact! However, if nothing is verified and is difficult to verify, what is the problem with choosing the claim that you like better? I think everything is fine. If you encounter a contradiction, you will be given the opportunity to question and investigate the claims you believed in. I think you have encountered a contradiction now. In order to realize what you want, you must resolve the contradiction between the claim that "others have free will" and the claim that "you can realize whatever you want." Choose. You have the right to decide. And that decision is yours alone, because this world is your world.

If you are interested in my argument, see the messages from the Esasani tribes, such as Elan or Bashar.

There are many ways to deal with fear.

There are many ways to deal with fear.

First method. Change your beliefs.

Fear has certain limiting assumptions. Find those parts and fix them.

For example, imagine you are dreaming right now. Imagine being able to change the past, change the present, and change the attitudes and perspectives of others at will when unwanted situations arise. What if so? Of course, even if it is possible, you may feel fear, etc. But, what if you could actually do it and actually do it, even if you're afraid? Imagine this.

Second method. Turn your fear into something incompatible.

This is a way to change your mind into a state where you feel joy, pleasure, love, and freedom. If you switch to this state and you're feeling that way, even though you feel fear, it's not as strong and dominant as it was before. In this state, try focusing more on joy, freedom, and fun that are not related to fear. Then the fear will be forgotten as if it never existed in the first place, and you will only notice later that the fear is gone.

This can be done by doing or imagining something that you enjoy and like.

Third method. Purify.

Try using ho'oponopono or the Sedona method (release technique). However, in my experience this is a very long and slow method. It takes a long time. Of course, it is quick and effective once you master it, but it seems to be an inconvenient and tedious task that takes at least several months.

Fourth method. Hyperventilate.

Try to induce hyperventilation through Wimhoff breathing techniques or holotropic breathing techniques. When this condition occurs, senses and reason become paralyzed. At the same time, various thoughts disappear.

There is no need for any special training, just inhale and exhale quickly for a few minutes or more.

Fifth method. Meditate.

Focus on your inner background, inner silence, or the gap between your thoughts. At first, you may feel random thoughts, but if you keep paying attention to them and pay attention, at some point you will feel peace, joy, etc. It's like focusing more on the sound you want amidst noise.

However, in my experience, this method takes a long time to master. It appears that it will take at least several months to strengthen this feeling of peace to the point where it overwhelms fears and other factors.

Sixth method. Take deep breaths.

Unlike the fourth hyperventilation, this is simply breathing deeply and comfortably. I have discovered that anxiety or fear is not actually caused by any belief or situation, but simply by habitually being tense and breathing shallowly. Of course, your nervousness or shallow breathing may have started with anxious or fearful thoughts. However, that is not a direct cause, but just a secondary cause.

Once you begin to practice this breathing comfortably, deeply, and consciously for more than a few minutes, you will discover that the thoughts that made you feel anxious or fearful are in fact irrelevant. At least it's not as intense as before.

Recommended method

I recommend the sixth method of breathing comfortably and the second method of pleasant imagination. Then, naturally, the first belief correction also occurs.