summary: the enemies to lovers social media au where min yoongi refuses to date a cheerleader, but yoon haryun might be able to change that.
fandom: bangtan sonyeondan / bts
genre: college au universe! / enemies to lovers
ship(s): min yoongi x female!oc / jung hoseok x female!oc / kim seokjin x female!oc / more to come…
updates: every tuesday, thursday, and sunday
status: ongoing
before you read: this is the first book in the walking cliches series, the others will follow soon. the length is currently undetermined.
there will be an attempt at humor
angst is included
fluff too
read at your own risk
pleath enjoy!
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ accounts : female ( twitter / instagram )
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ accounts : male ( twitter / instagram )
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ additional accounts : snu
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 001 | the whole fucking store
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 002 | chef boyardee
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 003 | hand in marriage
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 004 | first day of classes
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 005 | jealous and lonely
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 006 | dance team vs cheer team
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 007 | namgguk birthday bash
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 008 | kim geummi (derogatory)
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 009 | jung hoseok [ written ]
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 010 | believe in the process
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 011 | broken table chronicles
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 012 | ikea is swedish
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 013 | party time
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 014 | the start of something terrible [ written ] ( part one / part two )
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 015 | min yoongi no more
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 016 | never see her again
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 017 | joonie’s birthday
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 018 | a nice challenge
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 019 | cheer practice [ written ]
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 020 | twitter is the new instagram
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 021 | quintuple shots of espresso [ written ]
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 022 | to the library
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 023 | battle of the textbook [ written ]
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 024 | who is haryun?
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 025 | hickey on his face
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 026 | blocked, unblocked
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 027 | min yoongi = whipped
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 028 | luda’s shit list
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 029 | yoongi’s :] smile
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 030 | day one [ written ]
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 031 | about soyeon (day two)
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 032 | day three [ texts / written ]
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 033 | haryun the unaliver
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 034 | day five
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 035 | we stay hungry, we devour
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 036 | day six / basketball practice [ written / texts ]
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 037 | day 8 [ texts / written ]
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 038 | day 9
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 039 | the after math ( part one / part two )
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 040 | day 11 [ written ]
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 041 | game day ( part one / part two )
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 042 | seokyun + 3 randos
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 043 | day 12 [ texts / written ]
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 044 | day 13 [ written ]
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 045 | day 14 [ written ]
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 046 | moonhee’s an empath
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 047 | kim seokjin the boat captain
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 048 | yoongi’s pov
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 049 | no deadlines
☆ ⁄⁄ ★ 050 | jimins party
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word count: 0.4k
genre: fluff. nothing else, just classmate-crushes <33
authors note: i wrote this in 10 minutes,,,just randomly came into my head and i had to write it down :D enjoy!
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back to high school. you vividly remember that one physical education session.
you were (annoyingly) on your period that day, after the warm-up, you could feel your entire body hurt. so you requested the teacher if you can rest back in class.
you walk back to the classroom. it was a sunny day, the sunlight streams into the window and onto a side of the classroom. then you see the boy.
Yoongi was always quiet and introverted, he sleeps through the morning lessons, and he continues to sleep through the afternoon lessons. he rarely moves around if he doesn’t have to.
you two normally have some small talk, and you two pair up if some work needs to be done in pairs. you help him with work sometimes too.
“not going to p.e?” you ask lightly, he shakes his head and leans on his folded arms. you nod in understanding.
you walk to the seat next to him, sit down quietly, feel a rush of sleepiness hit you, you close your eyes to sleep.
but the cramps continue, making it extremely uncomfortable for you to fall asleep, you try your best to not shuffle around, but the cramps are keeping you awake from sleeping.
…time passes, you feel a wave of hot air hit your neck and left ear. you freeze and feel yourself stop breathing. it’s a soft whisper under his breath.
“….i like you.” his voice was slow and quiet, yet still audible. the vibration of his vocal cords was playing with your mind. the ‘i like you’ repeated itself many times in your head as if someone toggled it to be on a loop.
you tried your best to stay calm, convincing your mind it was just a misheard. nothing happened.
the boy next to you shuffles, probably also in the same position as you, lying on the table. the silent classroom made it so much easier to hear each other breathing. his light breathing sound was in sync with yours too.
minutes pass. moments pass. you thought he went back to sleep, lifting your head from leaning on your numb arm, you slowly turn your head to your left. your breathing pattern immediately rising up.
eyes meet.
you lock eyes with another pair of eyes. Yoongi was also looking at you. a glimpse of hesitation and surprise appeared in his expression. you stop dead.
the next seconds felt like hours, the sun shifted, warm yellow rays shining onto his face.
you heard the sound of an afternoon breeze,
and the sound of his racing heartbeat.
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this is the first piece of my micro-fic project !! there will be so many micro-fics because sometimes writing lengthy fics are really hard for me!!
no trouble
“I refuse to believe I got on one knee and asked you to marry me”
pairing: yoongi x reader
genre: crack, slight angst, roommates au, enemies to lovers.
summary: living with min yoongi, the salt of the earth, was never part of the plan but what can you do when he threatens to tell everyone the embarrassing secret you both share, that you're both accidently legally married after a weekend in vegas.
warnings: mentions of suggestive behavior, use of cuss words
masterlist
1. quivered in fear
2. remember vegas
3. m*n yoong*
4. sus behavior
5. acting like besties
6. seokjin's fat ass
7. unwanted opinion
8. birthday suit
9. unrealistic behavior
10. poisoned cookies
11. starting SHIT
12. legally married
13. divorce me
14. you'll be in contact with my lawyers
15. jimin's suspicions
16. get over it
17. roomies only
18. wine drunk
19. babysit my fish
20. jealous?? ME??
21. wife material
22. finally divorced
23. sad behavior
24. no trouble
end.
enjoy!
a.n. after a long hiatus your bff is back for this au 😽!!
summary: dating has never been anywhere near your list of priorities, but kim seokjin is nothing if not determined. and when he comes to the rescue and accompanies you to your friend’s wedding, he decides to request only one thing in return: for you to let him take you out on fake dates and shower you in fake affection, and show you how much fun dating can be. he just needs to remember to keep the part where he’s been in love with you under wraps.
{friends to lovers!au, fake dating!au}
pairing: kim seokjin x female reader genre: fluff, comedy, and emotional hurt/comfort! word count: 20k a/n: big, big, big thanks to @aurawatercolor for commissioning me for this piece!! i honestly am so happy with this fic and even happier to give my main man kim seokjin the love and attention he deserves!!! this fic is pretty much slow burn from start to finish, so enjoy!
check out the post-script drabble here!
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You Broke Me First; ONGOING
(pls ignore time stamps)
disclaimer: spelling and grammar mistakes are included ♡
↳ warnings: swear words, mentions of bullying
jimin x reader x jungkook au; fakedating!au
Y/n and Jimin have been best friends since they were five. Along the way of their friendship, y/n happens to fall in love with said bestfriend. Will she ever tell him? sure… when she’s six feet under. This is a secret that she’s prepared to take to the grave. Even if she believes that Jimin is the only guy for her, she’s convinced herself that he does not and will not feel the same. So she keeps quiet and copes with her feelings the best way that she can. Then comes this bunny smiled boy who doesn’t believe in staying in the background. Jungkook wants to make the best of his life and live on with no regrets. When Jungkook finds out y/n’s dilemma, he goes out of his way to set the two up together as he believes that there’s absolutely no way that Jimin doesn’t have feelings for her. What’s the emotion that brings out unknown feelings more than any other? jealousy. Let’s hope, for the sake of y/n, that Jungkook’s idea goes according to plan.
prologue
1 - i wasn’t yelling???
2 - but not baby arms :(
3 - you have a thing for tattoos??
4 - i thought you were smart
5 - press f to pay respects
6 - don’t. make. the baby. s a d.
7 - that.. was kind of weird
8 - he’ll take care of you
9 - i have A PLAN
10 - and live
11 - i thought about it
12 - i showed you my penis
13 - stress free fluff balls
14 - we noticed.
15 - but who won in the end???
16 - punchable face
17 - happy to help
18 - for the sake of the plan
19 - knowing what you know
20 - good chance
21 - completely platonic
22 - bunny bf
23 - just a nickname
24 - i won’t hurt him
25 - phase 2
26 - wholeheartedly
27 - i know angel, i know
28 - be like you
29 - the mandacity
30 - foot fetish
31 - just once
32 - it’s all worth it
33 - perfect for eachother
34 - the happy couple
35 - for all time
36 - babygirl
37 - what if i am?
38 - i’m sorry i can’t be her
39 - use a microwave
40 - right headspace
41 - it’s a date
42 - boom boom
43 - i’m gonna throw up
44 - i’m your boyfriend
45 - you feel safe
46 - never seen
47 - okay daddy
48 - 방탄소년단
49 - i pulled away
50 - what if
51 - i know i’m not
52 - congratulations
53 - i love him but i broke him
54 - i wanted it to be you
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The sea without you
Summary: When rapper Agust D mysteriously disappears, he leaves behind his rap group, his fiancé and his unborn child. Even if they get him back, will it ever be the same? Can they make it right?
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Genres: social media au, idol au, amnesia au
Pairing: rapper!Yoongi x reader
Warnings: cursing, eventual smut and just like a whole lotta lotta angst through out
Completed
A/n: this is my first ever bts fic and my second smau, so I would really like your feedback!
[Dates are relevant and times are mostly accurate (but ignore the time at the top bc I can’t change it >.<)]
🌊 Part 1 - a gut feeling
🌊 Part 2 - wish you were here
🌊 Part 3 - one year
🌊 Part 4 - two years
🌊 Part 5 - hostile
>>Bonus: “Jin just tackled Yoongi!”
🌊 Part 6 - comfort
🌊 Part 7 - he knew her 📱🖋
🌊 Part 8 - teach it to me
🌊 Part 9 - yoongi 2.0
🌊 Part 10- a good energy
🌊 Part 11 - a precaution
🌊 Part 12 - can’t stay here
🌊 Part 13 - soulmate
🌊 Part 14 - ohana means family 📱🖋
🌊 Part 15 - selfish
🌊 Part 16 - no more crunchy hair
🌊 Part 17 - a little space
🌊 Part 18 - big hit’s RM
🌊 Part 19 - birthday plans
🌊 Part 20 - celebrating
🌊 Part 21 - not complicated
🌊 Part 22 - all yours 📱🖋🔞
🌊 Part 23 - wait wait don’t tell me
🌊 Part 24 - no more waiting
>> bonus: baby daddy 🖋🔞
🌊 Part 25 - mannapped
🌊 Part 26 - he belongs to me
🌊 Part 27 - the craziest idea
🌊 Part 28 - a lovely day📱🖋
🌊 Part 29 - scarface
🌊 Part 30 - a bigger life
🌊 Part 31 - you hoes could never
Thanks for reading!!
Pairing: 40s!Bucky x Nurse!Reader
Summary: All of the moments in which Sergeant Barnes let the nurse on his unit know he’s not gonna stop trying to win her over. Even from beyond the grave.
Word count: 4.5k
Warnings: Minor injury, angst (the big kind)
a/n: I rewatched tfa and fell in love with Bucky all over again! So I had to write some 40s angst of course. Also I think might’ve made myself cry.
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“And just who are you?”
The medical tent was overrun with white-clad bodies in a flurry. Aprons were stained and gauze was clenched tightly between overworked fingers. The war hadn’t been kind, but at least Captain Rogers had been able to save all these men.
And amongst the men was the flirty, ever charming, Bucky Barnes.
“I’ve told you, Sergeant Barnes, I’m your nurse. Now please sit back so I can properly stitch your arm.”
He didn’t listen to you, sitting up further to prop his hand on his chin and take you in. You’d asked him about four times now, each one fruitless.
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SPLIT LIP
HARRY OSBORN X READER
Summary - Harry gets into a fight and emotions start to unfold.
Warnings - 18+, angst, lil fluff, smut, blood, unprotected sex
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HE KEPT his head low as he weaved through the bustling crowd, ignoring the low gasps that slipped from the lips of those who somehow managed to catch a glimpse of his face.
None of them knew what happened, not yet at least, but he figured it wouldn’t be long before it spread around. There had been at least a dozen people out on the balcony when it all started, and given his social status it wasn’t exactly presumptuous to assume that most of them had likely recorded the encounter.
It wouldn’t surprise him in the slightest if he woke up tomorrow with a bunch of angry voicemails from his publicist, likely accompanied by screenshots of people making fun of him on Instagram for getting his ass handed to him by some random no name guy.
But it hadn’t been some random no name.
Not to Harry, at least.
He hadn’t been aware that he was holding his breath until he finally reached the private salvation of his bedroom, his needy lungs leaving him gasping for air as he crossed the threshold, roughly swinging the door shut behind him.
It shouldn’t have surprised him when it refused to close, and it certainly shouldn’t have surprised him when he turned to see your hand pressed flat against the pine, holding it open.
But it did.
“What the fuck is wrong with you, Osborn?”
Harry figured the use of his last name wasn’t a good sign and it left a particularly sour taste in his mouth (though perhaps that was just the blood he was tasting). He hadn’t realized how accustomed he had become to the cute little pet names you used for him until now, or just how much the absence of them would affect him.
Of course he didn’t let that show though. Instead, he grumbled out a rough, “Stop following me,” before continuing to trudge towards the private bathroom.
But you had grown familiar with his evasive behavior, gotten used to his lack of vulnerability, and you rarely ever let him achieve the goal that stood behind his aloof persona; to drive you away.
So you marched right behind him, mimicking his past action by pushing the door shut as you moved. This time it met no resistance, immediately clicking shut.
There was no one else coming to check on him.
“Do you have any clue how stupid that was?”
You felt like you could barely breathe as your heart rammed against your ribcage, the sound of blood rushing loudly thrumming in your ears and making it difficult to focus. Your reaction wasn’t fueled by anger, though, rather an innate fear that consumed you as soon as Peter’s fist first collided with Harry’s face.
“Apologies, darling, but I’m already gonna get an earful from the board tomorrow about how this will affect my image as CEO, alright?” He pressed his palms against the cool marble countertop and spat into the sink. You watched as the blood-tinged spit crept towards the drain as he added on, “So, please, spare me the lecture.”
The polite phrase was laced with contempt, effectively removing any trace of its inborn goodwill. But that wasn’t what had caught your attention.
A dry chuckle ripped through you, and if he had bothered to lift his head up then he would’ve seen your eyes rolling into the back of your head. “Do you really think I give a shit about your image?”
Your jaw remained slack as disbelief washed over you, leaving your head shaking. Harry Osborn was one of the most intelligent men you’d ever met, yet it never failed to amaze you just how dense he could be.
Harry’s shoulders sank a little, failing to go unnoticed by you. His lip curled, a pang of nausea coming over him. He couldn’t tell if it was caused by his injuries or from the unfamiliarity of sharing even a shred of his emotions, his voice breaking slightly as he said, “What else is there?”
“Your face?!” You cried out without hesitation. It didn’t bother you that Harry still assumed you had any regard for his status, you expected that much. But it did bother you that he didn’t think there was anything else about himself worth caring about.
Still, even your well-intentioned statement sent another wave of panic rippling throughout him, his fingers gripping the marble even harder now.
You hadn’t meant it in a shallow sort of way, even he knew that much, but it frightened him anyway. Harry already felt like he was losing his grip on everything that made him important—that made him worthy of love.
He was losing his grip on all of it; his money, his status, his career. But now he found himself staring down at the scaly patch of skin accompanying his now-bruising knuckles, beginning to realize that as his disease progressed he would be losing something else too.
What would be left of him? It was an ignorant thought, one that he knew had been fueled by his fight with Peter, but he couldn’t help but wonder anyways. What would be left for you to love when once he could no longer rely on his riches, his rank, or his allure? He knew that you weren’t shallow enough to actually care about those things, yet it still made him feel sick to his stomach.
That’s all he had ever been to anyone. A symbol, a prize, an image. He had never really felt like a person before, at least not one that people cared about. After all, no one had ever treated him like one—not his friends at boarding school, not the women who chased him, not even his own father.
Sometimes he worried that maybe there had been a reason for it. Maybe they had taken the time to peer beneath the surface, only to discover that they didn’t like what they saw. Maybe, just maybe, there truly wasn’t anything good about him aside from what he could offer others.
You almost seemed to read his mind, your demeanor softening as you watched him lean further into the counter, his mind reeling as he absently stared at the drops of blood dripping from his nose spattering into the sink.
“You know what Peter said isn’t true, right?" You took a half-step towards him, slowly closing the few feet that stood between you. You kept your voice low and soft, careful not to sound patronizing.
Harry only scoffed, moving his hand from the counter to his face. He didn’t want you to see it, whatever traces of the fist fight had been left. He hadn’t even seen it himself yet, refusing to look into the mirror.
“I’m serious, Harr.” You cooed, now close enough to place a hand against his back. He stiffened at the touch—comfort still something that was entirely foreign to him, but the pet name still soothed some of the ache in his chest. “He was just pissed, okay? So he took a few cheap shots cause he knew they’d hurt you. But that doesn’t make them true.”
They were the truth though, weren’t they?
Peter wasn’t the first one to call him out. There had been a long line of women and men alike that had spewed the same insults at him, making note of his arrogant persona and the silver spoon that hung from his lips.
But he had been the first one that had been close enough to Harry to know what insecurities to prey on in order to cut him deep. He knew about Harry’s fear of failure, the loneliness that ate at him, the crippling self-loathing that never went away.
More than that, he knew just how terrified Harry was of you seeing him the way he saw himself. And Peter knew that in an entirely selfish and fucked up way, Harry was scared absolutely shitless that you would realize that you deserved so much better than him—that you deserved someone like Peter.
“Harry-” Your hand drifted from his back to his shoulder, gently grabbing it and intending to turn him towards you, to force him to look at you.
But he refused to move. His entire attitude turned on a dime, posture straightening, though his head remained low and turned opposite of you, interrupting you with a tone sharp enough that could cut glass. “This isn’t working out.”
Your eyes widened as his words registered with you, but you didn’t move aside from that, willing your body not to react. He didn’t really mean it, although that didn’t make it any easier to hear. You knew that he was spiraling, and any attempt to disagree with him would just add fuel to an already growing fire.
So you didn’t disagree with him. Instead you crossed your arms firmly over your chest and gave a curt nod, smacking your lips as you said, “Okay.”
Harry wasn’t sure if he had expected that response from you, but he did expect you to leave. He couldn’t quite imagine the hurt that would come with watching you walk out the door, though he knew it would likely be insurmountable. There was also a hint of satisfaction, though, as he recognized that you too would leave him.
Everyone left eventually, he figured, and so maybe it was best to just get it out of the way now. Maybe it was best that he stopped wasting your time, that he didn’t force you to sit around and squander your life away on a dying man.
But you didn’t leave, shocking him as you dropped to your knees beside him, beginning to rummage through a cabinet for the first aid kit you knew was hiding somewhere within it.
When you once again rose to your feet, first aid kit in hand, you grabbed a clean cloth from the linen closet before once again coming to stand directly beside him. You didn’t have to try and forcibly move him this time, finding no need in urging him to look at you for the first time since this conversation had started.
He did it on his own, forgetting about his desire to shield the evidence of the fight from you as he was overwhelmed with a mixture of both confusion and relief.
You weren’t leaving, you hadn’t turned to walk out the door, you weren’t going to do something stupid like chase after Peter—though Harry wondered if it was really all that stupid, as he doubted that Peter would ever act in such a self-sabotaging way. You were just standing there, running warm water onto the cloth with a bit of soap.
Why didn’t you leave?
You frowned as you turned the tap off, turning to look at him and cocking your head to the side. “Guess he’s not puny Parker anymore,” you hummed sarcastically, hoping to use humor to avoid having a more dramatic reaction.
The nickname certainly didn’t fit anymore, as Peter had clearly developed a hell of a right hook sometime after puberty. Blood still oozed from Harry’s nose, and a bit from his busted lip as well, but it was thicker now than before, finally starting to slow down.
Lightly pressing the cloth to his upper lip you began to slowly clean him up, careful not to apply too much pressure. He was gonna bruise, that much was obvious, and you knew that he had been right before. The board would give him hell for this.
“So what was it?” You asked as plainly as possible.
Harry squinted at you. “What are you talking about?”
“You threw the first punch.” You clarified. He flinched when you started to dab around his split lip, and so you tried to make your touch lighter. “So what was it that pushed you over the edge?”
He hesitated, sucking in a breath before mumbling something incoherent. Frowning, you lightly nudged against his leg with your foot. “Gotta be a little louder than that.” You teased him.
For a moment you could’ve sworn you saw his mouth twitch into a slight smile, his eyes rolling slightly. It made you smile, too.
“You know how Peter is,” Harry eventually spoke after another long pause, finally sounding a bit more like himself in spite of the animosity he held towards Pete. “he’s never known when to shut his mouth.”
It was more than he had spoken this whole time, but he still knew from the expectant way you were staring at him that it hadn’t quite been enough to satisfy you. He was holding back and you both knew it.
He sighed. “He was talking about you. Apparently Parker’s incapable of letting go of what could’ve been.”
You couldn’t help but grin at the way he sneered, although you knew it was probably wrong to indulge in him making fun of your friend. To be fair, Peter deserved it sometimes, tonight being a prime example of that.
There might’ve been a time in which you would’ve jumped at the opportunity to be with Peter, but that ship had long since sailed, whether Peter liked it or not. If anything, you were thankful that things hadn’t worked out between the two of you, because now you couldn’t imagine a world in which you were with anyone other than Harry.
“Pete’s always been a bit delusional.” You tried to suppress your laugh, still focused on cleaning Harry up. Somewhat satisfied with the amount of blood you’d cleaned from his pale skin, you sat the cloth down on the counter and reached for the first aid kid.
Another brief moment of silence settled over you both as Harry battled with himself again, debating letting another moment of vulnerability slip out. You didn’t dare say anything, allowing him time to process his thoughts as you grabbed a stack of gauze from the kit.
His tongue carefully traced over his bottom lip, his face screwing up as the subtle movement agitated the wound on it, the taste of copper overwhelming his senses. “Is he?”
Those two little words were all he was willing to share, but they told you more than enough, guiding you towards the type of comfort he needed right now.
You nodded, folding a piece of gauze over onto itself, your gaze fixating on the shiny spot of red dripping from his lip. You pressed the gauze against it, applying some pressure. “I think so.” You told him. “I couldn’t imagine being with someone like Peter.”
Harry’s brows snapped together at the claim, clearly unwilling to believe it. “Oh, you mean someone kind and caring and who literally has an IQ of two-fucking-fifty?”
It was your turn to react, donning a much more lighthearted expression than his as you struggled to contain your amusement at the sight of his cerulean eyes growing so wide. “Do you want to date Peter, Har?”
He practically growled at your joke, and admittedly the sound affected you far more than it should’ve. Your cheeks developed a slight red-tinge, trying to regain your focus on his wounds as you moved to replace the gauze you were holding.
“No,” he spoke roughly, “I’m just trying to say that he’s exactly the type of guy you should want to be with.”
Your nose wrinkled, making it clear that you disagreed with his statement. You halted your previous movements, leaving the gauze where it laid on the counter and offering your hand to him. He only stared at it. “Come sit down with me.” you urged, moving it a little closer to his. When he didn’t move again, you tacked on a desperate, “Please.”
Harry had never been good at denying you when you used that voice with him, his heart and brain simultaneously turning to mush whenever you’d flash your best puppy dog eyes.
So he obliged, careful to give you his left hand instead of his right. The one that hadn’t been affected by his disease just yet.
You led him out of the bathroom and back to his bedroom, stopping only when you reached the king sized bed that laid in the middle of the room, making him sit down on it beside you before you were willing to pick your conversation back up.
“Do you really think Peter is the type of guy I should be with?”
It pained you to even consider that Harry truly thought such a thing. For it to be a thought fueled by insecurity would be one thing, but for it to be a God’s honest belief of his would be something else entirely.
He didn’t answer you, only focusing his attention on your hand as it remained wrapped around his. You knew the answer, though, even if you wished you didn’t.
“Okay,” you breathed out, “then let’s talk about a world where I’m with Peter instead of you, okay?”
Harry scowled. “I’d rather not.”
“Too bad.” You shot back, giving his hand a reassuring squeeze. “You’re right,” you admitted despite knowing the statement would make him squirm uncomfortably beside you, “Peter is all of those things you mentioned.”
“Great.” Harry grumbled through his teeth, cursing when you then elbowed him in the side for interrupting you.
“But Peter has faults too, Harr. Big ones.” You breathed out a weak laugh. Slowly you tried to piece together your thoughts, carefully choosing your words so they couldn’t be misconstrued by his trauma-ridden mind.
“I don’t like the way Peter makes me feel.” Your tone was cautious, sounding out each syllable with great care.
Harry didn’t bother to look up at you, fixating on the sight of your fingers interlaced with his, but you knew he was listening. He always listened to you.
“Don’t get me wrong, he’s my friend and I care about him. But… he treats me like I’m fragile. Like I’m something he needs to save.” You shifted slightly, suddenly feeling a little exposed. But you didn’t let yourself stop, not yet. “I never feel like a person with Peter. Not really, at least.” Harry’s breath caught in his throat. He knew what that was like, though he’s never shared it with you before. “He doesn’t actually see me.”
The admission hung in the air between you for a moment before Harry replied, his voice wavering as he said, “Do I?” You furrowed your brows at him and so he clarified, “Do I make you feel… I don’t know, seen or whatever…”
It was odd to hear Harry speak in such a casual manner, to see the ways in which he tried to come across as dismissive while still working on bearing his emotions to you. You put a great deal of effort into not smiling at it, not wanting your innocent amusement to create any additional insecurity for him.
“Always.” You answered swiftly, lovingly brushing your thumb against the back of his hand. “That’s why I’m with you, Harry.”
His eyes grew glossy, his head immediately dipping down as the tears threatened to spillover. Emotions had always felt like a weakness to him.
But you had grown tired of letting him hide himself away from you tonight. You pried your hand from his, crawling over so you were no longer sitting beside him, your knees pressed into the mattress as your legs settled on either side of him as you sat in his lap.
Tender hands reached to cup his cheeks, collecting the tears that had gathered on them as you gently forced him to look at you once again. At first he tried to fight it, but he soon realized there was no use. He let himself succumb to the comforting nature of your touch, instinctively nuzzling into your hand.
“I’m with you because I love you, Harr.” You hadn’t said those words before, and you refused to look away as you repeated yourself, “I love you. Not your money or Oscorp or anything other than you, okay?” He blinked, more tears escaping as he did, but he didn’t respond. So you repeated yourself again, needing to hear his confirmation, to know that he understood. “You know that, don’t you?”
He truly wanted to believe you, to have absolutely no doubts. But the dark thoughts crept in, filling every corner of his mind. The words of his friends, of past lovers, of his father.
His lip trembled. “But there’s nothing to love.’
You cringed as you felt the weight of that word—love. You’d dreamt of hearing him say it, and you knew that he felt it for you, but you had never imagined it sounding like that.
He said it like it was contaminated, like it was something to fear.
It broke your heart and stunned you at the same time, your mouth left agape as you fell speechless. You weren’t certain of what to say, of what to do to soothe him. You’d always known that Harry had been broken by his past, but this was perhaps the first time that you’d realized how extensive the damage truly was.
His name escaped your mouth, the only thought crossing your mind as you threw your arms around his neck and collapsed against him, nearly sending him tumbling back onto the mattress at the sudden weight. But he braced himself, his own hands moving to your back as he leaned forwards, instinctively balancing out your actions and keeping you both upright.
“There’s so much, Harr.” Your lips were pressed against his ear as you whispered, so desperate for him to hear you. The ache in your own chest grew stronger at the thought of him ever doubting your feelings for him, even for a second. “There are so many things to love about you!”
His body was unmoving against yours as you squeezed him even tighter, turning the tables and fighting against your own emotions now. You held in a sob, wanting your words to be as clear as possible, “You deserve love, Harry Osborn.”
And, for the first time, something inside of him snapped into place. He hadn’t forced you to be here. He hadn’t even asked you to waste your life on a dying man. If anything, he had pushed you away. He had practically begged you to leave on more than one occasion.
But you never did.
You wanted to be here. Not because of what you might gain from him or for what he could offer, but simply because you cared for him. You wanted to take care of him, to clean his wounds and call him out on his bullshit.
He bit his cheek hard enough to draw blood and you gasped as he suddenly mimicked your actions, his arms tightening around you as he buried his face against your neck.
“I love you, y/n.”
The word didn’t sound as harsh this time, as if he had begun to untangle the fear that had others have woven around it. It was light. Genuine.
“I’m bad at showing it—trust me, I know—but I really, really do.”
He let his walls down, forcing himself to swallow his pride right alongside his anxiety. He knew that he didn’t need to put on an act with you, that he didn’t need to cherry pick his words to ensure they wouldn’t be twisted in some malicious way.
With you, he didn’t need to be an Osborn, cruel and calculated.
He could just be Harry.
“I don’t understand it,” he admitted,”but it’s just–I don’t know, I just look at you and I love you so much. I see you and I know that there is nothing that I wouldn’t do for you, absolutely nothing. And you’re just so…” a particularly hard laugh vibrated against your skin, “crazy. Crazy to ever give a shit about someone like me.”
You laughed too. “And you’re an idiot,” you leaned back slightly, sliding a palm in between your bodies to try and push him back a touch, wanting to look at him, “for ever thinking that I’d give a shit about anyone else.’
And as soon as the sentence had left your lips, your eyes drifted to his and seeing the way they gleamed with a glorious mix of both love and lust, it was over.
Your lips collided with his, so fast that it was impossible to tell which of you had started to lean in first. There wasn’t much about it that was gentle, though, despite the innocent admissions that had led to this moment.
With your palms still pressed to his chest you shoved him back against the mattress, feeling it dip beneath your combined weight. Your lips never parted as you laid against him, the two of you locked into an endless hungry kiss that melded into another and another.
One of his hands slides from your waist to your stomach, fingertips delicately tracing your skin, and you felt as if you were on fire everywhere he touched. A soft moan slipped from your mouth and into his, only serving to encourage him further as he started to toy with the button on your jeans.
Your head was spinning by the time he finally pulled away from you, already leaving a wet trail of kisses against your jawline as you gasped for a breath. There was a faint taste of blood in your mouth, a sign that you’d agitated the wound on his lip, but neither of you cared.
It was all you could do to focus on his movements, edging towards your neck, his teeth lightly grazing against your pulse and eliciting a lewd whine. You felt him smirk against your skin at the sound, a firm hand pressing into your waist as he jutted his hips against yours, the friction making him groan before he nipped at your skin again.
“I love you,” he breathed out against your collar bone, his tongue delicately tracing against the sensitive spot, “so much.”
Your own breathing was uneven, entirely uncontrolled as you’d already turned into a writhing mess of moans, your only coherent thoughts fueled by your desire to feel him.
You pulled away from his assault on your throat, and you nearly melted when he looked up at you; darkened eyes pooling with desire, his lips gleaming with a mix of both of your saliva and a bit of blood.
As your gaze drifted south you realized that one thing was clear: he needed to be wearing far less clothing.
There was no hesitation in tugging at the hem of his shirt, urging him to help you remove it. Harry had already unbuttoned your pants, unzipped them, too, and so you quickly shimmied out of them and tossed your own shirt to the side as he worked on his own pants.
You moved to sit on top of him again but he stopped you, changing positions and forcing you to lay back against the mattress, hovering over you. He looked down at your body, admiring it, his index finger tracing along the curve of your waist, your back arching slightly as he moved towards your thigh.
“Needy,” he chastised with a low chuckle, but didn’t hesitate as he began to shift himself lower on the bed, clearly intending on first using his mouth to get you off. You stopped him, though, your fingers digging into his shoulders.
He paused, following your gaze as it settled just below his waist. You licked your lips, voice low as you barely managed to get out, “Please.”
Foreplay felt unnecessary right now, maybe even a touch cruel. You didn’t wanna waste time on it, desperate to have him closer.
Luckily, Harry was never one to deny you what you wanted, already guiding himself towards your entrance, his swollen tip pressing against you before—
There was a fucking knock on the door.
Your head jolted up from the mattress, both of your necks snapping in the direction of the sound, Harry’s dick still in his hand as you both froze.
“Hey Harry,” you nearly groaned, letting your head fall back against the mattress as you heard Peter’s muffled voice through the door. “I just figured we should talk, alright? I wanted to check on you. And apologize, ya know?”
You looked at Harry, his gaze meeting yours. It took every ounce of willpower you had to keep your hips still, your body desperately wanting to grind against him. “Tell him to leave!” You hissed, trying to stay quiet.
Peter knocked again. “Harry?”
You expected Harry to say something dismissive towards Peter, watching as his mouth fell open to speak. But no sound ever came, his blue eyes suddenly twinkling with something strikingly similar to ill intent.
Then, before you’d had time to even unravel his plan he had already roughly sheathed himself fully inside of you, fingernails digging into your hips as a guttural moan fell from your lips, loud enough that Peter surely heard it.
He leaned in close, his breath tickling your ear as he said–“I think he’ll get the message.”
a/n - something quick and lazy that i wrote at school cause why not. not even sure i like it that much but the harry osborn tag needs more content so i figured i might as well post it lmao.
🠒 summary: you're one of the lucky ones, everyone else tells you. finding your soulmate the day you turn 18 isn't something that happens to a lot of people... but you and your other half are going to have to make a lot of progress to be able to tolerate each other.
or, you and yoongi can feel everything the other feels, and you're hell bent on causing each other pain.
🠒 pairing: yoongi x reader
🠒 genre: angst, fluff, e2l!au, soulmates!au, college au, crack?
🠒 warnings: profanity, implied smut
🠒 notes: i own up to being a soulmates!au hoe... and here is the attestation for it. i hope you enjoy reading this!!!
PARTS
🠒 01 | one gaze
🠒 02 | two band-aids
🠒 03 | three roses
🠒 04 | the four of us
🠒 05 | five dates
🠒 06 | six idiots (plus yoongi)
🠒 07 | seven o'clock
🠒 epilogue | lifetime with you
taglist: open, just send an ask!