I Need To Stop Having New Ideas And Then Getting Mad At Myself For Knowing That I’ll Never Have The

heres something that mildly bothers me

i really hate the feeling of fabric on my forearm. idk why, i just do. so when i wear long sleeve shirts, i always roll up my sleeves, defeating the purpose of covering the arms for warmth during the cold seasons

so you’d think “okay, so why don’t you just get short sleeve shirts then and not waste your money on clothing that makes you uncomfortable? i mean, unless you like the design on the shirt, it isn’t worth it to keep buying them”

but here’s my dilemma: if u wear short sleeves during fall and winter everyone thinks your weird and they’re all like “woah it’s the middle of December why is that person wearing short sleeves their probably freezing lmao, thats so weird” yes i am freezing but having fabric on my forearm makes me feel like a million bugs are crawling up my arm and down my spine, stop judging me you absolute prick

so.. yeah. also none of my friends use quotev anymore and nobody reads my endless rambling posts that i make so instead im gonna use ~tumblr~! ...and eventually all of my friends will stop using this as well and then ill start using another platform 

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i will literally steal kneecaps if ppl don’t stop using the b/l/m tags in fandom posts. i’m gonna lose my shit. stop clogging up those Very Important Tags with fandom stuff. listen to the POC in your fandoms bc i’ve seen them telling y’all to stop. jesus christ

I want a cat so badly ahhhhh

my birthday is in a few days so maybe, but I don’t want to keep my hopes up

though I will look out for if my dad and step mom ever leave the house for no apparent reason 👀

I don’t know if anyone has ever done this before but, here ya go… The Different Types of Fanfiction! 

I probably left a few out, but these are the most common, compared to their base fiction’s canon plot. Enjoy! XD

// sanders asides spoliers

coming back to tumblr to say that this fic is canon now

every song in ‘P&F: Candace Against The Universe’ is a BOP

especially the first 3 songs in the soundtrack, i’ve been listening to them on repeat all day

also i just want to ask, but like does anybody else need sympathy and for people to care about you so badly that you do things that are kind of stupid to get it? like i just sent about emails to my teachers about why some of my assignments are unfinished (bc of stress) and I was really digging deep into the whole “im sick and stressed and i couldnt do the homework ): ): D: D:” thing

like one already got back to me and literally the single line “sorry to hear that you’re feeling unwell” fills me with concerning amounts of dopamine

im doing this thing called ~taking a mental health day~ ooooo

also im like slightly sick, but its mostly because im too stressed out to function

i’ve found the perfect Creativitwins song and you can’t change my mind about it

Also YAY on the new spotify playlist series Thomas and the team are dropping!! :D

my new therapist is so nice what

I still have a lot of worries, but I’m feeling a lot better for the future :D