I Just Wanna Rot Away And Dissolve Into Nothing.

death isnt enough. i need to never have existed

I just need something that takes me away from reality.

she res on my urrection till i come. (back. (from the dead))

i love them so much

i wish they were here

this is so sad

raaaagghhh i miss them sm

BEING PUNK IS:

supporting all of the LGBTQ+ community (including mspec folks, intersex folks, lesboys, gaybians, transmascfem folks, afab transfems, ect)

supporting dissociative trauma survivors (this includes being anti endos/ableists, believing itbc* abuse is real, believing persecutors are NOT "evil")

supporting autistic people (this includes being supportive of stimming in public, being pro nonhuman identities, using tone tags when asked)

supporting kink pride (this includes non harmful paraphilias, "weird" kinks, being pro sex workers)

supporting all cluster-b disorders (this includes not viewing people with these disorders as "evil", not using terms like narc or yandere if you can't reclaim it)

* intentional torture based conditioning

intro

✮get to know me better!✮

always been too scared and unprepared

to let anybody get too close to me

welcome to my forest! my name is azeron/zero!

not too sure what i'll be posting about yet. if you like the vibes feel free to stay. i enjoy the company!

this is a safe space!

pronouns: he/him | they/them | it/its | xey/xem | star/starself | stxr/stxrself | ae/aer | xae/xaer | hx/hxm | ghost/ghostself | web/webself | rain/rainself | green/greenself gender: agender/transmasc sexuality: gay/acespec neurodiverse - anxiety, audhd, depression chronic pain, pots minor taken

interests: spider-man/spider-verse, deadpool, mha, dc robins, cookie run kingdom, venom, rottmnt, arcane, the umbrella academy, sharks, the outsiders, the owl house, the marauders, gravity falls, transformers.

i am a writer, artist, and i enjoy reading. i like being creative!

i would love to meet new people and make new friends!

discord - aethererebus

fandoms blog - @erebus183

sys blog - @spiralbeetle (not much going on over there)

boundaries:

dni: ableism, racism, homophobia, transphobia, xenophobia, sexism, antisemitism, misogyny, pro-israel, just shitheads in general.

be respectful.

don't flirt or talk about anything explicit with me.

but when I met you, right away, i knew

you would never, ever, ever hurt me

i like when my friends are nice to me and like me

Being gentle with her because I know she never deserved her past, and she genuinely deserves pure, nontoxic, sweet & kind love.

*my hands are braced against the side of a building as I'm getting patted down by cops* Oh that? That's my pocket paprika. For my emergency hard-boiled egg. You know, an emergency hard-boiled egg? It's like Paddington's marmalade sandwich except it's an egg. It's in the other pock--yeah, there it is.

I tap the mic. “Most people don’t want to crawl down your chimney and steal your dog.”

the crowd murmurs uncertainly.

“If someone wants to steal your dog,” I continue, “there are easier ways to do that. They don’t have to crawl into a chimney.”

Murmuring intensifies. People stand in their seats and begin to boo.

“People disguising themselves as chimney sweepers and stealing dogs is not a rational fear,” I shout. “Literally anyone could steal your dog. Why make sweeping chimneys illegal?”

“I have a list of chimney sweeps who stole dogs from parks!” Someone yells, throwing a shoe.

“You seriously think no chimney sweepers could possibly ever steal from a home?” Another cries.

“Only a dog thief would even want to crawl into a chimney to begin with!” Says a third.

A single tear rolls down my cheek. They are all so fucking stupid

This is a metaphor