HOLLY FUUUUUUCK

Detective Comics (2016) #967

What I yearn for

I want to k n o w. I want to understand literature references, I want to lay on grass in the summer and recognize constellations, I want to read books from all around the world, I want to know how history affects our everyday life, I want to learn how to play the piano, I wanto to learn diffrent poems written by diffrent authors and be able to recite them by heart, I want to learn diffrent languages. I want education to be accessible. I want to fall in love with every single day.

I hate being an academic procrastinator because I love being able to dive deep and spend hours on a project, or give my undividing attention to material and finish it to the best of my abilities.

But.

It just takes so long. The point of deep work is that it takes up time.

And from a standpoint, it's so easy to step back and say, I'm putting off that 4 hour session for later. But I'm not. Not until it's too late, that is. I like to believe that I'm getting better at it. But at this rate, im not too sure...

As a dark academic who has searched long and hard for a subculture of dark academia to wear this summer, something that matches the summer atmosphere, I am going to coin a new subculture of dark academia.

I present: Explorer Academia.

Emphasis on cannibalism

positive habit ideas

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ wake up earlier

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ exercise regularly

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ drink more water

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ follow a budget

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ read at least 10 pages per day

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ plan your week every sunday

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ listen to something positive in the morning

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ journal

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ minimise digital clutter

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ get adequate sleep

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ build financial security (emergency fund)

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ take evening walks

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ practice a new skill

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ avoid multitasking

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ check in with your personal goals once a week

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ put your phone away during conversations

Just finished episode 40 part 2 and-

"Where did you send him?" "Uh- I don't know? Maybe Spain."

I love and hate this dude with a passion.

one thing i need to start living by is “become the thing that you want” if i want friends who throw themed parties maybe i should start throwing those parties. if i want someone who writes me love letters maybe i should start writing letters for the people i love. if i want to hang out at museums and pretty cafes maybe i should invite my friends to these places. and maybe even then i won’t find the kind of people i want to be around. but then i would have become the exact person i want to be around. and maybe that’s good enough.

Bro I just finished the one piece live action, and I am floored with how good it was like??? Koby being a main side charecter??? The small details and the scenery?? How the crew's relationship is being portrayed?? The casting?? Amazing. The amount of times the show had got me verbally hyped up got me wondering if imma get a noise complaint. I can not wait for the next season to come out.

Maybe I should have tried screaming instead...

Sometimes, I wonder if anyone will hear the words I speak towards the wall. Then again, can I really expect anyone to when I know no one will answer? Maybe I'm hoping for a spontaneous thought, an unexpected action that will lead me to a different room that's not filled with silence.