i dont like this life.
nobody loves me, i want to be romantically liked. i hate school, even though school is optative for me, i dont see any other way to continue. i dont want to go out of bed, i havent sleep well in months, i need to rest and i feel so guilty because i am a privileged person in a good country crying about shit like this.
Im fucking obsessed with books
i want to be mysterious but i fucking love to overshare
All I want is to go on a side quest that doesn’t effect my life in the slightest
I want a fantasy novel life, this little life with no magic is not for me. I want adventures, magic, witches, dragons, eternal lovers. This life feels small for me.
okay, things are not finally getting better
top five most important things you can give a character. 1. bisexuality. 2. autism. 3. so much negative rizz it loops around into irresistibility. 4. so many bad events. 5. a coping mechanism that’s cute and silly provided you don’t think about it too hard
people sometimes forget I'm a teenage girl who wants to do tenenage girl stuff
Your pleasure in existence matters. You deserve little comforts that make the mundane pleasurable. Play your favorite songs loud and jam out to them as you clean your house. Light your favorite candle while you do your homework. Even as you experience the things you MUST do, be sure to make space for the things that you ENJOY doing. You deserve to enjoy being alive!
The ninth doctor was so insane fr he was like I watched my planet get destroyed and I can't share this trauma with anyone. I will fix this by befriending a human girl and taking her to see her planet get destroyed. This is normal behaviour.
I try to friendly, kind and not exclude anyone but, at the of the day, I'm the excluded and lonely girl, it's sometimes so hard to be there and not to be there