Summary: Everything you heard about matters of heart and desire told you the same thing; love could lead to heartbreak at best and disastrous results at worst.
Yet, you were convinced that everyone was wrong. They had to be, because love was supposed to make everyone happier, no confusion or pain in sight.
Regardless of how naive it sounded, you were sure that you were ready to fall in love and lose yourself in the infamous bliss.
That assumption right there was a terrible mistake, though.
You were nowhere near ready.
Warnings: Slow burn, mutual pining, Regency era society and social rules, angst. (Separate warnings included in chapters)
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Summary: After 10 years together, Lewis keeps pushing back the date on when “forever” can start. Realising that forever applies to her job and not their relationship, she makes it clear that she’s had enough.
Warnings: slight age gap, reader is 32. angst, heavy on the angst.
Requested: @madelynn-sienna (sorry it took so long. i didn’t think i was gonna do it ngl to you because i don’t really write for lewis)
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yn_ln when he feels bad that he’s on the other side of the world for your birthday
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lewishamilton happy birthday, love. i’m so sorry i’m in australia and not with you but i promise i will make it up to you when i’m home. roscoe promised me he’d spend the day spoiling you
→ roscoelovescoco yes i’s did’s
user1 oh to be loved the way yn is loved by lewis
user2 no one makes me feel as single as lewis and yn do
carmenmmundt @/georgerussell63 take notes
→ yn_ln you tell him, hun
→ georgerussell63 i buy you flowers all the time!
f1 we’re sorry that a race fell on your birthday. we’ll ask the fia to fix the calendar next year so this doesn’t happen again
mercedesamgf1 we’d give him back if we could. happy birthday, yn
georgerussell63 hang on a second. you’ve not left us yet. that’s not the right car
→ charles_leclerc that’s the perfect car
→ yn_ln i didn’t buy the car. i just jumped behind the wheel
user3 not me hoping she’d be getting a ring for her birthday
→ user4 we’ve been waiting for this for the past 8 birthdays
→ user5 it’s been 10 years. we were expecting two rings and a few kids by now
→ user6 i mean, he just bought her a sports car. not very kid friendly
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lewishamilton happy 10 years to the love of my life. every moment with you is an adventure i never want to end
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yn_ln forever with you ❤️ mainly because i can’t be bothered to train some new guy to photos that good of me
mercedesamgf1 can’t believe it’s been 10 years already. it feels like only yesterday yn was making her paddock debut. here’s to another 10
→ user7 not mercedes commenting like they’re a part of this relationship
→ user8 well he’s been with yn almost as long as he’s been with mercedes so they practically are at this point
user9 my favourite f1 couple
user10 i love their rich money vibes
roscoelovescoco happy’s anniversary’s mum and’s dad
→ yn_ln my precious boy
→ user11 now she needs a real baby
danielriccairdo i can’t believe she’s managed to put up with you for ten years 😂 huge love to you both
→ yn_ln ngl, it’s been tough
→ lewishamilton i’m taking the ferrari back
user12 wedding and baby when?
georgerussell63 happy 10 year anniversary. yn is my favourite part of you being my teammate
→ carmenmmundt can we keep her when you go to ferrari?
→ charles_leclerc no. it’s my turn now
→ lewishamilton i think you’re all forgetting that she’s mine
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mercedesamgf1 GET IN THERE, LEWIS 🏆🥇 LEWIS HAMILTON IS YOUR BRITISH GRAND PRIX WINNER
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yn_ln my love. i honestly have not stopped crying since you crossed that line. i’m so proud of you. you deserved this and proved to everyone why you’re a motorsport legend
→ lewishamilton couldn't do it without your support 🩷
→ mercedesamgf1 it’s true. the mechanics were uncomfortable when they realised they couldn't just keep giving her tissues
georgerussell63 you deserve it, mate
valterribottas well done champ
user1 can’t believe he won silverstone the same weekend he celebrated 10 years with yn
→ user2 she’s always been his good luck charm. he performs so well when she’s watching
→ user3 they’re the dream team together
user4 the fact that yn is the only one he responded to
user5 she’s getting it good tonight
skysportsf1 posted a new interview
user6 oh no, lewis…
user7 lewis, she was asking what was next for you and yn, relationship wise
user8 oh, that’s not quite
user9 i hope yn doesn’t see this otherwise i fear lewis might be in the doghouse tonight
→ user10 i hope she does see it so that she knows he’s not thinking of her future in the same way
user11 i always thought lewis loved yn as much as yn loved lewis but now i’m not sure
user12 it’s the fact that the poor interviewer looked upset at his answer as well. like she hoped for better
→ user13 we all hoped for better
user14 it’s the fact that she’s always talked about wanting kids and getting married but has always said they’re waiting until lewis is ready
→ user15 the fact that every year passes and he never indicates that he’s ready for any of it though
replies to @/F1Wags
user1 lewis still follows yn
→ user2 and still has all of his photos up, including their anniversary post
→ user1 i’m hoping this means he’s in denial and is still trying to win her back
user3 i can’t believe this is real. she went all the way back and deleted everything related to him in 10 years. even edited posts to delete slides he was in
→ user4 dedicated queen
user5 just fell to my knees in walmart
user6 i’m devastated but i also hope this means she finds a man who will be prepared to give her the life she wants
→ user7 well, more fool her for staying this long
→ user6 not really. ever think she wanted those things because she wanted them with lewis
→ user8 don’t break my heart like this please
replies to @/WeDon'tThink
user9 okay but your pen was on fire when you wrote that
user10 he literally had the best weekend of his life with a 10yr anniversary, winning silverstone and then clearly messed it all up somehow in the end
user11 if sir lewis hamilton can’t even do right, what hope do the rest of us have in finding a decent man
→ user12 no because they looked just as in love as they did 10 years ago and he still fumbled
user13 i saw rumours it was because he gave her an ultimatum and she didn’t take the path he wanted
→ user14 what do you mean?
→ user13 apparently “close sources” said that he told her if she wanted kids, she couldn't have him and so she left
→ user14 wtf!!! good on her for dumping his ass
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calvinklein @/yn_ln is stunning in calvin klein underwear. shop the collection now
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yn_ln oh okay. i look goooood
→ alexandrasaintmleux i would let you take me home
→ carmenmmundt me too
→ georgerussell63 excuse me, i don’t agree with this
user1 aha, nico we see you
→ user2 and fernando
landonorris oh so he fumbled bad
→ oscarpiastri they’re going to take your social media off you again
user3 is this her version of a revenge dress?
→ user4 more like undress
user5 not sure why you wouldn’t want to marry and give a baby to a woman like that
→ user6 okay, ew
user7 can we appreciate how she’s handled this with class. instead of speaking out against lewis, she’s been booked and busy and flitting about europe on modelling jobs
→ user8 just further proof that he managed to lose the best woman ever
roscoelovescoco you’s look’s nice, mum
→ user9 i know lewis hires someone to run this account but what are the odds that he’s actually behind it now so he can stalk yn
yn_ln please can we all focus on the clothes and support how hot i look by buying some!
→ danielricciardo don’t even have tits but you convinced me to buy a bra
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lewishamilton mixed feelings about today. obviously happy for a win but very disappointing for george and the team missing out on a 1-2
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georgerussell63 we put up a good fight today
user1 not really a deserved win though, is it
user2 you fumbled yn and now you’re fumbling wins. you only got this because merc screwed over george
roscoelovescoco well’s done’s dad
user3 see what happens when you play a good woman, you get a dirty win
user4 man needs to act his age. can’t believe at the grand age of 39, he strung along a girl who loved him more than anything for 10 years
→ user5 destroyed my faith in men for real
user6 robbed a win from george like you robbed 10 years from yn
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I wrote this out and was really proud of it and then when I was adding the other driver’s versions on, I realised it was the same principal as Daniel’s so I’m so sorry for the repeated plot
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⁺。˚⋆˙French not Monégasque | PG10 part epilogue⁺。˚⋆˙
pairing: pierre gasly x Ferrari!user ( she her )
genre: social media au,
warnings: cheating ( not really it's just twitter going wild ),
summary: in which everyone thinks user is leaning french for her teamate and riot when she isn't 🩷
fc: Kika Gomezand other face claims ( It's my first smau so yeah )
part one
part two
part three
part four
part five
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yourusernamesenna
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yourusernamesenna pookie and hermes are getting along together guys
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landonorris : YES WE WANT KITTENS NOW
yourusernamesenna : YES YES YES pierregasly : Nooo ... oscarpiastri : please no
user2 : we feel the lack of sleep in Pierre's and Oscar's comments
user4 : Lando and Yn friendshipe
lewishamilton : Dogs mets then ??
pierregasly : YES charles_leclerc : Yes please
yourusernamesenna
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yourusernamesenna christmas' eve with the love of my life, my cousins and my family nothing could be better right ?
tagged : pierregasly, yourcousin, yourbff
pierregasly : Love you mon chat
charles_leclerc : THIS MOVIE
sebastianvettel : Are you parents happy to live in germany ?
yourusernamesenna : YES pierregasly : French supremacy yourusernamesenna : Noo I'm still in my german era
yourcousin : so happy to share christmas with you and pierre
yourbff : Am I not invited to the big events ?
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pierregasly
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pierregasly it can be better right ? ( still posting this picture until I die )
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yourusernamesenna : you have a plan Gasly ?
pierregasly : me never
charles_leclerc : don't be stressed
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user67 : DID YALL SEE THAT ???
user7 : couple goals
user89 : we want Landoscar christmas' eve dumppp now !!
yourusernamegasly
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yourusernamegasly well I guess I'm know part of the Gasly family and I guess that I'll have to make legos with this man all my life
tagged : pierregasly
pierregasly : FIANCÉE
yourusernamegasly : FIANCÉ
charles_leclerc : You said yes ?
yourusernamegasly : WE BOTH SAID YES yourbff : story ? yourusernamegasly : We both asked each other
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pierregasly
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pierregasly : Forever and always making lego with my beautiful fiancée
tagged : yourusernamegasly
yourusernamegasly : i love you
yourusernamegasly : If my mother didn't threaten me, we would be already in Las Vegas
pierregasly : Awww
yourusernamegasly : I love you sooo much
pierregasly : to saturn and back
yourusernamegasly : Let's go back to watch Dune II
pierregasly : Yes 🩷
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If you have idea for other fanfic I'll do it with pleasure ( I prefer fic about Charles, Ollie, Kimi, Oscar, Lando and Pierre but I can adapt )
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~ a frenchie that hoped you liked it <3
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IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ONE. Can i have recs of secret family/wife trope??
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IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS REQUEST.
i love this trope cuz it just seems like a thing that bucky would do like he doesn’t want his lover to be in danger because of him🥺
i also added some secret dating girlfriend fics too..because i couldn’t not!
Our Family by @imaginativeavengers
After a long mission, Steve is forced to make an emergency landing and reveal a secret about Bucky not many people know.
Imagine by @sebbystanimagines
Bucky meets a girl and they fall in love and get married, but he keeps her a secret and she lived outside of the city to stay safe, but after a few months of not seeing each other, she shows up at the tower and reveals a small baby bump to Bucky and he finally introduces her to the team, and they all vow to protect her
Who’s She? | The Long Run by @itsapeterthing
when sam gets injured during a mission and isn’t able to go to a hospital, bucky brings him and natasha to his own home to get cared for by his girlfriend, y/n, who he’s been keeping a secret.
Secrets by @itsapeterthing (hiatus)
when your husband, bucky barnes, leaves to go to work intruders invade your home. although you escort your children to safety, when the intruders find you they have a lot of questions about the “winter soldier”- a name you’ve never heard before.
secrets and slip ups by @lovelybarnes
secret dating
They Don’t Know About Us by @delicatelyherdreams
The relationship was a secret but the chemistry was not.
Uncovered by @jadedvibes
Your secret relationship with Bucky is finally revealed.
Secrets by @buckyalpine
Nothing will stop you from dating your super soldier.
Secret Relationship by @invisibleanonymousmonsters
bucky is always disappearing from the compound and everyone figures that it’s bucky being bucky.. but he’s visiting his civilian girlfriend and knows that she’ll be in danger the moment they go public so he doesn’t even tell the team about her.. and their circumstances of meeting could be in the aftermath of some Avengers thing?
Imagine by @yeahbutimagine
Imagine being in a secret relationship with Bucky.
Bucky’s Got Game by @real-jane
Bucky’s got a crush, and Sam’s a little worried about whether or not he’s gonna see it to fruition.
A Thief in the Night by @redgillan (smut)
A Buck imagine where you both have a secret affair at the tower and one time you're over at his apartment and you spend another night together. After you cuddle afterwards, you get up to leave but Bucky grabs you and pulls you back into him, begging you to stay cause he dont want it to be a secret anymore.
Secret Girlfriend by @jenwritesstories
Steve thinks Bucky has been acting weird lately, and after asking him what's going on, he takes matters into his own hands and follows him.
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— hello everyone !! welcome to the last part of the poll series, lmk if you guys want another one, seeing as my f1 fic recs were so popular !! thank you all again for so much good comments and positivity, it makes me so happy that people enjoy my silly little fic comps ;D. enjoy !!
my poll fic recs !!
— oscar piastri fic recs — lando norris fic recs
[or check out my f1 drivers fic recs]
• my most favorite reads = 🩷
— blurbs and short writings
• tacky tree by @landososcar 🩷
• all i want by @verstappen-cult
• too many kisses by @verstappenverse
• circles back 2 you by @giuseppe-yuki
— oneshots/imagines
• serve by @theonottsbxtch
• my birthday, my love by ↑
• my peace by ↑
• don't wanna be saved by ↑ 🩷
• forever and always by ↑
• mi novio, max verstappen by ↑ 🩷
• teen idle by ↑ 🩷
ann's (@theonottsbxtch) writing is some of the best things that has grazed the earth's surface, which is why i added her BEAUTIFULLY written max fics for everyone to enjoy, you're welcome. ALSO i love love love her f1 driver eye descriptions i read them and i just stared at a wall for like 5 minutes js thinking about them 😭😭 please read them they're so good: here
• she's always a woman by @starkwlkr
• birthday celebration? by @giuseppe-yuki
• secret admirer by ↑
• green light, red flag by @landoughnut
• made with love by ↑ 🩷
— series
• snap out of it by @diqldrunks
➜ part two
— smau
• girl, so confusing by @astonmartinii
• put it all on red (bull) by ↑ 🩷
• rb admin by @leclercwriting
• blowing smoke by @afterglowsainz
• friends by ↑
• positions by ↑
• crying in the club by @pomegranatesarchive
• enemies or lovers by ↑ 🩷
• please date my sister in law by ↑
• miami baby by @norrisainz33
final "chunk" of the poll fic rec series, tell me your feedback i really want to improve my quality of work 🙂↕️🙂↕️as always, thank you all SO MUCH !! as always, have an amazing day/night 🌞🧡
Current Grid
Olympic Sport Series
Best Secret Santa Part 2
Feel the Heat
Qatar Heat
SideWomen
How the fuck has a bird been the reason I DNFed?
2026 Rewind!
Love in the fast lane
My love is mine all mine Part 2 Part 3 Part 4
So teach me
No es suficiente!
Monaco: The Good, The Bad and The Ugly
Better than me Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8
My love is mine all mine Part 2 Part 3 Part 4
The Rookie Prodigy Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6
Paparazzi
Funny Gaming Moments w/ Max
When in work Part 2
No because that hurt me! Part 2
So, you lied to me?
I said DONT peak C long, you suck!
Random Girl
Sing your heart out because he ripped your heart out!
Ghost Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5
I said DONT peak C long, you suck!
Fast Cars on the Island Part 2
Angel Eyes
Baby, can you call me back? I miss you... its so lonely in our mansion!
I can’t do this anymore Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7
That'll be the back up generator!
That's just the way the cookie crumbles!
Well if it isn’t the best Alonso
Finland Freeze
You're a dick Stroll!
Against the Clock
All in a days work
I said DONT peak C long, you suck!
Goodbye NewYork
You built it, you fix it
EX Grid/ Current Stepin's/ F2
Why are you and Uber Driver?
I said DONT peak C long, you suck!
Surrounded by Ice
Please just listen to me!
All my time
Engineers and Team Principles
Mercedes Madness
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if you’re like me and you only watch f1 for free, here are some free sites you can watch it live at:
sportshub.stream - this is my personal favorite
totalsportek.pro
sportsurge.club
thehomesport.net
weakstream.org
there are also free apps you can watch it in:
Live player
strym tv - you need a code to watch in this app so you just press the + sign on the upper left corner, choose “Import playlist from URL” and paste this url http: //movitv. pro just remove the spaces
all of these have ads and if you have access to VPN, you might want to use it but i’ve tried all these links and app last season and hadn’t gotten a virus.
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