Therapist: Cunt Dracula Is Not Real And Cannot Fuck You.

I will give no context

when are critics going to realize that i don't care if my fun girl gang movie is cinematically groundbreaking. i just want to see them thrive on screen and have fun and be fierce and star in movies that are not necessarily top tier but still good without being degraded for it like men have been allowed to for decades

I am now crying. I'm reliving it all over again

That Scene from Infinity War

That part wherein Peter says “Mr. Stark, I don’t feel so good” as he touches his stomach. And you get to witness it slowly happening to him, slowly realizing what’s about to happen to him because of his Spider Sense.

Then Peter walks to Tony and Tony goes “You’re alright” reassuring this boy, this kid who wasn’t even supposed to be in space and wasn’t supposed to be involved in this war—he was supposed to be back on Earth on his field trip. Then Peter’s legs give out as he throws himself to Tony, but his healing ability tries to fix that as his legs disappear but there’s only so much his powers could do. But this also means he gets to experience the pain way so much more compared to the others because his senses are dialed to eleven—there was just so much input. “I don’t know what’s happening.”

He was in so much pain while he was dying.

Then Peter cries as he clings harder to Tony because he’s a kid and what do kids do when they can’t help themselves and they don’t know what to do? They go to an adult. Tony Stark is someone who Peter idolizes so much, he believes that Mr. Stark will be able to save him, like he always had.

So he begs as he cries.

“I don’t wanna go. I don’t wanna go, Mr. Stark, please. I don’t wanna go, I don’t wanna go. I don’t want to go.”

That last “I don’t want to go” was the most heartbreaking because his voice, he sounded like a helpless kid as his voice cracks, sobbing so hard, clinging as much as he could hoping Mr. Stark would make everything better because he knows that Mr. Stark is the best.

Peter is so scared. So, so so scared of dying. He’s so young, he’s only 17. He hasn’t done much yet being a friendly neighborhood Spider-Man. Hasn’t proven himself enough.

Then he says “I’m sorry.”

He’s sorry because he didn’t listen when he was told to go back to Earth. He’s sorry because he failed Iron Man. He’s sorry because he knew Tony would be guilty and would blame himself if he died. He’s sorry because he’s not strong enough and he’s not worthy to be an Avenger after all. 

And we get to see how affected Tony was, how he was also crying because this kid wants him to save him, to keep him safe—he promised to keep this boy safe. He made him the Iron Spider suit to prevent this from happening. He was going to catch this kid whenever he falls and he did but then it wasn’t good enough because here Peter was, a kid he grew to love so much… dying in his arms and he can’t do anything about it.

It was Tony’s worst nightmare.

I love how they took time to actually show it, and not just let Peter disintegrate quickly like the rest. They gave them a moment. A very sad one that made most of us weep in the cinemas because Tony wanted a kid and slowly he realizes that all along he had one and it was Peter. 

This was such a powerful scene because of Tony and Peter’s father-and-son dynamics. This was more than enough to fuel Tony Stark’s rage to face on Thanos because how dare he kill his kid.

So beautiful

Roses are red, that much is true, but violets are purple, not fucking blue.

HES RIGHT BEHIND ME ISN'T HE.

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Welp I wasn't looking for pain, but now my heart is in peices on the floor and I don't know what to do.

What I will never get over 

Sam Cortlands death 

Young Aelin/Celaena having no friends her age (besides Aedion) 

And when baby Aelin asks to be freinds with Baby Dorian, he rejecting her and saying he already has a friend and his name is Chaol 

Celaena being broken and yelling “She left me" 

Aedion crying in the stairwell after hearing of the death of everyone in Endovier and Callaculla 

Celaena singing at Nehemiah’s grave 

Dorian yelling for Sorscha after she is beheaded 

Chaol telling Dorian he loves him 

Chaol telling Celaena to get up

Young Aelin telling Celaena to get up 

Asterin’s story and how she lost her baby witchling  

Rowan yelling and having to be held back in order for him not to go after Aelin 

Aelin being locked in the coffin 

Aelin being whipped by Cairn 

Fenrys becoming blood sworn to Maeve and sleeping with her to protect his brother 

Sam yelling “I’ll kill you” because Arobynn beat Celaena in front of him