KIRK HAMMETT🥰🥰🥰 AND KITTYS

Can u do nikki x fem reader angst please im dying for some angst rn PLEASE

SORRY IVE BEEN SLACKING ON REQUESTS AND THIS IS MY FIRST TIME WRITING ANGST REALLY AND I WAS ALSO HIGH SO IT PROBABLY SUCKS.

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warnings: drugs, alcohol, thats kinda it, mentions of sex once.

Nikki was starting to realize he was an addict. He didn't wanna spend 5,000 dollars a day on drugs. He didn't wanna shoot up every 30 minutes and nod off. he even missed his grandmas funeral because he chose to get high. A while back he and his girlfriend of well over a couple of years (not counting the numerous breakups) argued, she doesn't come around to their house as much, and Nikki hadn't talked to Vince, Tommy, or Mick in weeks and Nikki felt like he had nobody. he had another “girlfriend” who was just his drug buddy and used the excuse of being together just to shoot up. they didn't even have sex at all.

Nikki and the chick were on the couch. Nikki was either passed out or bearly awake. there were needles and spoons around them, Nikki still had the blue band around his arm as he was laid out on the couch.

you stumbled in the house for the first time in maybe 2 weeks. the house was still a mess from all the parties thrown but that was weeks ago. you went to find him and saw him in the living room with that girl and they both looked awful, you almost didn't know it was Nikki. you leaned against the archway with a bottle of liquor in your hand. "I'm going to Vegas." you told him. why? because you felt like going

Nikki could vaguely hear a familiar voice through the fog in his brain. He attempted to sit up against the arm of the couch, his eyes slowly opening as much as they could.

“What..?” he mumbled, his eyes glancing over at you as he slowly registered your presence. he couldn’t remember the last time he saw you.

"I'm going to Vegas." you repeated. Nikki looked awful. if you had seen him like this a couple of years ago you would've taken care of him making sure he was good as new. but you've done that for years and Nikki took it for granted. you got tired of taking care of him so you stopped when he needed it most.

Nikki watched you, his eyes barely open. he tried to gather his thoughts to say something to you, but his brain wasn’t working fast enough. a couple of years ago, if you had said the same thing he would’ve jumped up and asked why, worried that something was wrong. this time he just stayed where he was on the couch, watching you and slurring his words. “For how long..?” he mumbled, running a hand through his hair.

"I dunno." you answered. "til I feel like coming back." you said and took a swing from your bottle. not your first bottle of the night.

He tried to process what you said, but his mind felt muddled. He couldn’t remember the last time you had been around months ago. The last time he had seen you, you guys had ended up in a big fight.

“Don’t..you…” he trailed off, not even knowing what he was about to say. he ran a hand along his face again, trying to brush away the fog. “You’re ditching me…” he muttered.

"I'll be back." you mumbled and closed your eyes as you messed with your hair "You'll be fine.. m' not your mommy." you mumbled again little just from being drunk.

That made him scoff quietly, and he opened his eyes a little wider at that. He would’ve argued with you if his mind was clear. he would’ve said things like “I never said you were.” or “I don’t need you to be.” he would’ve said those things and fought with you like usual. But not right now. he was too out of it. “What if I want you to be..?” he mumbled into his hand.

you opened your eyes and looked at him for a few seconds. "then you're a few months too late." you said quietly. not softly, but quieter. it wasn't like him to ask something like that and it wasn't like you to answer like that, but we're changing and drifting apart. the whole band was. Tommy was married to Heather, no one spoke to Vince in prison, so he didn't speak to them, and no one ever knew where Mick was.

He frowned at your words and slowly sat up all the way, his eyes looking over at you. He hated hearing that from you, but he couldn’t bring himself to argue right now. not when he really wanted to. “A couple months too late..” he thought to himself. Had things really gotten this bad?

he looked down at his arms, the needle marks and old track marks were on full display. he then glanced back up at you. “I miss you..” he muttered.

you hum and looked at the ground while you were against the archway. you missed him too. a lot. but you've tried and tried for years taking care of him, loving him through everything, and he didn't do anything. you got sick of the one-way treatment. "yeah." you answered quietly.

He sighed and shut his eyes again, feeling a wave of guilt wash over him like it did every time he thought of you. he knew he hadn’t treated you like you deserved. not always. how many times had he gotten so high and said hurtful things that he didn’t mean? how many times had he gotten drunk and ignored you in favor of a party? He couldn’t even count on two hands the amount of times he caused you to cry. “I’m sorry..” he mumbled.

you felt a pang of guilt in your chest but you didn't say anything. you looked down at the bottle of liquor in your hand. what were you supposed to say? he knows you've forgiven him each time so what's this time gonna mean? "I have to pack." you told him.

Nikki stared at you, feeling a sense of hopelessness wash over him. he couldn’t blame you for leaving and had a feeling that you weren’t gonna come back. he had pushed you away so many times that he couldn’t expect you to come back.

he was silent for a few moments, not knowing what to say. a part of him wanted to ask you not to go, to beg you to stay and not leave him. but he didn’t say anything. he wasn’t in the right state of mind to.

when he didn't say anything you started walking to the stairs, your heeled boots clicked against the tile but were muted to a thud when you walked on the carpet stairs as his eyes followed you. He watched you disappear and head upstairs to your shared room, feeling an empty sort of pain in his chest. he stared down at his hands before he looked over at the girl sitting next to him. She just sat there in a daze, completely lost in a high. He wanted to get up and go up and stop you, to beg you to stay. his mouth opened like he was going to speak, but he didn’t say anything.

you went to your room that he was sharing with his drug buddy, the room was littered with needles and all kinds of things. it was a mess. you went into the closet, got a suitcase and threw whatever you had left in the closet in the suitcase and what his girlfriend hadn't taken. you took the suitcase downstairs.

you walked with the suitcase trailing behind you. and you looked back at the living room to tell Nikki goodbye, but when you looked at him he was already passed out with a needle in his arm. you looked at him for a couple more seconds before walking to the front door and leaving.

did I buy the hanoi rocks biography book for 38.58 bucks plus tax on ebay? I dunno.

OK WAIT SO GUYS I HAVE THIS WRITING IDEA RIGHT? SO LIKE UR DATING NIKKI SIXX WHEN MOTLEY WENT ON TOUR WITH OZZY AND YOU WENT ALONG WITH THEM AND LIKE U BECOME FRIENDS WITH SHARON BECAUSE LIKE UR ALSO DATING A CRAZY ROCKSTAR AND LIKE U BOTH ARE LIKE IN A HOTEL ROOM TALKING SHIT ABOUT WHAT YOUR BOYFRIENDS HAVE DONE WHILE THEYRE DESTROYING THE HOTEL. I DUNNO IM KINDA SCARED TO. I DONT THINK ANYONE'S WRITTEN ANYTHING LIKE THAT THO.

You're a stinky frog

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I AM NOT A STINKY FROG

FIGHTS WITH NIKKI SIXX

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warnings: arguments, yelling, mention of stuff getting physical a few times, yk alcohol and drugs.

Nikki is a very intense and argumentative person, especially when he's angry. Small arguments with him can quickly lead to big fights because he can't contain his anger and often feels like he has to take his frustrations out on someone. If he feels like you are disagreeing with him or disrespecting him, he will not hesitate to yell at you and say things he may regret. Small arguments with him will quickly spiral out of control.

Here are some things that have started fights between you and Nikki:

1. Your jealousy and suspicion toward one another. You both have insecure moments and accuse each other of cheating or being unfaithful on occasion.

2. Fights about drugs and alcohol. You two have both struggled with drugs and drinking, and that can often cause fights.

3. Your personalities clashing. You are both very intense and passionate people, and that can cause fights when you get into a heated argument or disagreement over something.

When Nikki gets fired up, the volume knob goes past the usual 10.

Small arguments with Nikki can end a few different ways, but here are the more common outcomes:

1.He realizes he's being irrational and apologizes for his behavior, promising to do better next time.

You both realize the argument isn't worth it and decide to just drop it.

2.One of you finally explodes and yells something especially hurtful or aggressive, ending the argument but leaving both of you feeling upset and guilty.

3.The argument spins out of control until it becomes a really big fight, and everyone is left feeling miserable and exhausted.

Big fights with Nikki are a whole different ball game. Once he gets started, he doesn't hold back. He says the most hurtful things possible and has no boundaries or filter. He insults, yells, screams, throws things, and can even get physical. It's a whole mess once he gets triggered into a big fight, and he doesn't care who sees it or what they think.

Big fights can end a few ways, but the most common outcomes are as follows:

1.One of you decides to leave or just walk away from the situation.

2.The arguing continues until one of you is completely exhausted and can't go on anymore.

3.One of you says something extremely vicious or hurtful and the other decides that it's over, that they can't be with someone who would say something like that.

4.Someone else intervenes, usually a mutual friend or loved one who is worried about the situation getting out of hand.

In big fights, you are also very intense. You may threaten to leave and actually try to leave, but Nikki might physically stop you or make something worse happen as a result. You are both in an intense emotional state, so you might say things you don't mean and just add fuel to the fire. You might even get physical too, which is not a good idea. In big fights, you can both get nasty and say things you don't mean, but Nikki is usually the one who escalates fights to this point.

If you and Nikki had a nasty fight the night before an interview and the band mates knew about it, everyone would be walking on eggshells. Neither you nor Nikki would be in a happy mood for the interview, and there would be a lot of tension. You two would probably try to act cool and civil on camera since you don't want to drag the argument into the spotlight. You'll both probably be quiet and on your best behavior, just trying to get through the interview without letting on that anything is wrong.

Here are some of Nikki's toxic traits:

1.He can be a little controlling, with a tendency to try to call the shots and be the leader in your relationship.

2.He can be very possessive, and he might try to isolate you from your friends or your family.

3.When he's feeling emotionally insecure, he can become very intense and clingy, wanting your constant attention and validation.

4.He can get jealous easily, especially when you spend time with other guys or give them a lot of attention.

NIKKI IS AN ASSHOLE. WE ALL KNOW IT. WEVE ALL SEEN IT.

GUYS WHAT CAN I DO TO GROW OR MAKE YOU GUYS LIKE ME😭 LMAO? LIKE DO YOU GUYS WANT ME TO BE OPEN TO WRITING DIFFERENT BANDS? I KNOW ONE PERSON ASKED IF I WROTE FOR GNR AND MAYBE I WILL I BOUGHT SLASHS BOOK A WHILE BACK BUT NEVER FINISHED. LMK!!

JUST DANCE BY LADY GAGA IS THE PERFECT EXAMPLE OF WHAT DATING/ PARTYING WITH MOTLEY CRUE IS LIKE

stop i’m giggling at the caseoh video omg - 🩷 anon

I FEEL FAMOUS NOW. BTW DO NOT WORRY MY PEOPLE I AM GOING TO WRITE THE MICK MARS LOVE LANGUAGE THING EVEN THOUGH I SAID ITD BE OUT SOON FOR LIKE A MONTH..

Hii I was just wondering if you could write dating headcanons or a fluff alphabet or something for Mick Mars

HII YES OMG THIS IS MY FIRST MICK WRITING!! SORRY TO THE PPL WHO WANTED MICK BEFORE I JUST DIDNT THINK I WAS READY GO WRITE FOR HIM YET😭 SORRY IF ITS NOT THE BEST I'LL TRY AND WRITW FOR HIM MORE IN THE FUTURE.

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warnings: mentions of sex, drinking, one cuss word, not very well written, not proof read

literally nobody knew where mick was half of the time, but they knew he was with you he always has you with him (partially because of the guys) not saying he thinks one will fuck you but hes watching out. like on the tour bus you're always sat in the back together. hes not super into PDA, not for really any specific reason. its just not his thing maybe hand holding or wrapping his arm around your waist. he'll also let you hold his arm. if he has a love language its most likely words of affirmation. hell tell you how much he love you and loves you being here with him and also tell you how pretty you are. he loves making you laugh and loves it even more when he doesn't mean to make you laugh. he'll take any affection from you but his favorite (though hed never ask for it) is also words of affirmation. hes never really believed in love after his first, so hearing that you love him and all that means a lot. he also likes when you give him massages. his back, his shoulders, his hands, neck, he loves it. this is also something he wouldn't ask for unless he really needed it. but like before they go on stage you can sit there and rub his hands and usually the guys would mention it every time. Nikki would ask for a massage and wiggle his eyebrows. and also before a show I can see you filling his water pitcher with vodka since he thinks he's convinced everyone to think its water. but I can also see you actually filling it with water and him being confused. its long. I've seen it. I haven't seen it up close but I've seen enough. probably not too kinky, maybe some warship and stuff like that. definitely into giving oral. you know how the guys said that sometimes he'd be late to photo shoots and his lipstick would be smeared? that's because of you. I dont really see mick being one to fight, like I don't really see him putting up a fight anyway. thats a fact though he doesn't want to fight with anybody. hes tired and he loves you. if you're really angry at him and you're yelling, he'll leave on his own to give you some space, then he'd come back and ask if you wanna talk about it or if you'll yell at him more. if he's ever one to start a fight he probably wouldn't mean it, maybe he's really drunk and wants to be alone or hes just in a lot of pain and lashes out. but that doesn't happen too much because you often make him feel better before it gets too bad. over all mick is a sweet, funny guy who just really loves you to the moon and back. he wants peace and a good time.