clover and gumi!
some concepts/color keys with the agent oc this is actually an appreciation for an existing art piece that i think is really cool its made by a polish artist, laura pawela
it has some quiet ambient and stuff,,, i visit it when i have the chance even if its a little bit worse for wear now she made other windows themed pieces as well
ritsu shaking and sweating from guilt because he lied about needing the family pc for homework to try to 100% papa's sushiria and he can hear footsteps approaching but the rice is too close to being done for him to switch to the fullscreen jpg of the prime minister he has open in another tab
This is NOT nyo Poland, I repeat, THIS IS NOT NYO POLAND!!!!! (Sorry I'm lowkey scared to post this idfk)
there’s a real bucky barnes renaissance happening amongst my housemates and also in my mind right now can anyone else #relate
Suddenly thinking about a recovering Bucky Barnes.
His brain was obviously heavily damaged due to all the times he was given electroshocks to forget, but do you think he had any other issues besides memory displacement and memory loss? Seizures? Tics? Stuttering? Tremors? Headaches? Chronic fatigue? Not to mention his PTSD from everything that happened to him while he was under Hydra’s control and from the war itself. I’m willing to bet Hydra hardly fed him or let him sleep (the closest he could ever get was being put under). I also can’t imagine all the kinds of drugs they also would’ve given him to keep him more compliant and submissive, so there’s withdrawal symptoms to consider, too.
When he’s eventually in a place to actually take care of himself/be taken care of, I imagine his serum would finally be able to catch up and heal some of the damage, rather than just doing the bare minimum and keeping him functioning. But it obviously wouldn’t heal everything. He still forgets, still sometimes wakes up and thinks it’s WW2 or is startled to find that Steve is no longer small. Sometimes he loses the light in his eyes and asks what his mission is and insists that he’s ready to comply. Sometimes he doesn’t speak for days. Sometimes all he can do is lay in bed with the lights turned off and the curtains closed, leaving him in total darkness as his head aches and aches..
But he loses his stutter over time, unless he’s particularly overwhelmed or his thoughts are just too fast for his mouth to keep up with. He doesn’t tic as much. He no longer eyes all possible exits or keeps hidden weapons on him all the time. He remembers his childhood and his family. He has an appetite again. He opens himself up to others. He smiles and teases and laughs. He is able to love and allows himself to be loved.
Bucky Barnes’ mother had always said he was a resilient kid. And, these days, he’s so glad that she was right.
i miss a fictional man so instead of talking to someone real i made snoopy pfps of him