13en-i - Ben's Brain Slice

I love them .

you'll never guess which media this is fucking about (it is the ONLY media on this page rn)

Ok I lied. Today wasn't that uneventful. Decided to really sit down and think about the racial and socioeconomic implications of my favourite fictional disfunctional but hopefully not OOC (...by too much) best friends 'group parents but if the parents needed a divorce or marriage counselling' gut-wrenching situationship thats "sorta canon x oc but not really because the 'oc' second guy actually exists in canon but only in 3 lines of text" OTP yet NOTP unserious bromance romance BUT "not one over the other because they're just as effectively bad together as friends as they are a couple but I don't want to queerbait but also I don't want to undermine the sheer tenacity of a friendship between two of the messiest teenagers ever" complicated ass ship in an attempt to make these characters convincingly feel like real humans by showing that while not defining their character, factors like your cultural values, racial and ethnic background, relationship to money, the people you're surrounded and surrounding yourself with, the environment you grew up in and the expectations that you followed or rebelled against all play roles in shaping how one's identity is formed and that every little interaction that has or hasn't happen does subtly mold how you see yourself-- which obviously affects relationships where you will be analyzing the other person based on their identity and what similarities and differences you have and how you work together with similarities or how differences in experience and perspective can either help or hinder the relationship and how you act in said relationship that best suits your individual personal needs.

it doesn't make sense now but if you're from my insta (which is @/13en.i heeeeeyy) then you'll know EXACTLY who I'm talking about. those guys.

I know “Homura is Catholic” is only vaguely implied (in canon, all she says is that she went to a Christian missionary school, and in Japan those are overwhelmingly run by the Catholic Church) and we meme about it, but like. As someone who was raised Catholic, I have never seen a more Catholic character than Homura Akemi.

The religious-level obsession she has with Madoka. Her all-consuming guilt and self-doubt. Viewing suffering for Madoka’s sake as something beautiful and aspirational. Viewing herself as the literal devil for having selfish desires that aren’t even that bad.

Anyway who do you think her confirmation Saint would be

ryan bergara is my lebron. not even glaze fr.

They’re filing the ghosts away

You know what? What if I make him attend prom huh? What if I gave him a date to the prom? What if he has his high-school movie 3rd act climax right of passage having a slow dance with someone at prom HMMM? How you like them apples?

This won't make sense right now but truuuuuuuuuuuust when I get the time + feel the mood to paint I'll 1000% draw Damien in his graduation gown receiving the diploma and honor roll top of his class with the biggest purest smile on his face to 'Youth' by Glass Animals or maybe 'Don't look back in anger' by Oasis.

and yeah he will be doing that in both versions of this AU but there is no Total-Drama-Season-3 -shaped wrench thrown into his plans for graduating and he successfully distances himself from anything related to Total Drama and lives a happy and fulfilled life and can sleep peacefully without the insomnia he's accustomed himself to because of overstudying to catch up on material he missed out on during the first 2 seasons. I mean whaaaaaaaaaaaaat??? who said thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat?????????????????

Oh wow, 9 days before a palindrome day! (TENET REFERENCE TENET REFERENCE TENET REFERENCE)

(01/06/2025)

Here's my design for a "15-years-later-but-also-lowkey-highkey-an-analysis-of-how-trauma-festers-and-unfolds-in-a-dysfunctional-home-environment-where-everybody-subjectively-makes-the-right-choices-for-themselves-but-somebody-else-suffers-instead-in-a-neverending-cycle" AU featuring Heather Featherrrr. What's a girl gotta do to get some pickle chips around here?!

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(12/19/2024)

The Dame rockin' some swell fits (vol. 1). Sometimes I see "Damien in his casual clothes" type posts and hey, I wanted in too. Like have you seen those minimalist anime hoodies? He would have something similar for his DnD wizard + subclass methinks. Also, Jacques is here!

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(11/10/2024)

A continuation of the post from Wednesday! a dumb shitpost I made for a GC that somehow evolved into this whole thing lmao. Fun fact! I have never seen an episode of The Boys, all of this is just based on my friends who just made me draw stuff lmao

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